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2004 7 June :: 1.29am
:: Music: just listen to the rythem of your heart........
oo man- the darkenss was tonight. the " i wish it were still the 80's band"... t was great, because i know i will never see another band pull off the big hair and zebra pants and high pitched squeels again. they are just so much fun. i saw a lot of people i know, and it was cool hanging out with derek again..... then we went to some hardcore show that was kidna a bust.. so two shows in one night- stephanie's a little tired.
last night was non-point at the new hardrock in hollywood. EFFIN amazing. walking up to that place- i felt like i was going to disney world. there was so much goign on, the concert, gambling, food, hotel parties, the bar- it was crazy.
i crashed at my aunts house with matt last night. it's nice having my own place, even if it is in seisurville....haha. she's gone for over town months this summer and i have the key BIATCH...
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2004 6 June :: 12.10am
"How horrid can one person be?
How shallow-minded may one person think?
The world is dying, the stars do fall
But only one thing matters....
And that's you."
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2004 5 June :: 6.15pm
So this is how it goes.
Forget it.
There's no use living in the past. But I really can't live in this moment because before I know it... It's in the past.
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now"
I cant...
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2004 5 June :: 4.22pm
:: Mood: confused
I am so confused.. But, here goes:
1. Green
2. Purple
3. Blue
Your name is: Tori
You love: The rain
You want: Another chance
You wish: For everything
You have: Everything I dont need
You need: Love
Meh?
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2004 5 June :: 2.39pm
:: Music: mxpx
i am at my aunts house watering her flowers. rock n roll, i'm all about the good times. it's the price i have to pay to having a house for the summer...whoop whoop.
i'm done with training at work, i love my new job. i get paid ten bones an hour to sit on my butt and call people tellign them to pay thier bills.... sometimes i feel bad for them, but i guess they got themselves into the debt. i am going to get fat there though, it gets kinda boring, so to keep myself awake, i have to eat ALL day. i can't stop eating or else i fall asleep. and vending machine food isn't the best thing in the world. but we do have machines with french fries and chicken tenders and tv dinners.....dont be jealous!
i am goign to the non point show tonight at the new hardrock in hollywood. and it's free (thanks matt), so that makes it even better.
tomarrow night is the darkness- "bringing sex back to rock and roll"..lol and once again, that show is free (thanks derek). and i am goign to buy my tickets for dashboard and thrice today with noah (haha another free one- thanks concerts first)...
i was babysitting the cutest lil dork all weekend. from thurs morning till tonight. Zane is his name- isn't that a cool name? lol. it's my best friends lil brother, does anyone else think it's odd that his mom asked ME to babysit instead of her own daughter?? oh well, i need all the money i can get. this isnt an emo entry, done being emo... stephanie doenst care for that shit anymore... i'm goign back to being happy ALL the time..
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2004 3 June :: 1.01am
:: Music: midtown
so, it's been done... but i am both happy and sad about it.. i've wanted it for so long, and now i am worried, i hope he doesn't end up hating me bc of this.. that would suck. but we hung out tonight, and it was the first time that i was fully happy w/ him
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2004 2 June :: 1.25am
i cna't have faith in "us" until i have better faith in the fact that he won't be ripped away from me soon. i'm not used to anyone sticking around in my life, my dad, friends, guys, sisters.... i was raised not to get attatched to the idea of having someone there for me... i don't know how to act now
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2004 30 May :: 4.47pm
Hey all...
I'm Sorry.
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2004 29 May :: 10.08am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: death cab for cutie
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give LOSERxDORK more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
going out on a limb here by not making this friends only but yeah comment and click and give me hugs! [=
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2004 27 May :: 12.28am
i'm tired of being the fool
tomarrow is my graduation, and i hate how everyone is making such a big deal out of it. if i had a choice, i would just get the bitch sent in the mail so i don't have to go. matt is going, not sure if it's a good or bad thing yet.. i mean, i guess it's cute that he WANTED to go, i mean, he brought up him going in the first place, i didn't ask... but in the same sense, my family is crazy and he has to sit with them for a few hours.
everyone thinks i am a fool for getting into this situation, matt has even called me a fool. well, i don't want to be that fool anymore. but it's been foolish for a while now, that it's hard to get out of it, and when i bring it up= he gets pissed. i think i need to back away, or something. i am sick of his "i'm sorries"- well bitch, actions speak louder then words and the i'm sorries are only believable for so long before you start to think they're empty words. i am sick of empty words and broken promises.
as a girl, i read WAYYY to into things, so everything he says, i over analyze everything. we are starting to get short with each other. maybe we need to stop hanging out so much. it's weird, the first ime around, i wanted to hang out all teh time and he was all like "we don't NEED to see each other every day" and now.. he WANTS to hang out every day. it's great and all, but i think i am gettin gon his nerves, and i REALLY don't want him to get sick of me and visa versa...and i REALLY don't want to get bored, which i tend to reach that point easily.
i dont know, he just seems short tempered toward me lately... like i joke around and he thinks i really am pissed. maybe he is getting sick of me, i hope i dont get sick of him. i am really afraid about that.
and the whole situation just sucks, i honestly dont think i have ever teared so much over a guy.. i'm such a typical chick now! i just hate being like this, i HATE caring about someone, and i honestly wish i didn't. everythign would be so much easier if i didn't give a fuck. i wish i could not... i wish i could not care if he gets sick of me, or if he is with someone else, or if he cares about me, i wish i didnt know all of his fucking favorite foods and weird habbits. i wish i could not be hurt by him...
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2004 25 May :: 7.59pm
Umm, I dont update this one as much, just sometimes...so yeah.
www.livejournal.com/users/fandapop
BUt I still love my woohu <3
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2004 25 May :: 12.21am
i am going to write in my ACTUAL journal... it's one of those things that is so deep that it' snot menat for the interent... sorry
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2004 25 May :: 12.06am
there are sooo many things i wish i had the balls to say. but i cant. i feel like if i do, then i will be out the window. i doubt everything with him, i just want to be happy. and i wont be until i know.
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2004 22 May :: 12.16pm
i don't know where how i feel. i like him A LOT. but i can't tell him for some reason. he told me some pretty damn sweet things last night, but i couldn't say them back. i'm pretty sure he means what he says, not 100%, but good enough for now i guess. but i can't open myself up to him right now while it's still not "feasible". i need some more security that i'm not going to get dicked over by him soon.
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