SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2005 26 January :: 3.51pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: margaritaville x jimmy buffett

havnt updated in a while
well .. lets see.. im knida siock of people talking shit in my journal.. seriously whoever it is is obviously to pussy to write their name so im not really worried.. even thought i thought me and traci were still friends.. but i dont know now im confused cuz the comment she left to the other people :\ ... but anyways.. if the person is taking their time out to look in my journal than they obviously have a lot of time on their hands and like to piss me off.. seriuosly if you dont like me you have absolutly no right looking in my journal!

well we didnt have school monday or tuesday becasue of the snow.. so basically me and virginia chilled at ryans with the boys and watched movies the WHOLE weekend.. then today was virginia's 16th birthdayyyyyy!!!!! yippieeeee.. the girl didnt go to get her permit tho :( ya so anyways.. the wreseling meet got cancelled for tonight becasue of the snow so its a pretty boring night..

ya thats all..

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 25 January :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: content

DO IT =] thanks for letting me borrow it hehe pwease?!
Am I
x. am i cute?
x. am i pretty?
x. am i crazy?
x. am i lovable?
x. am i funny?
x. am i annoying?
x. am i psycho?
x. am i a good person?

How Well Do You Know Me

x. when is my birthday?
x. who is my best friend?
x. who am i crushing on/dating?
x. favorite color?
x. favorite animal?
x. favorite song/songs?
x. favorite music groups?
x. what song would you dedicate to me?

Just A Few Questions

x. what do you love about me?
x. what do you hate about me?
x. what is my best quality?
x. do i remind you of any characters on tv?
x. have you ever had a dream about me?
x. if you could give me anything, what would it be?

Personal.
x. do you ever think about me offline?
x. if you described me in one word, what would it be?
x. do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
x. when we first met, what were your thoughts?
x. do you wish we were closer?
x. why aren't we closer?

What If I

x. kissed you .
x. hugged you
x. killed myself .
x. said i love you .
x. didnt want to be your friend .

1. What you HONESTLY think about me.
2. A weird thing about me.
3. What should i improve on?
4. Whats the worst thing about me
5. What your complete honest oppion of me?

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 25 January :: 11.53am
:: Mood: pissed off

FUCK YOU phone girls !!

bitches

psss .. kris not you =]]

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 January :: 11.20pm

i was going through my fonts and thers one called
PussyCat
and Poornut

Wtf !?

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 January :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: confused

i feel like i don't know myslef anymore.
Whats my problem ?

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:	smile
best personality trait:	Your a sweetheart
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?	yes!
when will you get married?	July 15, 2009
your kiss is:	indescribable
People date you because:	you're everything they want in a girl/guy

Quiz created with MemeGen!

how fun.

shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 22 January :: 3.03am
:: Mood: depressed

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

i need you to help me
i dont know what to do .

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 22 January :: 1.27am
:: Mood: crappy

everything is falling so far

down..

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 21 January :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: worried

i wish i could give you more
Sometimes it feels like your not always there
or it seems you dont really care.
That your bakcing is turning on me and your walking away
It breaks me in two. To here everyone one else agree.

But i'v realized you cant always listen to anything but your heart, and mine says im made for you.

i love you more than anything

this stupid bullshit we go through every once in a while.
wont every take me from you.

Your my heart, my soul , my whole life
and i r e a l l y hope you know it

i love YOU Daniel Thomas Jones

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 17 January :: 11.53pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: some beach

800 dollar weekend, and i loved every minute of it
hey whats crackalackin ?! =] i just got off the phone with ms.krystina,and im getting ready to take a shower, like iv been trying to do for the past hour lol, but yeah..i had a really good weekend =]

let's see ::

Saturday

woke up, and walked into the other room, to wake up Danny, around seven. So we coudl leave for Diseny !! wich took awhile, and then he had to pack and we ran to publix to pick up a few things for the trip, by the time we left it was probably almost nine. Not much happened on the way there, its what a three hour are ride, what do you expect, a few smoking breaks [[ yuckkkieee ]] a bunch of ashley singing and some talking =], we got to Animal Kingdom around 1230 --noon thirty-- haha.

Omg, it was so much fun, we started off not knowing what the hell was going on and couldnt find any animals,and we started gettin maddd butttttt we askeed someone where "africa" was and then we got on the safari ride and saw a whole bunch of animals, it was really neat.

Then, we walked around and looked at the other animals. The park was outstanding, i had a blast, it was one of the few i'v always wanted to go to but never made it to. and they had some reallly pretty tigers =D

later, befor we left .we whent to the show "its tough to be a bug" it was 3D, it was really cute =]

The rainforest cafe there, is amazing it really is, the painting on the walls and the things hanging, its really awesome.

Danny bought his dad these really cute boxers with and aligator on the front. His mom got a cute shirt, and Krystina got, a shirt with a frog riding a herley ha. it was cute. I got a really cute tiger, that was holding a heart in his mouth <33

We left there around fourish i suppose to go to the hotel, we were worried about getting in but we had no problems at all, it was cool. So we drove around to find where our room was.

Found it..walked in... jawsa dropped, it was freaking huge, it was soooo outstangingly nice, wow, the bath room, had a hot tub, jecuzzie thinggy in side of it and the bedroom connecting to it was biiiigggg, the livving room was nice, and the tv was big too, the kitchen had everything you would need, it had pots, pans, silver wear, a blender, dish washer, cups , honestly everything then there was the laundry room, ahh it was so cool. it was like an appartment, it was really nice.
and the view was awesome, it was really beautiful

So we layed around for a lil while, watched tv some and then decided to order outback, oh boy was that a trip, we drove around for an hour, looking for it, by the time we foudn one it wasnt the one with our order so we placed it there whent to publix and then back to pick it up, got home and ate it, we didnt realize it at the time, but we whent the extreamly long way there and back, it was one block from the "villa" we were staying at, and it took us 35 minutes to get there. what a trip. but yeah it was of course yuuuuuuuummmyyy =] and then we pretyt much layed in bed and talked some and we both passed out by 930.. we were beat ?? but we both woke up at 330 and talk for 20 minutes or so. =] hehe

Sunday

we woke up at 9, checked out. and realized i was a complet bozO, because i onyl had shorts, and it was like 40 out side. so we whent to mccdonalds, got some breakfast, and then whent to the outlet mall across the street, we walked around freezing our butt of for a good hour many hour and a half. and we finally found some sweat pants at "ecko" yeah. me + ecko pants [[shakes head]] so i bought some red ecko sweatpants, and took danns black sweater cause mine but brown and the black matched better, so we had to of course find danny a new sweater and somehow we ended up at a rebox store buying a green bay packer sweater. wich ended out mall fun and we left to go to sea world !!

We got to sea world by 12, got in and walked around, we saw the penguines,and polar bears, sting rays, sharks and seals, dolphins and everything else, but it was really neat becaause danny fed, a sea lion and whenever he wanted more food hed wave at dann, it was really cute, and we both got a big kick outta it, and after that we decided we had to feed a dolphin, so we walked back over there and fed em ahhh there so cute =] heh. by that time it was almost 4 so we whent and picke dup out sea world picture and headed over to the sea lion show, wich was really funny, it had us laughing the whole time, it was really really cute. =]

After the show, it was almost 6 and the park was closing and we still had to head home, so we left, and we drove home, we were both so tired, it was nuts, we coudl barley stay awake =\. we made it back in down and HAD to drop off out pictures,all 154 of them =D, of course one hour =] and then whent to dannys, cleaned out the car and i whent home to get money for the pictures, because we both brOke as can be. Talked to my dad for all of 10 minutes and whent to get the pictures, to take to danny and show them to him, therea few really good ones of us =]

Pictures will be posted tomorrow :: PROMISE !!

then we connected the scanner at his house wich took untill 12 and i had to go home. and go to bed ZzzzZZzzzz [[ soo tired ]]

Monday

well it was a pretty shittie day, all my plans feel through, and people got on mt very last nerve, i got hurt, and gr it just wasnt a good day.
I did a few pages of my scrap book with dan, and whent to work.
it was a pretty shittie way to end my weekend but whatever.

Tomorrow i have off of work,and wed is and LTM day dont have to go in untill 1030 plus, no work YAY =] hehe

anyways im off i have some more homeowrk to do and stuff, so ill post the pictures tomorrow

Good Night *
<3 ash

135 pictures
800 dollars
2 days
loved it all <33
and i love you ....

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xonixieox

:: 2005 16 January :: 4.40am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none

its really early
well yesterday i went to the wreseling tournament.. i met my britt there.. then me andrea britt tim and nick went to tims house so andrea could change.. then we went to georges, where we say dana.. so instead of going back to the high school, we went back to tims. i had fun.. then i was wicked sketchy and went back to the high school to be picked up. Jacqui was like WOW! you smell! lol it ws kinda funny.. then i went home and talked to gini on the phone till like 11

ya so that was my day..

ohh its kinda weird i havnt eaten for 2 days bacause every time i try to eat i feel sick.. and im like hungry but i also feel like if i eat i will throw up.. i had some of brittany's french fries at georges yesterday but thats it!

kinda weird huh?

ya ok so thats really all

comment

-Nik

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xonixieox

:: 2005 15 January :: 5.46am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: whisky lullaby x brad paisly and allison krauss

havnt updated in a while
well.. i havnt really been home to update.. so let me see.. this past week i went to 2 wresiling meets, and the basket ball game last night. i had fun.. last night we beat framingham!! FUCK YES! and it was hiliarious becasue Jess and Dawn had me start some little chant things! "ITS ALL OVER" and "WARM UP THE BUS" haha it was hilarious.. the framingham fans were fucked up tho because they were being really loud and annoying.. but it was really funny!

ohh the other night i went to the wreseling meet with dawn britt and jacgui! we went to georges and it was so foggy.. Jacqui was like flashing the liughts on and off... hilarious..

well im really upset that i couldnt go to dariens.. but hopefully she is coming down here.. i really really hope! i fucking hate mid-terms.. and i know im not going to end up studying so i dont even see thew point but whatever..

x x x
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

1st Chorus
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

2nd Chorus
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

comment please

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 14 January :: 8.45pm

YAYAY !!!
im leaving tomorrow morning danny!!
woopppppp =]

were gunna have fun
Ox <333*
i love you

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 13 January :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: bitchy

1 more month !!

i can do this

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 11 January :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: sore

damn danieL (11:58:56 PM): goodnight honey

i love my boyfriend =-P
hes adOrable =]]
hehe

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 10 January :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: crushed

Hope someone finds it in there heart to <3 me enough to do this !!<33

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