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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 November :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: crazy

You get drunk everynight and
question what my life is worth ?

shooting star

xonixieox

:: 2004 28 November :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: forever december x tabitha's secret

blahhhhhhhhhh
well today i went to the mall with Gini Britt and julie and we met Becca and Em there!! awww i miss Bec!! lol we went to johnny rockets and ate good food.. i guess i had fun for the most part. until the end.. well anyways so ya then i actually bought a shirt in hollister.. but it is really madd cute! i love it! tomorrow is the football banquet :/ blahh..

ya so i get home and i get shit for my room being dirty.. and its all clothes becasue when me and my brothjer switched rooms he left all of his shit in the closet! so ya i kept telling my parents to make him clean it out but they dont care so i decided to do it.. so i threw all of his shit onto the floor in the hall way 0:) lol so ya then he got pissed and took off my closet doors and threw thwem at me! lol i have a big bruise on my knee but w/e after it hit me it hit my 300 dollar camera doc thingy that i paid for by the way.. so i bitched and my dad was like you fucking deserved it you little bitch! grrr i hate him so much im gunna make him pay for it.. not even Dj.. hes such an immature little baby like he's slamming all the doors around right now.. its his whole family.. they are really gay.. like when they came over for thanksgiving i was taking a nap in my room and they were like bitching afterwards .. ok well if im asleep then they have to fucking deal with it! i honestly dont want ot live anymore.. my life is full of pain and hatred.. theres only like 3 people that actualy love me so i dont know i think it would just be easier for eveyone. including me to jyst kill myself or die :/

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 November :: 2.06pm
:: Mood: curious

IDEA! ligth bulbs are goign off!
okay so i wanna see polar express. at the imax theater! come on, any takers?!

i want danny to go but i dunno if i can push that one ;\ i deff gunna be trying :-D

Ox

ps. i know the journal = ugly but i have to go to work ill fix it later <3

7 wishes | shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 27 November :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: aggravated

im bored =[

llala heyy guys whats up? im sitting in dannys room.. ~~kinda~~ bored :-P talkin to jen. i dont really feel good and im in a bad mood :-\ we havent done too much today me him nd cor whent to ft lauderdale to get his boxes. they look really pretty in his car witch is good and he was really excited over them :o)but yeah we got back here at like 330 and cor left aqnd nate come up. theyeve been playin halo ever since, nates eaving at 9 to go to his brotheres show. and then i dont know what dannys gunna do think he wants to go out? witch means ill have tog o home =[ gayy but yeah im so broke.. i need to go christmas shoping too i dont know what ANYONE wants thoi it sucks [ im sure i can come up with something...??!? who knows you mught ger lucky ;] ha anyways i guess imma go watch halo some more ;] byeee guys

i love you baby!

shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 27 November :: 5.56pm
:: Mood: cranky

grrrr

heyyy!! guys i REALLY need help with my math project its due on tuesday and i have NO CLUE how to do it...
someone please help

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 November :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: chipper

today was good
it was cold out this morring :o)

got my nails done (( they are way too short))

picked up danny <33 for lunch

decorated for c h r i s t m a s ! hung lights and put out the deer its starting to look pretty hehe i love ch rist mas time

Your my life i love you danny !

7 wishes | shooting star

xonixieox

:: 2004 25 November :: 8.30pm

today is thanksgiving!! YA REDMEN! we won baby! well me and kimmi went to the game with our faces painted red w/ white "N" 's on them! then we died our hair blue and blew our horns and threw confetti throughout the whole game! lol we are the inspiration for the team! lol it was madd fun!

now im so full im gunna explode!

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 25 November :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: pissed off

thanksgiving !!
welp i woke up really early due to all the "happy thanksgiving" textmessages and layed around for an outragously long time.=) when i finally did get up i cooked =( my aunt and ray came over around 1:30 and everyone ate. i hate thanksgiving food. yuck! ::sticks tounge out:: and i was sitting out with everyone and my grnamda pissed me off and iv been in my room ever since. with the exepction of taking my aunt to dunkin d's! and then my mom pissed me off so i just decided to come back to my room.

thats my thanksgiving!

hope everyone had a fantastic day!
i love you danny!!

shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 25 November :: 11.44am
:: Mood: anxious

HAPPY TURCKY DAY!

shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 25 November :: 1.43pm
:: Mood: amused

lol

What kind of disease are you?

ashley:

ashley is caused by Satan.

ashley will slowly turn infected subject into a dinosaur.
ashley is curable by singing Michal Jackson songs at the top of your lungs, forever. You can never speak again, or you will die.

shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 24 November :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: exhausted

this ones for you
i began to update like really update cause i havent for awhile but i cant bring myself to im too lazy or something.

so im not going to but...
i did get to see my honey tonight
witch always its a plus to my day <3

i love you danny <3

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 22 November :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: bitchy

you have promises of a better life,what wrong with the one im leading? everyone has a different fight

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

i remember when a hello melted you away. one smile would have brightend you day.

you're so not making this easy.

5 wishes | shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 22 November :: 1.01am

gr someone should take my journal and make it pretty for me. i give up its bedtime

1am

7 wishes | shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 21 November :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: party for two

dew for an update or something i suppose
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half

i updated :o) i love you!!

shooting star

xonixieox

:: 2004 21 November :: 10.25am

ok sdo i decided that i only have like 5 Really good friends.. the ones that are always there for me and dont care when i get into bad moods or anything like that.. the ones that i know i can talk to no matter what shit is going on! like last night..

i really dont know whats whrong with me.. im starting to get really sepressed again.. and i dont know how to get out of it.. i just dont know whats whrong with me.. i have been thinking alot about suicide and shit like that.. and when i get into one of those moods.. anyone who goes near me BEWARE :/ it sucks becasue i dont realize what im doing until after..and i can like hurt my friends and the people i love when i dont realize what im doing.. (not in a violent way.. just like with words) i really want to go talk to my doctor or something this shit needs to stop.. i stoped taking my zoloft becasue it gave me chest pains so i think im gunna start taking it again.. i dont care what happens to me.. as long as im happy for a little while i guess...

anyways Gini.. Brittany.. Mada.. Julie.. and Amanda thank you girls so much for always being there.. i love you all so much and im sorry for anything that i have ever done to hurt you :/ i love you guys!

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