SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2004 20 November :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: uncertain
:: Music: Broken-seether

just shit

last few weeks have been shittie =[

can it end ?

:: 2004 18 November :: 12.42am
:: Mood: gloomy

im a failure

with a breaking heart

and, a bad vibe

4 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 18 November :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: nerdy

hola fuckers
i juss made a contract with danny. he gunna losse out on it tho..

ha .
hes standing behind me though. soo urm yeahhh...we ordered a pizza and urm were goign to best buy...to buy a movie

i dont feel good still =\

hmm oh well I LOVE YOU MR DANIEL JONES

:: 2004 18 November :: 1.23pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: none

everythibg is going wrong..
i dont even know why i try in life anymore.. nothing ever turns out well.. i try in school.. and what does that give me ? F's? exactly.. i try even harder in cheerleading and what does that get me? a permanent spot on jv? i cant take it anymore.. no matter how hard i try everything turns out like shit! ikm done with it.. im not even gunna try anymore.. everyone on varsity is either gorgeous or really really thin.. and im not either of those things :/ honestly i wish that i was even one of those things.. its like the harder i try the farther i fall.. i just cnt take it anymore.. i truely want to die.. so i wont hurt my friends or my family anymore becasue im a fuck up! i hate my life and everyone involved in it :(

1 wish | shooting star

:: 2004 16 November :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: irritated

-----------------INFORMATION------------
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate:04/111/88
-- Birthplace: fl
-- Eye Color: hazel
-- Hair Color: ugly
-- Zodiac Sign: aries
-- Innie or Outtie: innie

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
-- Your heritage: italina polish
-- The shoes you wore today: black flip flops
-- Your eyes: hazel
-- Your weakness: there are several
-- Your fears: being alone, letting people down, not being abl to leave a good lasting impression

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: urm, blah
-- Your thoughts first waking up:what time is it?!
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes/smile
-- Your best physical feature: dk
-- Your bedtime: whenever usually 12 on schoolnights
-- Your greatest accomplishment: idk
-- Your most missed memory: freshman year

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
-- Single or group dates: depends
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: panties

-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Cuss: when im mad
-- Take a shower everyday:yeap
-- Have a crush?: my love
-- Do you think you've been in love?: sure do
-- Want to go to college: eh yea =\
-- Want to get married: very much so
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys:yup
-- Get motion sickness: nopee
-- Think you're attractive: eh
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: sure do
-- Play an instrument: nope not anymore

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
-- Smoke(d): nopee
-- Done a drug:nopee
-- Had Sex: urm
-- Gone to the mallduh
-- Eaten sushi: sick-o-s
-- Been on stage: yeap mannyy times
-- Gone skating: haha yeah
-- Made homemade cookies: yummmy
-- Been in love: asked already
-- dyed your hair: yeap
-- Stolen anything: yeapp nothing major

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: duhh
-- Missed school because it was raining?:nopee
-- Cried during a Movie?: yeah..;[
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: cant say i have
-- Had an imaginary Friend: no
-- Been on stage?:yeapppp asked already tho
-- Cut your hair: yeah? who hasnt?
-- Had crush on a teacher?:no ew
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?:yeap
-- Gotten beaten up:no
-- Been in a fight: no
-- Shoplifted: no

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: no ideaa
-- Numbers and Names of Children: ?
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: who knows anymore wont happen ;[
-- How do you want to die?: old in my sleep
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? radiologist
-- What country would you most like to visit?: England

-----------------OPPOSITE (or same) SEX------------------
-- Best eye/hair color:dark
-- Best height: taller then me
-- Best weight: not reall skinny but not fat

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: hmm
-- Number of CDs that I own: wow..a bizillion
-- Number of piercings: 3
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?:like 12
-- Number of scars on my body: 2
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: learn from it dont regret it

----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- Shampoo: suave
-- Color: purple/blue
-- Day/Night: night
-- Summer/Winter: winter
-- Fave Food: idk
-- Fave Movies: lots

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: a white shirt and a white pair of shorts
-- Drinking: nothing
-- Thinking about: sleeping
-- Listening to: my dad ramble

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: yup
-- Worn jeans: yeah
-- Met someone new online: nope
-- Done laundry: nope
-- Drove a car: yeap
-- Talked on the phone: mhmm

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
-- Yourself: hardly ever
-- Your friends: [shrugs]
-- Santa Claus: haha nope
-- Angels: yea
-- Ghosts: eh
-- UFO's: sure ufos dont make em aliens juss somethign we dont know what it is! :-D
-- God: yea

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name? sometimes
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yes danny<33
-- Do you like anyone? juss my love
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: none of em
-- Are you close to any family member?:no

have fun!<3

i love you DANNY!

:: 2004 16 November :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: geeky

Thank you for the roses Danny <3

i love you!

:: 2004 14 November :: 11.13am
:: Mood: scared/upset
:: Music: broken

drinking-drugs. i remember now..
last night i got a call and i was asked to take lindsey to kristens. so of course i did. i stay for a little while and as i was getting ready to leave. there was an extreamly loud smashing. and squeeling sound, so got into a few cars. and rushed out side the neighbhood. there was a white doge ram fliped up side down smashed against a red car pushed against two trees. one kid was flown through the windshield on the driver side. there was a manlayin next the the white doge ram cutting the driver out of his seat belt, cause he was gargaling and drownding in his own blood. we were standing beside the red car he was deffanitly still breathin. we had already called 911, we were telling them that help was on the way. the police showed up and asked us questions, and tehe man that was trying to help they shocke dhima nd told him to leave! and a few minutes later the ambulance came and they starting helping the people.. two tranahacks came(sp??) and they starting sawing the car apart to get the people out. we were there for probably 20 minutes, after alla this and i honestly have to say seeing that was the scariest thing iv ever seen. the cars were so ruined you couldnt even tell what kind of cars they were. that was it unexplainable, still is. and about 20 minutes later.. jordan and 2 girls came out screaming and crying and yelling to the cops that it was scotty and all the screaming and amblunces and police,ahhh i bursted. i couldnt take it. i cant explain it. its something from... a movie? and everyone i know knows him and i was there! i was with him when he died...im so freaked out..thats some crazy stuff..i ended up likr running away and calling danny <33 and at 3 i whent over there, i was so scared i needed him. and that was that i spent the night there.

R.I.P
Scotty Harris

tonight::

God, help me i dont..know what to do i dont i still dont. im hysterical. please know i love you more then anything, you my everything what would i do without you ? your my life, love , positivley everything to me. i'll love you today tomorrow-forever <3333
forever together
You n Me

12 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 14 November :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: chipper

Beacuse you the one <3

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than the love you give me
'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more

--
were pulling through this ! i love you

:: 2004 13 November :: 5.39pm
:: Music: kenny chesney x when the sun goes down!

AMAZING SONG!
ok so this song started it all...

magic 5 baby!!!

Sun tanned toes ticklin the sand
Cold drink chillin in my right hand
Watchin you sleep in the evening light
Restin up for a long, long night

Chorus:
Cause when the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down, we'll be feelin all right
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down

All day long just takin it easy
Layin in the hammock where it's nice and breezy
Sleepin off the night before
Cause when the sun goes down, we'll be back for more

Chorus:
When the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down,we'll be feeling alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down

This old guitar and my dark sunglasses
This sweet concoction is smooth as molasses
Nothing to do but breathe all day
Until the big moon rises and it's time to play

:: 2004 13 November :: 12.16pm
:: Mood: blank

its all i have left
i love you

2 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 11 November :: 10.00am
:: Music: blake shelton x some beach

great song
Driving down the interstate
Running 30 minutes late
Singing 'Margaritaville' and minding my own
Some foreign car driving dude
With a road rage attitude
Pulled up beside me talking on his cell phone.

He started yelling at me
Like I did something wrong
He flipped me the bird
And then he was gone.

Some beach somewhere
There's a big umbrella
Casting shade over an empty chair
Palm trees are growing, warm breeze is blowing
I picture myself right there
On some beach, somewhere.

I circled the parking lot
Trying to find a spot
Just big enough
I could park my ol' truck
A man with a big cigar
Was getting into his car
I stopped and I waited for him to back up
But from out of nowhere a Mercedez Benz
Came cruising up, and whipped right in.

Some beach, somewhere
There's nowhere to go
When you've got all day to get there
There's cold Margaritas
And hot senoritas
Smiling with long dark hair
On somebeach, somewhere.

Well, I sat in that waiting room
Seemed like all afternoon
The nurse finally said the doc's ready for you
Your not gonna feel a thing
We'll give you some novacaine
That tooth will be fine in a minute or two
But he stuck that needle down deep in my gum
And he started drilling before I was numb.

Some beach, somewhere
There a beautiful sunset burning up the atmosphere
There's music and dancing, lovers romancing
In the salty evening air
On some beach, somewhere.

On somebeach, somewhere...

:: 2004 11 November :: 9.41am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: suds in the bucket x sarah evans

gr
ok so yesterday was the varsity competition at fucking shepard hill.. in west bum! ya so we go.. the varsity did good.. but they didnt place.. so then dj and bill get there and me and gini were gunna go home with them.. os i tell coach and danielle was like no you cant ride home with bill carr... first of all i was driving home with my 18 year old FUCKING brother.. second.. it was none of her fucking buisness.. third of all it fucking made coach say no which is bull shit becasue i could have been home earlyier.. been able to go to julies.. gotten glasses with her this morning nd` all that shit!!! i just think its a little rediculuos that people cant shut their fucking mouths and mind their own fucking buisness!!

shes a fucking ELBOW!!!!!

x-x-x-x--x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x--x-x

She was in the backyard - they say it was a little past nine
When her prince pulled up - a white pickup truck
Her folks shoulda seen it comin' - it was only just a matter of time
Plenty old enough - and you can't stop love
She stuck a note on the screen door - "sorry but I got to go"
That was all she wrote - her mama's heart was broke
That was all she wrote - so the story goes

Now her daddy's in the kitchen - starin' out the window
Scratchin' and a rackin' his brains
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line

Now don't you wonder what the preacher's gonna preach about Sunday morn
Nothin' quite like this has happened here before
Well he must have been a looker - smooth talkin' son of a gun
For such a grounded girl - to just up and run
Course you can't fence time - and you can't stop love

Now all the biddy's in the beauty shop gossip goin' non-stop
Sippin' on pink lemonade
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line

She's got her pretty little bare feet hangin' out the window
And they're headin' up to Vegas tonight
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line

:: 2004 10 November :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: crappy

il always remember that late after noon

pretty shittie week, this week.and we got report cards, fuccin juss got off the phone with work fuck up of course. god... shoot me

whatever man, i was talking to mike today hes so cute, i feel so bad for him though hes havin problesmw ith hsi girlfriend nd is like i love her with all my heart and she seems like shes walking away from me, and she dosetn care it hurts so much. and he was telling me all this cute stuff hes been doing for her, like today he drove to her school and put roses on her car with a note he wrote her<3 i dunno there was bunchs of cute things, keep your head up ! everything will be okay...she knows you love her!

my report card was all bs and one c...math of crouse. damn shit, im very upset by it.. i wanted to pull my grades wayyy wyayy up but i didnt i mean i didnt fail or anything but i still am in a lot of trouble with the parentals.

im going to see "saw" on friday whoOp..:o) sounds like funn (( =\ )) i think anyways

jokes

these were dedicated by a few people lol hehe thanks! guys

Okay this one isnt the nicest one but ughh oh well:: okay so theres a parriot at a pet shop and hes for sale. someone goes in to buy him and sees hes all deformed and the man asks well why would anyone buy this parriot? the pet shop owner replys with he speaks five lanuages!..and puzzeld make asks but he has no feet or wings how does he stay on his perch? the owner explains that he holds on by his penis. the Guy decided to take the parriot home to see whats so wonderful about the brid. He comes home after the first day and the parriot yells to him ay ay! come here. the parriot begins to explain to him that the postman has been hanning around a lot with hhis wife. so the man tells the parriot to keep a look out. the next day whent the man gets home he runs to the parriot asking if the postman was back the parriot relys with yes yes! he was rubbing her and the man begins to freak and screams what happend?! the parriot says nothing did. the next day the man comes home and asks the parriot what happend the parriot begins explaing that the man was rubbing her and they started taking their clothes off and fooling around a little the man furiouse asks what else happened ? and the parriot replys well i dont know i got a hard on and feel of my perch.

ha

wayy funnier told by a drunkish woman '] mwuaaahhaha

anyways..i have a n-dawg joke but its reallly not nice and i dont think its good to be posting all these things up in here :o)

so yeah i have some homework and phone calls the make so im offffffff

xO
i <3 you

ashhh

17 wishes | shooting star