SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2004 11 September :: 8.15pm

Havnt updated in a really long time! well i hae alot to say but im to tired to say it!
wow school sucks but i love being with my friends all the time!

Wow i must say that Yesterday was the best day of my life! wow grape is my new favorite flavor from now on... rightt lizzy! i love lizzy and amanda and all of the new people i met yesterday!

i ahd so much fun with those people... i wish that they could like teach the scumbag guys in our school a lesson! (that sounds kinda sexual... its not dont worry) anyways...

had natick days today so we had to wake up wicked earlyu after the game last night kinda a bad day to have it... 9/11! ohh well..

i painted faces for a while and then we threw up some stunts.. and did an amazing job!i have never thrown up a stunt that good. that was awesome!

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If tomorrow all the things were gone I�d worked for all my life,
And I had to start again with just my children and my wife.
I�d thank my lucky stars to be living here today,
�Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can�t take that away.

And I�m proud to be an American where at least I know I�m free.
And I won�t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me.
And I�d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today.
�Cause there ain�t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A.

From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee,
across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea,

From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA,
Well, there�s pride in every American heart,
and it�s time to stand and say:

I�m proud to be an American where at least I know I�m free.
And I won�t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me.
And I�d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today.
�Cause there ain�t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A

IN LOVING MEMORY OF ANYONE WHO DIED DURING THE TRAGEDIES OF SEPTEMBER 11TH 2001, OR DURING THE WAR IN IRAQ

...

- NikkiE

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 8 September :: 11.59am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: grease lightning! ;)

sunday. monday . tuesday.
hey guys, whats up?! im extreamly moody right now sooo i walked away from everyone so im not a complete bitch ;o) decided to save everyone.. ha anywayss... soo0o... sunday the hurricane was over.. i walked out side at like 8:45 and my dad had already started to cut the tree down and off the cars. the expidition.. its ruined its so banged up. the front winsheild is cracked in 3 places the sides are so bent in, the side mirror is off, the back windows are smashed... itsextreamly messed up my moms volvo has a dent on the back my aunts car had the fron window smashed int he corner and a few scratches, my dads truck rays car and mine were all fine greaaaaatt luck for meee huh? yeah i was happy but i feel bad frot he rest of it, my dad took it pretty well he was like ahh shit happens, whatever my mom was only upset over her volvo and she was saying " my front yard is ruined, the best part is gone " at least six hundred times, no joking... but yeah danny<3333 came over to see me, he was there for like 10 minutes befor he had to go back home.. iw as really happy to see him :o) i was worried about him.. yeah so for next few hours, i drag tree limbs and such around in the rain befor freaking out and realizing i need to go see if BRITTANY! and MOMMY were okay. so i asked my mom and left.. the roads were horrible. i was shocked. the trees and ahh it was bad.. when i finally got o brittanys i couldnt get in the trees were all blocking it, and it was flooded! like serousley i drove threw it and i thought i was gunna fuck my car up, but i didnt care :o( soooo i got to see brittany and logan and chy and mom for like an hour. brittany made me walk around in the nasty ass filthy discusting water up past my knees .. ewwwww i was bitchin the whole time too ;o) ha yeahh soo i left there and whent home to change and talk to my daddy i ended up leaving and going to see danny <33 and i stayed there the rest of the day pretty much... i whent home twice for like 10 minutes..i ended up sleeping there.. :o)... soo yeahh sooo monday i sata round with krystina everyone was putting up stuff on the roof. all their shingles flew off and there roof got messed up :o( i feel bad.. but yeah some people came over and thats all that really happened i ended up sleeping their again tuesday danny had to work.. so i spent the day with krystina and richard and her dad ... we whent and got gass for all their cars, and did a few other things, we whent to richards house to do some stuff and that was pretty much the wholllleee day...excpet as me and krystina were walking outsidebrittany pulled up with her mom! soo she stayed with us for the rest of the day... we bothhh stayed the night their parents must hate me i feel soo bad iv been here for 3 days non stop.. and danny has got to be sick of me.. ehhhh but i dont think he is, im deff not sick of him... actually iv been really happy.. seeing him everyday and being with him.. talkign to him....being able to hug him i dunno, i juss... love being with him... ahhh he makes me so happy.. i love him soooo much<3333 ::shrugs:: i dunno what i would do with out him now:-X....
...but hes at work today his eyes swollen :o( and hes all grumpy ii feel bad....so me and krystina are watching the fast and the furious and then were gunna watch 2 fast 2 furious. cause im a geek and asked her too :o) heh...well anyways she wants me to straighten her hair and go get her some food, soo imma go..

danny i love you! <3

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 4 September :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: paint me a bermingham

what am i thinkin' ?!
its 8:35 on saturday... were in the middle of a hurricane and my ass is once again online..whatg a wonder... we havent lost power yet witch r-o-c-k-s! but yeah me and my dad whent to my grandmas earlier.. yes i know were odd and theres 3 hudge trees ripped outta the ground and the streets are mess! but yeah.... iv been sleeping like crazy and talking to a whollleee bunch of people on the phone.. everyone keeps callin ((*dannys phonesoff*)) :o(.... yeahh well my computer is being GAYYY soo imma go convince my dad to play a game with me or something

xO*

hope everyones staying safe!!

i love you danny!

edit

its 1am everyone in my house is awake im watching my slididng glass doors. break im watching them rip out from the wall and theres so much water all over my room, its not over im so scared if they break anymore. there gunna be gone, there old ts wood, there breaking..
--> the biggest tree in m front yard is ripped outta the ground it landed on my my car and the expidition im so scared its ruined them my walk way it totaled its gone. my front yard looks like something from a movie. my car the tree.. and my cotten. my baby is out side.:o( ahhhhhhh this is crazy

wishin ya'll luck

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 3 September :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: sad

danny your everything to me......

im so in love with you <333333

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 2 September :: 9.38am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: would you miss me?-mjk

ohhh dear
do you realize that this hurrican has winds of 145 miles an hour, thats 10 less then a class 5, heading striaght for us.. it worse then hurrican Andrew.

update

they are sending the nashional gaurd here, for the damage after wards. every wood framed house has to be evacuated. im ofically scared.. and danny what are youuuu gunna do ahhh im soo scareD ;[

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 1 September :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: confused

blahhh juss fucking blah...

gr.. sooo hurrican. no school friday ... 1/2 day tomorrow. 3 days off over the weekend and all of it we cant do shit. nothing. how gayy....and blah we have to make it up? call me crazy but i know im not the onyl one bitchin about this. it sucks.. :-\...

i guess for 3 days during thus hurrican of ours...ill do whole lot of thinking, im so confused.

and im not going to be able to talk to everyone for these days and this blows.

------> i havent really hung out with danny in forever and its gunna be like another week befor i can.. if.. well blahh i dunno i miss him but im so confused about him too.. :-\ jkfkjfdnjgnkjg

im sure doin a lot of bitchin, and i need to stop befor i say stuff outta anger and seem even more of a bitch then i already and :-X...

xO* i do love you danny...

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 30 August :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: crushed

dannnnnnnnyyyyyyyyy
Happy
Anniversary!!!

;o) ha. i love you....xO

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xonixieox

:: 2004 30 August :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: my sniffling still

FUCK THE WORLD
ok well today i talked to amanda and she was at benhem with emme.. i miss them both..

oh wait first it started where i was supposed to do something with becca but "shes out with the girls" so whatever fuck that!

so i asked my mom to drive me she sed no... then i asked her again and she sed fine..

then my dad sed no dont drive her anywhere shes a rude ignorant bitch

so i yelled and sed that i didnt do anything and they just boith started hitting me and yelling and screaming and i cant stop crying..

then i went outside for air because you know when you cry really hard how you cant breath? ya so when i went to go back insidse they locked me out so i was banging and they were standing there inside watching me but they wouldnt open the door...

at that moment i just wanted to go lay down in the middle of rt 9 and just kill myself! i really want to right now

u fucking hate my family... then my sister opened the door and they pushed me and locked it again.. when they finnaly let me in they sed they called the cops... i kinda wish thewy had so i wouldnt have to still be here!

well then they unplugeed my cable but i figured it out and now...

now.. now i can still hear them yelling at eachother abouit me like always! if my dad cant yell at me he will find someone to yell at! :(

thats all i can write im too upset.. to much going through my head..

i thought about so much... the butchers knofe... asprin.. my dads heart meds.. rt 9 .. i dont know i just dont want to be here anymore... what is there really to live for? nothiing... NOTHING at all

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xonixieox

:: 2004 30 August :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: my sniffling?

i fucking hate everyone!
grrrrrrr

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 29 August :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: awake

lalalalal
whats up?? its sunday and im on the phone with my lovely...boreddd jusss got home from krystinas..

i woke up around liek 11ish and got drssed and what not and whent to krystinas...hung out with her and did some stuff...i got to see * danny * :o) for a lil befro he whent to work.. and what was about it.. richard came over..with his son and hes adorable.. :o) he ran up to me and huged me and we were watcin elmo and coloring lol it was funnn.... but yeah then i whent to do something with krystina came back for a lil and my momed called and was COME HOME!! so here i amm.. annnddddd yeah okay im outta here.. i have nothing to say

:-\

.....ashhhhhhley loves dannnnnnnny...........

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 29 August :: 1.04am
:: Mood: depressed

not everyone is the same....

hes juss not there anymmore. its gone.

mu heart hurts

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 August :: 1.49pm
:: Mood: cranky

hola !

whats up? i really dont iek the change white hsould be gray but im lazy so whatever.

nothing's been going on drama stupid shitt juss a different day

whent to the football game last nigth whoop whoop had a blast saw lots of people thta i havent in a whil.e, it was fun...we left early

today only god knwos what im doing. blah ah im not really in the mood to do anything expcet see somone but hes grblah so fdjbghb

i have to buy bread crumbs for my mom soim outta here

peace*

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 August :: 12.37am
:: Mood: sad as fucking shit

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 August :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: cold

gemmie a few weeks

freashman year it will be back..

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 25 August :: 9.49pm
:: Mood: discontent

i remember why i like school being in, and summer being over...

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