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2005 15 November :: 12.18pm
here's a warning for everyone. don't hang out with AARON DANIEL COHEN. not only does he listen to the backstreet boys and billy joel, he has really dumb ideas and makes people cry.
but only i can say that because he's my dumb brother and i love him*
*sometimes.
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2005 13 November :: 10.44pm
I wanna be I wanna be like that mountain
I wanna stand taller and bigger than rest
See I just wanna be a guy who wins all the time
I wanna be a big star a king and rule my own life
And God I know that it's wrong
So please just make my heart right
Inside and destroy my pride
_the rocket summer
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2005 9 November :: 10.55am
so this is one of those days where everything feels kind of crappy and i can't work up any gratefulness.
andrea and alli got me to skip aerobics. that's okay with me as long as i don't do it next week.
but seriously. i woke up in such a bad mood this morning.
my roomate is so dumb.
she woke me up no less than five times last night. it's usually only twice.
but here's the deal. every tuesday my floor goes out for chicken strips at the roadhouse. i don't like to go because they come back to late and i have to get up at 7 on wednesdays. so i'm up in my bed reading and you can't see me very well from the floor. chuck comes in and wonders asks where i am and christian says the lounge because she knew i didn't want to go. i thought she was just covering me like a good roomate.
but maybe she's just stupid and didn't know i was in my bed. she's like that. so she leaves to somewhere, i don't know where and i didn't really care. except that she left the tv on which is why i don't think she knew i was there, but you never know. she's pretty rude.
then i called her to see if she was coming back. but she didn't take her phone. i decided to turn the tv off anyway.
i went to bed around 10:45
at 12:30 ish i get a phone call. from ole' roomie. i didn't answer it because i was sleeping.
But then. . .i hear my voicemail from my room.
ummm?
Then christan starts talking and leaving a message for her sister on my phone because she thought she got a new phone.
we don't even have the same area codes. and my voice mail says 'this is sarah'
so this means she isn't paying attention to my phone ringing or hear sarah or reconize an area code and she didn't put my number in her phone when i gave it to her a month ago.
and then she calls again so i turn my phone off. and then she woke me up from moving around and lights and stuff like that.
i'm being so mean. but i don't even care. she drives me crazy.
And then this morning we had to have a debate in english about globalization. does that make sense? everyone was just making stuff up and one person in my group didn't even understand her topic and was getting all mad when the judges called her out on it.
Here are some good things though
I made my schedual early because they still think i'm in the honors college
i love jake huizenga
i don't think i even have to write paper five in english
that's it.
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2005 3 November :: 12.04am
oh yes. score and a half for me.
who got a 95 percent on their math pretest??
hmmmm???!
AND ALSO STARTED MY JOBBIE???
me. that's who.
i'm so awesome you can't even stand it.
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2005 1 November :: 1.12pm
alright. good times. i didn't know you little guys would work so fast, but i'm already feeling it.
ABCDEEE. ha ha ha ha.
that one's for my sunshine/robot!
yay for everything!
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2005 31 October :: 11.36am
:: Music: early november-ever so sweet
i think i have become the biggest lowlife ever.
eh.
but i'm changing right now.
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2005 30 October :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: shame
:: Music: lumberjack song
there is nothing better than sitting here with my cat.
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2005 29 October :: 10.07pm
i don't know why i can't grow up.
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2005 29 October :: 9.40pm
this can't even be happening.
i feel so sick and wrong and exhaused.
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2005 27 October :: 3.37pm
i'm sorry. i feel really bad.
BUT I AM NOT CAPABLE OF WORKING IN GROUPS.
i cannot do it, even with people i like. even if the project is super hard, i'd so much rather do it alone.
that way i don't have to depend on anyone except myself and then no
on has to depend on me.
and this time i got forced into the leader position. SARAH COHEN is the most aggressive person in this group. . .
so i don't know how to lead people and they don't do what i ask anyway, so what the hell does it matter?
it's painful. excrusiating.
i don't trust anyone to to their own work right (the way i want it) if they even do it at all, so i take all the work and i can and get mad because no one is helping me.
ps-i think i hate my roomate too.
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2005 20 October :: 4.06pm
no seriously. umm i got a job in september and it hasn't started yet. they finally called me yesterday to ask about my availabiltiy and then i call back and there isn't anyone in the office. for two days.
and i can't even work during break. so i'll have like a month of a job and then nothing.
WHAT THE DEAL???!!!!!??!?!?!??!?
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2005 20 October :: 3.57pm
so i'm trying to be a good person. like not so bitchy and complainy and mean and two faced. i'm annoying myself.
but i feel so spiteful and vindicitve. and guilty. esp. guilty.
i want to go home right now. it's not that i hate it here. i actually like it a lot, but my house sounds really good right now.
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2005 19 October :: 10.49pm
it's that feeling where you hate everyone, but still want them to love you.
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2005 18 October :: 4.12pm
so yesterday started the official sarah is not a jerk era in my life.
i'm doing okay considering.
except that i was just mean to my mom. i didn't mean to be. but now i just feel like punching something big time.
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2005 15 October :: 5.22pm
and why do people act so suprised when you do things alone?
i don't want pity. i want silence.
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