Devil Incarnate

Devil Incarnate

:: 2004 13 November :: 10.52pm

I'm so mollifed and happy. And I don't even feel stupid or ugly or like i have to look impressive. i can trust and i can feel safe. but it's not anxious and it's not mean or embarassing and i don't have to listen to my doubt because it's not telling the truth.

it's nice.

and i don't freak out when i see durangos or look at the clock at 9:24 or care.

i only wish my mom would be happy too. not be such a meanie. but that's the only fly in the ointment.

and maybe i'll quit my jarb. and maybe i'll get my period soon and my body will be better and i can have babies.

4 bullhorns | Sound off

sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 13 November :: 12.25am

intense.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 November :: 3.29pm

"Are we available for Thanksgiving dinner?"

what a strange thing to say.

i was planning on three things this afternoon. So far, two of them are not happening.

5 bullhorns | Sound off

sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 November :: 11.44am

every one in this school is crazy.

9 bullhorns | Sound off

sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 November :: 11.13pm

i hate you. you're supposed to be dead.

how could you?

3 bullhorns | Sound off

sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 7 November :: 9.29am

so cool.