Devil Incarnate

:: 2004 14 August :: 2.44pm

I'm not an angry person.

But you are the epitome of cruel and I want to rage.

:: 2004 13 August :: 12.30pm

So I thought I was back to THE PLAN.

my original summer plan. ha ha ha. plans certainly change.

so thank you for being such a bastard and not having the balls to tell me what you don't want. i realized that being with you is not a good idea and you were annoying me anyway.

but i'm not destroyed. i'm going to clean up the mess you made.

THERE ARE OTHER BOYS IN THE SWAMP.

and to you. . .i'm sorry that it's too late for more happy times.

7 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2004 12 August :: 1.21pm

BAD IDEA!

:: 2004 10 August :: 5.48pm

eating hot dawgs.

happy as two fried happy things.

:: 2004 7 August :: 9.40pm

I am sensationaly beautiful.

and some people are utterly useless.

:: 2004 6 August :: 10.40pm

jeeze.

band camp is over over over over forever. and drill is finished.

and. . .jeeze. trouble.

:: 2004 5 August :: 10.21pm

i can't help it. i'm weak for it.

:: 2004 5 August :: 12.21am

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

i am not allergic.

but i am in some kind of trouble. like usual.

there's no winning. . .ever.

it's the summer of losing and growing. but that's a life.

:: 2004 3 August :: 10.07pm

That's what I want.

but it's a secret.

4 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2004 2 August :: 9.54pm

In fact I was disgustingly happy.

I have to talk to Kerrie, but if it makes me happy why not?

:: 2004 1 August :: 11.30pm

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

senses indeed.

it's step in some direction. not sure which way, but it's something.

:: 2004 1 August :: 12.47am

This can't even be happening.

But it is.

:: 2004 31 July :: 10.24am

we are alive and we will survive.

I'm so happy this morning. Just to be me. My possibilities and my body and my mind. Everything is alright with my world for a moment.

oh yum.

:: 2004 29 July :: 9.08am

you meet a red head who likes to dance.

realistic too.

you meet someone who lives too far away.

we'll all float on.

4 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2004 29 July :: 12.00am

Oh swoon. . .and weep.

also I heard Ryland talking baby talk to the dog.
I'm not sure what to think about this.