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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 28 July :: 10.22am

Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been
Since someone let you in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do
I called to let you know I'm through with you


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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 26 July :: 7.03pm

being dumped is just a messed up blessing.



keep the door closed.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 26 July :: 1.11pm

AHHHHHHHH!

CRADLE ROBBING!

I'm ROBing!!!!





Yes, I married a fifteen-year-old at band camp.

I love my life.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 24 July :: 8.37pm

oh boy

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 18 July :: 10.14am

Just about two hours.

I have a letter to write. I have some things to accept.

I'm not ready.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 15 July :: 10.26pm

organization is a door.

i lost my key.




















i am alive.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 13 July :: 12.49pm

Only a few more days until my heart breaks again. And I won't even get to see my heart breaker.

It's all wrong. I am not a person. I'm more like nothing.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 July :: 11.32am

1. Call Dan Cramer
2. Call Jess
3. Call Mom
4. Call Dad
5. Call Brenda
6. Call Donna and Chub
7. Mow Lawn
8. Take Shower
9. Play Estelle
10. Stop Feeling Sad

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 July :: 12.06am

What was the last...
time you cried::last night
time you laughed::a few minutes ago
person you hugged::dani
time you kissed someone::last tuesday
swear word you said::fuck
song you listened to::accidentilly in love-counting crows
book you read::i don't remember, probably the da vinci code
word you said::it
dream you had::it was about a gun and caleb and a river and a lie
person you IMed::troy
person you talked to::rachel
person you missed::caleb
person's house you visited::jess b's
gift you gave::i bought my mom a dragonfly nick nack
email you sent::i forwarded a picture of aaron to aaron
person you loved::caleb
time you were physically injured::i scrapped my foot on the bottom of my dresser
time you were scared::today
time you were mad::today
board game you played::scrabble
picture you looked at::a picture of aaron
car you drove::my neon
store you went to::simon and shustersasdfd----the book store
phonecall you made::i called matt yesterday
homework assignment you did::probably something for history
person you told you loved::what kind? cause i told jess wilde i loved her, but i don't want to do her. . .much
thing you bought::a sad kind of book
thing you had to drink::gatorade-fruit punch
think you ate::breadsticks
movie you watched::miracal? that hockey movie that broke
TV show you watched::i'm watching crossballs right now
time you were annoyed::today when i was folding boxes
time you were sad::right now while i'm thinking about my
last candy you ate::i had a black cherry war head at work
shirt you took off::my stripy one that i got at pennys for five dollars
makeup you put on::mascara
wish you made::that this is just a break
present you recieved::i don't remember, what counts as a present
thing you picked up::a donut stick
person you thought about::caleb
website you visited::woohu.com
emotion you felt::wasted
chore you did::i cleaned the tub
time you got in trouble::last night
person you danced with::jess and i were freak dancing
time you went swimming::monday
thing you drew::pirates
time you brushed your teeth::this morning
sport you played::wrestled with kevin
child you played with::sam
time you smiled::like now
smell you smelled::pizza-ew
job you had::pizzaist
time you were shocked::this afternoon
animal you saw::dogs
lyric you liked::the don't know they're lining up to go insane
thing you heard::tv
weather you were out in::warm
thing you regretted::not running after the car or running in front of it
thing you were thankful for::my friends
hair product you used::vo5 oasis
socks you wore::my turtles
pants you wore::the leis that are too big
time you buttoned a button::on my pants? or shirt? or someone else's shirt?
time you skipped class::while i was in 10th grade
stuffed animal you slept with::boom, but he made me very sad
time a picture was taken of you::a couple of months ago
time you were lonely::right now
time you were inexpressibly hyper::when jess and i were playing the wheel
advice you gave/were given::time heals all wounds. . .i wish people wouldn't say that
time you felt loved::todayish
compliment you gave/were given::you're nice?
law you broke::i was speeding
radio station you listened to::grd
person you had a deap conversation with::deap? kerry, but i'm not sure if she counts. . .i'll say sam
time you stayed up way too late::sunday
comic strip you read::luan
toothpaste you used::aim
card game you played::killer
thing you wrote by hand::a little note to myself
thing you sent by way of snail-mail::my band camp app.
kind of gum you chewed::koolers
person you had a crush on::jessica benzer
reason you were stressed::moving and so on
time you were glad to be done with a quiz::never

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 7 July :: 9.50am

No matter how much I try, I cannont hate Kelly Ripa. She's actually kind of funny.

And eleven is a weird number.


Also, some advice: If you're going to leave a gun on someone's bed as a way of saying that you actually showed up please leave a note. And leave it on the right bed.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 6 July :: 8.25pm

I can't believe it. It really happened. My mom was yelling at me about fabric softner.

And Ryland is talking to me. He doesn't ask to change the channel. So we watch dumb movies about mosquitos. Forget the pants.

I am white trash minus the tube top. In a few weeks I will be fat and I will be smoking.
I live in a manufactured home.
It's dark and it's not mine.


I went to the field and wasn't afraid of snakes. I think I died.


A boy called. No one knows who it was.

Because:
1. People answer the phone before the caller ID can pick it up
2. People don't bother to ask who is calling, they just ASSume.
3. If the caller ID does pick it up it gets erased and no one remembers to tell me that a boy called.

I can't breath and want band camp and my room and no sheets on the couch and a light bulb in the fridge.

I want to not hate my mom.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 6 July :: 10.48am
:: Music: usher on vh1

what i gotta do now, is get my shorty back.



20-8=12 days




This is my phone number
636-4135

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 5 July :: 8.06pm

Thirteen


Okayaoakldjadf9asdfu

I love the 90's is in less than seven days
jess and I are going camping
i got a neat sunburn
payday is this week
i'm probably growing

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 4 July :: 11.47am

Two weeks



COME BACK!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 3 July :: 6.38pm

What's now?

Like 15.

I've got a lot to say and not enough motivation to say it. You know. Crappy metaphors and junk. References to ambigous events. Lists.







i love the 90's is july 12th!

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