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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 March :: 8.56pm
:: Music: ben folds

so you want the freedom, but you know leaving the security is going to hurt really bad

but you also know that emotional rampages aren't normal and there's and oppressive akwardness that you can't get away from

and it's the little things...and that your whole relationship has been in the precarious situation for a long time because there isn't a firm foundation.

and you don't want to try because you're too tired of the problems.

but it's so scary.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 March :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: ben folds

It's not that I'm unhappy. I would say this is my favorite year of high school. I just hate winter. And school.

School+winter+me=mrs. grump

And I hate all these conflicting feelings. Sometimes I think I shouldn't make decisions anymore because I change my mind so much. You can make most things sound like great ideas if you think about it hard and long enough.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 14 March :: 5.09pm

Rainy Sundays are the worst kind of days.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 March :: 11.32pm

I am way lost.

but I do know that you really have to sit back and figure out the real reason why you're upset.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 March :: 11.55pm

It's kind of funny how I manage to break my own heart.

I'm freaking Arthur Stupidsdale.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 March :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

beautiful day



except for the angry part

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 March :: 1.23pm

Hey...stop being a such a crappy person. You big meanie. I won't be used. Thanks.





And yay, I get to come home for real tomorrow.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 4 March :: 10.47pm

I should stop everything.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 29 February :: 9.33pm
:: Music: train

Now that I'm done being a frurk, I can move on and be happy again.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 28 February :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: angry

EVERY way is wrong.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 28 February :: 9.33pm
:: Music: elton john-your song

oh god.

I can't do this again.



I RUIN EVERYTHING

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 27 February :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: edwin mcain-i'll be

I'm so dumb. It's like a destructive path I've taken. I find people that are very good and then...something bad happens. I get really mean. I don't know what my problem is. Must not let my fantasy take me too far, I'll be in big trouble. Again

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 26 February :: 10.01pm

No, it was way nice. I think I was really overreacting because of my frustrations. It will be sorted out soon if it hasn't mostly been already. I'm being so silly. But there's the whole point. Something stupid like that could have happened and then I'd be very sad and very tainted.


But that scary thing happened. Shudder shudder.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 25 February :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: okay

I think I have a lot of explaining to do.

Let me see...today sucked. But not when my Canadian Life Partner was around. Then I didn't feel so crappy...and I'm pretty good now.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 24 February :: 8.51pm

I find nothing unusual or wrong about two people getting married even if they can't procreate. They're people...isn't there something about being created equal somewhere?

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