Devil Incarnate

:: 2003 18 December :: 3.24pm
:: Music: blink 182 violence

it feels good to be home.

One agonizing day to go...everyone is freaking out.

i'm okay though.

3 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 16 December :: 9.51pm
:: Music: the ataris

i'd rob a quicke mart for you
so today wasn't horrible.

english wasn't as scary as i thought it would be, and we watched a cool movie in spanish.

history frustrated me. the btp and reconstruction. i'm sick of it.

and bmmt wasn't toooooo sucky.

But after school was glorious!

Beans and I had a super cool pre-date at the gym and it was so nice. and then subway....mmmmm

and pep band was a lot of fun. power rangers, improv, candian songs, pretending to be men...philisophical discussions. good stuff.

although someone i wished was there was not, but i knew that would happen. saturday had better come swiftly.

goodnight

2 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 15 December :: 9.13pm

wow. i didn't know how much this upset me until now. what an impact.

but saturday and sunday should be awesome.

:: 2003 15 December :: 3.12pm

i'm so sick of myself. and school. so if myself gets taken out of school i'll be okay.

2 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 14 December :: 7.52pm

as far as i can see, right now, there is no point to boys.

perpetually upset

:: 2003 14 December :: 5.56pm

i am lazy and dumb

:: 2003 13 December :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: sad

i really hate mustard. it's sick.

:: 2003 11 December :: 10.37pm

boys=stupid.

i am sarah cranky pants.

3 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 9 December :: 9.23pm
:: Music: saliva rest in pieces

today is another day where i am useless to the world. i just feel very lazy and can't really bring myself to doing any work.

and i find that as long as i am in a good enough mood and can bable on for 30 minutes things will be okay.

4 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 8 December :: 9.44pm
:: Music: dmb-where are you going

with what he wishes was love

i should feel more saddened but i don't. not yet anyway.

tomorrow is the big day.

and the gym was interesting...very.

and the concert was really fun.

:: 2003 7 December :: 5.58pm

i'm so super lame. sitting here listening to sad songs because i messed up on the thing i was so sure i wanted.

good grief.

:: 2003 6 December :: 6.35pm

mistake

:: 2003 6 December :: 4.53pm

and i don't want to watch x-2

:: 2003 6 December :: 4.51pm

my version of hell is the mall at christmas time. and my brother is there calling me stupid for no reason.

and there has still been no ring. not even to know how things went. not even to know that nothing happened yet.

:: 2003 6 December :: 8.02am

i don't want to be worried about this
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