Devil Incarnate

abjkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;ddddddasdl;fjk!!!!!ASL:KDF
ASDLK:sal;as;lkfj

unsatisfactory

fsfaslkf;ddddddbarf.

i just want sunday. and i want to be honest. and i want to be very very very bad.

marching band is almost over....it will be so nice.

i smell like baby barf.

but i did some of my history.

and i want someone to stop being a hypocrite attention hound. there is no way you can change the bitterness towards you that you've created in me.

i think mean-sarah is going to band tomorrow. i am da spite queen.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 16 October :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: cheerful

It's okay again. You have to deal with the fact that some phone calls are unsatisfactory and some change your perspective again.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 15 October :: 10.35pm
:: Music: the great locomotive chase

YOU MUST BE GIRLS!
I like band. I am a super nerd. But it's a good time.

this song gives me a nostalgic feeling. it's good and creepy at the same time.

history stinks. i can't study. i think i'll watch teen girl squad again instead.

jjjjjjjjjjj

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 15 October :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: loserlike
:: Music: the lumberjack song

so i'm not studying for my history. i don't have much time anyway. i have to go to band. maybe i'll just look at that outline. i think i pretty much understand everything though. i might be okayish. ap is reallly really really difficult.

guh

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 14 October :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: norah jones-don't know why

my shift button keeps getting stuck down so i cannot utilize it.

i don't like that almost every song i listen to reminds me of the bad

and i don't like being used

and i don't like the strech marks on my legs but i don't have time do something about it.

and i don't like that maybe after all the heartbreak that maybe it's the same as it always is. i'm not very satisfied with how it's turning out. but...i'll try harder. this could lead to my ultimate demise.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 14 October :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: variations on a korean folk song

I met a possum!

my room is almost done and it looks tres muy nice.

i didn't really study for my history like i wanted, but i did finish chapter eight. there's too much information. i don't even know where to start.

buuttttt...i can play 'go tell aunt rodie' on the tuba in a sort of mediocre way. i really enjoy it to the max.

and i think i'll babysit friday instead of going to da football game-o. but i could make a decison if people would answer their phones like they should.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 13 October :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: air playgroud love

WHAT YOU DO TODAY!? Idiot!
i have a frog named boom

aaaannnnnddddd tonight was the last monday night

aaannnnnnndddddddddd i'm feeling really happy again.

aaaaaannnnnnndddddd tomrrrrraowa is a half day so i can get things done done done done done.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 12 October :: 9.30pm
:: Music: bill withers-lean on me

that would explain the beard!

this weekend has been pretty cool except for the painting mess and the rip in my pants. and of course the weirded out factor. but even that was kind of funny.

tomorrow begins another super busy week.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 10 October :: 10.54pm

I AM:: dead tired
I THINK:: i should go to bed
I KNOW:: that i have to get up in the morning
I WANT:: to go to bed
I HAVE:: a warm place to sleep
I WISH:: i didn't have to worry about getting moving in the morning
I HATE:: saturdays that require effort
I MISS:: summer
I FEAR:: messing up tomorrow
I HEAR:: my pillow calling
I SEARCH:: for my purple notebook
I WONDER:: where robuck was after school today when i needed him
I REGRET:: making bad impressions
I ACHE:: everywhere from band
I CARE:: it's true

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 9 October :: 7.37pm

ha ha ha!
i got up to A flatttt!

that's right. me. sarah c.

estelle is my best friend.

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