Devil Incarnate

:: 2003 10 July :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: grumpy to the max

Naps are the worst thing ever invented. You wake up cold, angry, hungry, sore, and not feeling refreshed at all.

:: 2003 9 July :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: nora jones, don't know why

I know it's a petty reason to want to fight with someone about what they did a long time ago. I'm bitter, still. But what if your resentment has just been building up and up and up and you just can't take it anymore?

It turns you into a petty, bitter compulsive liar.

2 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 8 July :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: chips ahoy

she is practically seething because it's so stupid

practically...pft.

:: 2003 7 July :: 8.30am
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: the quick-girls against the world

14 days.

I am starting to get excited.

But on a bad note, there is something wrong with Ordella. And I was supposed to go work for a few hours.

:: 2003 5 July :: 7.32pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: queen-bohemian rhapsody

will you let me go?

The mall is ever so much more delightful when it's not crowded and you don't want anything. But you must beware the the 'manicure in a bag' sales-woman, she's fiesty. Also ignore the women in Claire's. They try and make you buy expensive earrings.

But I did get some new shirts and Kohls and some new books and underthings. My favorite combonation of things to buy. And I had a good time with my mom looking at housewares.

And today A-ron D. is coming home to me!!!!!Yipee doo dah!!!!! I'm excited to the maximum overload. (He is also bringing Harry Potter home, which I haven't finished yet.) And also that means Robear (my lurver) is coming too. Huzza!!!!!!!!Ha haha!!!!!!!!

And tomorrow I have a Super Cool Pool Date with Furious T-Dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haw haw haw!!!

*note exclamation extensive use of the 'shift' and '1' keys.

:: 2003 5 July :: 12.35am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: contours-now that i can dance

tell me baby, do you like it like this??

I suppose it's 16 days now....woo woo?

That's basically two weeks, but I haven't even counted myself, I'm relying on Beans, and her OFFICIAL BAND CAMP COUNTDOWN wasn't accurate last year. And a little FYI or whatever, I had a band camp nightmare last night.

I have butterflies already. I do believe it's a little early for that.

9 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 3 July :: 1.34pm
:: Music: master of the house

18 days huh? It doesn't even seem right. I don't think I'm even ready. Not ready at all.

Are you really sure it's 18?

7 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 2 July :: 8.59pm
:: Music: chuck berry-johnny b. good

i sort of miss french class.

5 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 2 July :: 3.15pm
:: Music: you're just what i need-bring it on soundtrack

I suddenly feel ill.

:: 2003 30 June :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: barbaric
:: Music: pete fountain, al hirt- just a closer walk with thee

Why does she constantly remind me of what I don't have?

:: 2003 28 June :: 7.24pm
:: Music: bfs-emily

i feel as though i am being perpetually patronized.

:: 2003 25 June :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: goo dolls black balloon

I thought listening to Chicago and Moulin Rouge would cheer me up.
It didn't

I also thought cleaning my room at the same while listening to Moulin Rouge or Chicago would do the same.
That didn't work either.

Now my room is still messy and I've moved things around. It looks like...awful. It looks like awful.

I just feel worse.

:: 2003 25 June :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: rejected

where did i go wrong?

3 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 25 June :: 2.38pm

painful realization that all has gone wrong and nobody cares at all
this house is big and lonely

i need a close friend and someone to talk to on the phone

i hate it here

5 bullhorns | Sound off

:: 2003 25 June :: 2.28pm
:: Music: dishwalla-somewhere in the middle

Our house is an insane mess. There is junk and dirt and dust EVERYWHERE. You can't get away from it. I hope our house sells soon so we can build a clean house and throw things away.
I have the desire to run away.