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2003 22 January :: 3.59pm
:: Mood: wicked
Selfish girl
I've done it again.
bam
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2003 22 January :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: despondent
No, it's not true. You can't find humor in everything.
It's mostly a sham.
And some things make you cry instead of laugh.
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2003 22 January :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: peter, paul and mary-leaving on a jet plane
It's not supposed to be like this.
It's really not supposed to get this complicated.
Super dumb. Me.
Stomach ache=defense mechanism because of my inability to verbalize my feelings even though Smith said I'm articulate.
"or does it explode?"
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2003 21 January :: 10.58pm
...is less awkward, more fun, more silly, less serious, not an issue, before it has to be spoken.
It's better that way.
But people cross that rickety bridge, over turbulent waters for me a lot.
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2003 21 January :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
Hmmm....
Think, think, think.
For a bear of very little brains Pooh was very smart.
I'm in the mood
for food.
Life's all a big luss anyway. We may as well laugh about it.
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2003 20 January :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: upset
It still isn't fair how after, what, four years I still haven't gotten used to this. It's not fair at all. I hate it. And the fact that it's going to happen for the next 50?
I usually get along fine, but for the past two days I've been freaking out at the drop of a hat.
It's not normal to weep about a sweater.
I suck today.
(It was 52 degrees by the window in 6th hour today. And my pants were very short.)
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2003 19 January :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: cranky
This is so stupid. Something like colors on my desktop.
But I might cry about it anyway.
It's been like this all day.
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2003 17 January :: 11.38pm
:: Music: click-a click-a
You get a romantic surprise tonight, Water-bearer. And to think, you've doubted this relationship! Tonight's festivities put you back on the love path. For now, anyway.
Yeah it's true. I'm engaged to three sultry people and in love with Wes.
Haw haw haw haw haw.
EAT IT!!!
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2003 12 January :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: old
I can't weep, but I want to.
...And I felt so good this morning. Renewed, and beautiful.
Erg. Stupid medicine. I miss her.
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2003 12 January :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: chilly
:: Music: africa
I saw Alex and Amber up there today and I wanted to wail. Loud, loud, loud. Just scream and cry and claw at things.
They're too young.
She was too young.
They don't understand. They smile. I ache.
It's unreal. What is it like to go home to that?
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2003 7 January :: 10.41pm
:: Music: adam sandler
 | You're the 80's Man!
No, you're not a cross-dresser. You're just the odd-shaped 80's lego man! You love the classic legos, and you're not into all these new-fangled expensive kits. Why settle for the new when the old is just as good, and far less expensive! |
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2003 7 January :: 10.28pm
:: Music: Dixie chicks-Goodbye Earl
Which guy are you destined to have sex with?
brought to you by Quizilla
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2003 6 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: mournful
I never took you for a person who knew how to juggle, Laura. You were always so strange and a little bit cold. Juggling was a big surprise.
I'm happy that you got to enjoy your children yesterday and that a man juggled fake eggs over your head. I'm glad you got to see shy little Alex dressed up like the Magician and that Amber was the only one laughing loudly.
I'm glad you didn't sit in the back yesterday.
I'm glad Amber is such a sweetie.
The last thing you said to me was, "OOOHH, that smells yummy!"
You know when you get that feeling that makes you want to sit in the dark for days crying and rocking and chewing on your hands? Well I have that. It's unreal.
I'm praying for you and Amber and Alex and Scott who I've never spoken to.
Goodbye.
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2003 5 January :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: disapointed
:: Music: bubble toes
I read one and a half out of the five of them.
He spelled a lot of things wrong
He said 'ppl' and 'lol'
Basically they were not as wonderful as they were before. I grew out of it.
They were not funny or intelligent.
That's disheartening, but alright.
He had a beautiful mind though.
I hope I see him again someday.
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2003 5 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: elton john-your song
It snowed. It snowed.
I refuse to go back. I'm staying snuggled warm in my bed. Maybe I'll peep out my head and laugh.
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