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2003 16 May :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: ICP - Please Don't Hate Me
W00t !!!!!!
well .. its finally come to an end. I am now done with high school. its been a long ass ride, gradeschool to High school... I am so happy to be done with it all. Hard to think that im really out in the "real" world now as they say, all by myself. I Guess I am sorta prepared for it. Im a little scared though .. what if I can't take it.. ? grrr I don't even what think about the what ifs yet. I got all summer to worry about that... now for my last day of classes today.. overall I didn't do shit. sat there and just thought about stuff .. smiled alot :)
for some shout outs that are very well needed
Jeff -- Your my bestest bro in the world .. even when you piss me off you still always be there for me.. its been a long ride for us now man .. 17 years ? shit .. too many times to remember .. coo coo clock ? haha we are so bad ... I can't wait for this summer
Anthony -- Same Wit you man .. 17 years and going .. so many memories .. thanx for always being there ... even when your an asshole .. still luv ya
Bob -- damn dude these past 4 years ... we had some kick ass times ... you be my baby girl and I be you hamster haha .. thanx bro
Tim -- You my friend .. Besides me .. you are the only other person who is just as heartless as me.. haha I love you too man .. thanx for the good times
Caitlin -- haha still think you can break my ankles eh ? we have had some blasts of our own.. Im gonna miss you makin fun of me all the time .. and now ? who am I gonna hit for fun ? haha thanx girl
Gretel -- ooo where to even begin here .. im gonna miss you alot girl. I think you and I just about hated everyone :) good times ... very good times .. right avon boy ? eh .. blow me
Kira -- Thanx for always being there for me .. and those titties .. o god .. im going to miss them alot !! lol ..
and finally ...
Nicole -- what can I say ? you make me so happy. We have had the best of times and I only hope to have more. You been there for me through some rough times. You listened and accepted things when no one else would. Thank You for everything hunny ...
ok .. enough .. before I fucking cry or something ... Monday is the farewell mass .. I know everyone is gonna cry like lil whores there .. and that will make me sad .. so maybe Ill let a tear slide out there ....
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2003 13 May :: 2.39am
:: Mood: So Happy
:: Music: Total Eclispe of the Heart
Good Times
well today was pretty decent .. it was kenny wood day so no school. Took in a movie. Came home and guess what ? SRU accepted me. So, I Am So Happy. I Can't Sleep At All. Im Just so Happy. The past 3 weeks have been, to say the least, Great. I have 4 days left and I just been sittin here now, re living the past 4 years. Had some pretty good times, times Im going to miss, but never forget. Times I want to ferget and Can't. Im Lookin forward to the summer, although its going to be difficult in more ways then one, It should be a very fun summer. So when I was writtin my term paper tonight I had alot of random thoughts going through my mind. So after my paper was finished .. you know me, started to write. You all can have your opions on this one, but honestly I don't give a fuck what you think. Only 2 people I care about, and they understand. So let the flames begin....
"When I'm with you, nothing else matters.
All I care about is that you are happy.
I can't say that I am looking forward to next year.
I love you with all my heart.
I will always be there for you.
I always have.
As long as you are happy, I will support you 100%.
You have so much going for yourself.
I want you to live your life for you, and not for anyone else.
Baby, I am going to miss not seeing you everyday.
I know I will be crying the day of your graduation.
You and I have gone through so much.
I have sacraficed a lot to be with you.
Because you are the only one in my heart.
You are the only one who I care about.
I can't say things won't change,
because they will.
For the better, or for the worst,
whenver you need me, I will be there.
No matter where you are,
no matter where I am,
No matter who your with,
no matter who I am with,
no matter what happens.
I will always be there for you.
You make my life so much happier.
You make me glad to be alive.
You are so special to me.
It is so hard for me to say goodbye.
You are my best friend.
You are my only love.
You are mine,
and I am yours.
I fear the day,
when I will no longer be yours.
I fear the day,
when I can no longer say,
'I love you'.
I fear the day,
where I look at you with tears in my eyes,
trying to say the words,
'Good-bye, and goodluck. We will keep in touch.'
I fear the day,
I wait for your email,
to see how you are doing.
I fear for the day,
when we see eachtother and have an 'artifical conversation'.
I fear for the day,
when I recieve your wedding invation,
and I make the choice to mark the box 'yes' or 'No'.
I hate the fact, that I must think realisticly,
for it is much more unbearable.
Baby, I love you.
I will always love you.
You are the one I can see keeping in touch with,
and being there for me when I just can't take it anymore.
I love you Nicole, I love you so much.
I will never ever, leave you. I will always be yours.
Now and Forever."
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2003 7 May :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: sound of the rain
o no
last period .. 5 days to go .. im gonna go nuts .. i wanna leave .. i have to get out .. i can't take it anymore ... although on the brighter side of things i get to talk to my baby fer awhile after school ... own ! i are so happy .. weeeee whoa is me ! lalalalalal
i love j00
bye bye
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2003 2 May :: 11.28pm
:: Mood: HAPPY
:: Music: Blindeside - Cute Boring Love
WEEEEEEEEE !!
ok so like .. im happy ! very very very very happy ! everyone already knows why duh ! heheh .. been waitin long enough
today it all came together :) ! ! ! ! !
im so happpy ... hehe hehe hehe i can't stop smiling .. step one is done ... now .. step two ... grrrrrrrrr ... so many chances fer step two ... bah .... o well ... soon soon ... ok enough of my feelings fer tonight
f off al
caitlin ... hehe .. hehe ... eheheheheheheh =D
ooo also today i got 2 new baby twin girls :) since my wife .. ( damn u gretel ) .. killed our 1st born son ... =( ! but all is good
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2003 30 April :: 2.14pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Kids hittin the damn keyboard
yep
I find it so funny that people find my life so amusing to them ... but w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r
im bad im bad .. i do what i want ...
so fuck off =O
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2003 29 April :: 2.07pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Teacher Talkin ...
Boring Old Stuff
So Like im reallllly bored sittin here in last period of my long day and all I can think about is 2 things ... getting outta school .. and ... well you just have to guess the other ;)
school is gay nuff said ... i can't wait till i get outta here ... soooo soon .. i really can't wait for the summer to be wit someone and just have some fun ... go to the beach wit the crew and have a good ol time !@!
part of me will miss some of these people cuz i prolly won't ever see there sorry asses again .. but the other part of me is just so excited ... these past few days have been prolly the best of my sorry ass life !! im sooo happpy ... o sooo happy ! *dances* !!
ok im done lata ! ;)
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2003 27 April :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: Really Happy !
:: Music: Blindeside - Cute Boring Love
W00t !
Last night was our sr prom. it was so much fun. we all had a blast .. the limo ride there was pretty fun too. the theme was a night in paris .... fuck the french btw .. heh but it was ok i guess .. they had the school set up really nice for post prom. it was really a romantic settin.. i was pissed off they didn't have a DJ there like last years post prom .. i still wanted to dance the night away lol ... i was one happppy person last night :) :) :)
thank you for that ... after post prom we decided to go to eat n park fer breakfeast .. bleh !!! ... so i rolled into my house about 8 am next morning .. dove into bed and now got up at 6 and time to do some good ol JR homework .. gotta love that guy .. haha .. ok thats enough fer now ..
:P
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2003 23 April :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: sounds of children typing
Hardcore
well im pretty bored right now so i decided to type away like a field in here about some random thought i got going on in my mind right now. im sittin in microsoft ghey class suppose to be takin some test but i haven't started yet and i got 10 mins left in class .. hahhaha and the sad thing is im still gonna get an A.. damn im good.. i been lookin at some types of poetry and readin them to myself and thinking .. damn this is some deep shit .. i wish i could get that deep in thought and then express myself in words on paper :( but i guess im not that skilled ... o well ill stick with computers heh
so here i go ramblein ... well la la la !
maybe ill write some more junk in here later .. if im up to it .. who knows my moods change more then anything i know of ..
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2003 19 April :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: The Ending - Blindside
Yeppers
today was a semi good day i guess ... kicked off the wannabe "summer" wit the openin softball game ... my arm is so sore ... o well it happens ... gonna go hit some golf balls i think and maybe a flick .. call it a night .. think about stuff .. relax .. maybe write some stuff ...
sorry to everyone .... i am a true asshole ... sigh
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2003 17 April :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: 50 cents - niggas
ready to quit ~
today I found out something I Didn't want to know .. and Now I Just don't know what to think. I don't know if im mad ... or just not caring ... I can't take it anymore, Im gonna break down... and soon. I can't keep chasing you ... its just getting old and I don't know what to do ... I need To know if you want to be more then friends or not ... otherwise Im wasting my time ... nuff said
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2003 15 April :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: Bedazzled
:: Music: WASP - Hold On
Hrmmm
What do you do when someone loves you so much .. and all you want to be to that person is there friend .. how do you tell them ??
don't know .... im so bedazzled...
and what happens when you love someone but all they want to be is your friend ? .... " I say God Damn" - Pulp Fiction ...
life is one big fun puzzle ! i wuv it !
F OFF AL !
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2003 12 April :: 12.36am
:: Mood: grrrrrrrr
:: Music: Box Car Racer
"I Feel So"
only one song can describ this night .... *tear*
"Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over"
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2003 10 April :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: CKy - escape from hellview
Bones n Shit ~
Yesterday, I thought I broke my left ankle ...
Playin basketball ... of course .. and rolled it over jeff's foot ... it was the size of a softball so today i went and got some x-rays .. they said it was a minor break and that i might or might not need a cast .. so they toss me a splint and some crutches and discharge me ... fuckin ppl in the hospital ... nurse betty or what ever the fuck her name was .. comes on ... and pokes it like 18 times .. does that hurt ... huh huh .. does it ... yes it fucking hurts you moron why would i be here if it doesn't fucking hurt ... so then the x-ray bitch ... was pretty ugly ... starts poking at it too ... i was like ... wtf ... im gonna hit your ass ... hospitals are so gay .. nuff said ...
fuck you
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2003 8 April :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: Tired ... Bored ... Lonely
:: Music: Doesn't Matter
Jay !!
fuck fuck fuck
mother mother fuck
mother mother fuck
mother fuck mother fuck
nonich nonich noich
1-2-1-2-3-4
nonich nonich nonich
smokin weed smokin wizz
doin coke drinkin beers
drinkin beers beers beers
rollin fattys smokin blunts
who smokes the blunts? we smokes the blunts
rollin fattys and smokin-
*hey, can i get a nickel bag?*
fifteen bucks little man
put that shit in my hand
if that money doesn't show
then you owe me owe me owe
my jungle love!
yeah, oeeoeeoee
i think i want to know ya know ya
yeah what
*what the fuck are you singin?*
you don't know jungle love? man, that shit is the mad notes! written by god herself and handed down to the greatest band in the world - the motherfuckin time!
*you mean the guys from that prince movie?
*yeah, purple rain
*man, that shit was so gay. fuckin ... 80's style
you don't never say an unkind word about the time! me and tubby here modeled our whole fuckin lives around morris day and jerome! i'm a smooth pimp who loves the pussy, and this here's my black man servant. what!
so like yea whatever .. thats all i gotta say about that .. o and that girls are the most confusin mutha fuckers on the face of this planet .... bleh ... lata ...
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