we do it for fun!
anyways... geocities was being stupid with us. and did not save the comments we had for the pictures. i guess they speak for themselves. and the ones at the bottom were of me and danielle today because our party NEVER stops!...

http://www.geocities.com/ck91087/sweetsixteen.html

p.s. take notice of the backgrounds and the little things in each picture. they all got hidden innuendos.

p.s.s. bryan was dancing on top of altan! LMAO.

in brianas words... a pimpful day!
wow.... can we say "GREAT"?!?! because my party KICKED ASS. no one can say they didn't have fun. first party of the year... sets the tone for everyone else. it was just GREAT. how to sum it up....

everyone was dressed beautifully. edgar gets the award for "best dressed".

me and danielle pimped it. EVERYWHERE!

everybody feelin freaky... you know it!

edgar + hema.... like WO! ... uh uh uh oh....

my mom gives bryan the award for "most polite".

briana was bouncin off the walls. its alllllll good.

little vi's uncle... like my uncle... "the short guy".... said at dim sum today "when i was making pina coladas in the kitchen and like all the guys were congregating around there i said to them 'i don't wanna be rude or anything but... are you guys gay?.... and then they all went red... especially that altan kid. he was as red as his shirt.' " ..... LMAO

the party never stopped.... we be dancin... even right now! christinas house.... club kwan... hotel kwan.... chez kwan.... its a great place, aint it?! haha.

i turned 61!... and 85!... all in one night!

i will post pics tonight on a website. just wait!

TODAY:
we still dancin in the car.
lots of money.... = $1 shoes for danielle. $7 jacket for xtina, and cookies.


P.S. danielle will never leave. i'm going crazy. =D

... yep.
*young girl don't cry. i'll be right here when your world starts to fall. young girl its alright. your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly. when you're safe inside your room you tend to dream of a place where nothing is harder than it seems. *

eventful week, huh? yep. he left. i've had enough "are you alright"s but its nice to know people care. and somewhat comforting when people just look at me... and see the pain. but no more crying for me. tomorrow is my party. we gonna get low. lotsa ppl i wanted to come arent coming but oh well we'll have fun. i'm tired now. danielle came home and we had fun. we always do! tomorrow we'll spend the whole day gettin reddy to parrrrty. anyways. i got nothing to say. good night.

man... these guys are funny. my dawgs.
try to follow these convos...

FallenNGAngel: what shall i wear tomorrow
LTR4N: those white pants!
FallenNGAngel: what white pants?! those white capris i wanted to wear?
FallenNGAngel: my thong freaking shows thru lol
LTR4N: go commando!
LTR4N: jk ;-)
FallenNGAngel: ohhhh... man that was like the first dirty thing i've ever heard u say ever

FallenNGAngel: go edgar
KatanaDragon77: Yea holla to ya single friends for me :-)
KatanaDragon77: Pretty plz with sugar on topp. I am a very desperate man

SlickerThanUrAv6: where u have 2 curve around
SlickerThanUrAv6: and i wasn't used 2 it
SlickerThanUrAv6: so i was goin slow
SlickerThanUrAv6: and when were at the end of the road
SlickerThanUrAv6: he honked
FallenNGAngel: lol
SlickerThanUrAv6: and my mom rolled down her window and was like- IM TEACHIN HIM HOW 2 DRIVE
FallenNGAngel: LMAO
SlickerThanUrAv6: and then he was mouthign the words- fuck u
FallenNGAngel: hahahahaha

LTR4N: CHRISTINA IS HOT!!
FallenNGAngel: ... it sounds like ur telling me some other christina is hot!! lol
LTR4N: ok
LTR4N: CHRISTINA ANN KWAN IS HOTT

LTR4N: haha!! i'm in it now
FallenNGAngel: lol
LTR4N: take that altan edgar and sameen!!

KatanaDragon77: Heh
KatanaDragon77: heh what it this like a fIGht over your profile
FallenNGAngel: lol
FallenNGAngel: yesiree

LTR4N: its a war to be in your profile now
LTR4N (7:22:22 PM): YESSS
KatanaDragon77 (7:22:57 PM): You have won the battle but NOT THE WAR
KatanaDragon77 (7:23:02 PM): Bio-- TCH

FallenNGAngel: wow sameen is good
KatanaDragon77: well
KatanaDragon77: he has won the battle
KatanaDragon77: FOR NOW

SlickerThanUrAv6: noooo put MINE in it
SlickerThanUrAv6: buttt
FallenNGAngel: theres not enough room ya know
SlickerThanUrAv6: screw edgar

FallenNGAngel: lmao
FallenNGAngel: what dorks
SlickerThanUrAv6: ahhh hell no u did not just call me dork
SlickerThanUrAv6: fine u aint no swan- u'z a crow!
FallenNGAngel: and what if i did?!
FallenNGAngel: a crow?!
FallenNGAngel: lmao
SlickerThanUrAv6: chrisitna CROW kwan

SlickerThanUrAv6: 8-)
FallenNGAngel: wow ur good haha
SlickerThanUrAv6: that's my drivin face.. and the face when i've just somebody off

SlickerThanUrAv6: lol ok
SlickerThanUrAv6: should i im reynold tellin him he's stupid
SlickerThanUrAv6: be rite back

.... lmao... sameen is winning.

taking a woohu break.
hi people... wats up? ya wanna know how my day was? i did homework. everyone else did the same, am i right? i spent like 3 hours doing my art journal assignment. and govt i was trying to print out all that shit. i still need to read chapter 2. i hate govt. oh and i need to do my vocab and my poetry project for english. damn. i need a planner. i get really angry at stuff. i'm so moody, i'm sick of myself. are you sick of me? i bet you are. that's ok. i understand. i know you still love me even when i'm like about to pull my hair out of kill someone. i dont feel like dressing up this week at all. i feel like wearing pajamas to school everyday. i wish i could. luan's gonna leave. don't say anything to me on thursday/friday. if you see me crying... just don't. because i'm 99% sure i will. and so will a bunch of other people with me. it'll be a sad day. i can't wait for my party. i'll have so much fun. and its a three day weekend so it'll be great. i dont want to go to school tomorrow, it sucks. this week is gonna be horrible. THREE odd days... i'm gonna go crazy. from everything.

*how could the one i gave my heart to, break my heart so bad? how could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad? wont somebody tell me so i can understand. if you love me... how could you hurt me like that? how could the one i gave my world to, throw my world away? how could the one who said 'i love you', say the things you say? how could the one i was so true to, just tell me lies? how could the one i gave my heart to, break this heart of mine? tell me.

how could u be so cold to me when i gave u everything. all my love, all i had inside. how could you just walk out the door? how could you not love me anymore? i thought we had forever. i can't understand. how could the one i shared my dreams with, take my dreams from me? how could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery? won't somebody tell me? if you love me, how could you do that to me?*

p.s. guess who thinks i'm slutty.

i dont feel sexy.
had a bad night late last night. i ended up losing to danielle and edgar cuz i needed to go away from the world and sleep. too emotional... don't ask.

*hey my baby... why you looking so down? seems like you need a loving. baby you need a girl like me around. can i talk to you? comfort you? let you know... i care for you.*


Romantic-Sexy....
Your fantasies involve love, not lust. You are a
fantastic kisser, and for very good reason:
it's your favorite thing. You are sappy as
hell, and you don't care who knows it.


What's your brand of sexy?
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fun fun.
friday at school was a lot better than thursday. lunch was funny... mash the potatoes! and sameen, how are ya? lol. danielle came home with me. we had soooo much fun making cd's and dancing around ... prep for my party. we be bustin a move. and then we went out to eat at applebys and rented "enough". i like that movie. "he reminds me of altan..." ... lol.

we woke up this morning and had to go to dads company picnic. my mom was already in gainesville when we woke up. i miss her. so we went to that picnic and got sweaty and didnt have fun. i felt so sick, i needed air condition. lol. im such a spoiled indoors girl. oh well. and then we went home, took shower, and went to luans house. we were bored quite often, but it was funnny. danielles stares... haha. it was just cool how we were chillin. and edgar is great at piano. danielle and i were like mesmerized. lol. he played that wedding song... *sigh*. and then we rented 10 things i hate about you. it was funny cuz edgar and luan never saw it before so they laughed and it just made me and danielle laugh. it was great. then we left around 10:30. and now i am here, danielle left like a few minutes ago.

good day. tomorrow = tons of homework.

wow. i was so angry at school. i just woke up like that. excuse my bitchiness. anyways... what to say, what to say... it wasnt a good day at school. every class felt looooong and boring and just ugggh. friday was a good day. i guess today compensates for the happiness i had on friday. oh well. luan is leaving next thursday... i don't think i'll be able to handle it. i might just die without him here to tolerate me. he was dead sexy in art with my jean jacket. people loved it. ha. anyways... i feel like theres nothing to say. peace.

*i wish i could tie you up in my shoes, and make you feel unpretty too. i was told i was beautiful, but what does that mean to you? my outsides look cool. my insides are blue. every time i think i'm through, it's because of you. i try different ways, but it's all the same. at the end of the day i have myself to blame.*

ok... heres the deal.
so i called altan after i cooled off. apparently... he felt weird. because today at lunch reynold and david were teasing him saying "ooooo christina likes you she wants to go out with you". and he was just like whatever. and i got pissed off so bad. i hate reynold and david. just when i thought david was gonna start being my friend... ugh. so anyways me and altan had a long talk about whatever. altan said not to care about what people say. and he's right. he always makes me feel stupid like that. but he's usually right. and then i told him other stuff. and things straightened out. and then i went online and talked to reynold, while still on the phone with altan, and altan helped me fight fire with fire. because reynold is so damn annoying. he keeps saying i love altan. i told him last night that altan loves me and he took it in the romantic way. he really took it serious. and apparently he told david. so i was so pissed when i found out. and then me and altan talked about what people think... and how i shouldnt care so much. ... why does he have to be right all the time? anyways. his internet is cut off until the end of the month.

my birthday invitations my mom bought me are cheezy. she said they were cheap and everyone is gonna throw them away anyways. so i'm writing them right now.

... that whole situation was so difficult. ugh. and luan may stay longer!!... YAY!

guess!
DrgnEarth: i saw you today

Auto response from FallenNGAngel: i'm doing homework. leave me a message.

DrgnEarth: you arent all that hot
DrgnEarth: i talked to altan
DrgnEarth: he agreed
DrgnEarth: get over yourself
DrgnEarth: lol

... guess!... no seriously. guess. just guess how pissed i was/am when i read this. JUST GUESS. i swear if that kid altan doesnt fucking call me i'm gonna never talk to him again. now i remember why renold annoys me so much. UGH! you might think i'm overreacting... some will understand. now i just have to wait for someone to come online so i can bitch about it.

*i'm about to lose control. i dont know why you need some reason to feel lost inside. you know that i'm alright. you know that i'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles.

i dont need excuses, dont ask why. its just a breakdown, happens all the time. so get outta my face, dont even try. you wanna help me? just let me cry.

i love you with my life. you dont even know one thing i feel inside. know by the look in my eye that i'm just fine but i might need you to hold me tight.

i had a bad day. i'll cry if i want to.*

good half of the weekend. yesterday i got to spend it with my girl danielle and my mom. fun fun. i want that lord&taylor dress... man it was great. and danielle wants her black bling bling dress. we looked good. i ran out the fitting room to show my mom and like everyone was like "awww... look at that girl" and "that is a beautiful dress". =D. it's $200. i'll wait. it's a great dress. hard to breathe in, but great. when we spent some time at home, it was fun. danielle sat in my lap. lol. and sam was trying to figure out exactly who danielle was. it was soooo funny.

NeWFOuNdSaMmY05: lol u know who i always thought danielle was lol
FallenNGAngel: who
NeWFOuNdSaMmY05: u know the chica that went out w/ luan.. i thought it was her.. but i was thinkin about it the other day.. and im like. thats SO weird. its not possible

... haha. we saw uptown girls at night. it was so sweet... sniff sniff. it was great. and i got home, checked who was online, and went to sleep. it was great sleep. sleep i have on the weekends is soooo good now since i have no sleep during the week. how come everyone says they have a lot of homework to do? i have the same classes... and i dont. not hard hw anyways. *shrug*... this is from ashley c's away message... but it's perfect for me. some will understand why, some won't.

I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry. I can't help myself.
...I fell in love with you.

... sigh. i can't be more confused.

sigh.
*every now and then we find a special friend who never lets us down. who understands it all. reaches out each time we fall. you're the best friend that i've found.*

ok all my friends left me. first luan got off. then danielle. then sam. then edgar. and altan was just never online. so i'm bored. i guess i'll go to sleep now. mi dia alegre esta acabado. [my happy day is finished.]

<33 good night to all.

i've got all the flavors that you want
so yesterday, the second day of school was better. it made me think this year'll be great. i had english, chem, spanish, and ap art history. all the teachers that day are like cool. i like ms swanson. it's like being taught by a student. and i'm all the way in the back, so i get to like sit however weird i want and she won't care. hee hee... spanish has a LOT of freshmen. i sit around heather, keri, ash, and sutton. there's like less than 10 sophomores in there. it's weird. mrs bronkie is doing all the stuff she did last year, but its been so long, it's alright. then ap art history was da bomb. BUNCH of people in that class. it's like wo. it's all good. briana... lol.

today was better than the first day of school. it surprised me. like i felt a lot better with the teachers and in the environment. i hope it just gets better as we go on. in english i was in a group with carlos, megan, and david. i guess david isnt as annoying as i thought, but you just have to learn to tolerate him and just fight back. renold seems ok in person too. i just need time to forget how much he pissed me off online! zacher assigned us seats but i'm still in the front! then epsteins class... i like his class. like it's really boring, but for some reason, i like it. then art was good too. i love how art is like such a relaxed environment. but we already have an assignment due on tuesday. blecch. i feel like i'm stecker's teacher pet already. i kinda feel bad. but i'm not a pet in anyone elses class, so whatever. i feel like i dont have enough time between classes. if i did, i'd like go to see old teachers. i miss them. and the old classmates i dont have anymore. like even though i wasnt friends with them, i was just used to seeing them like all the time. oh well. i guess i just have to get used to these other people. anyways now i'm home and it's friday. yay. did i type too much?... i'm in the mood of liking school. weird.

laugh it off and let it go, when you wake up it'll seem so yesterday
sigh. that first day of school was interesting. i was late to like every class hence i sit in front in every class. its quite funny. in the morning, it was hot! i got to see my peeps... it was cool. i missed them all so much. i saw ben... and i was like "...he looks good". he waved to me and greta at lunch and i was like "alright...". first period was ok. i talked mostly to valerie in it. and mrs.zacher said they'll probably level the class so i better not lose valerie, cuz without her, i really dont have someone to cling to. then i went to mr. davis and it was a bunch of juniors in there and i was like oooook... this isnt right. it was psychology. so then i went to epstein and of course, my girl greta had a seat saved in front of ari. i sit across from ash and behind him is altan. i hate govt, let me say that right now. i dont like current events. is that selfish to say that? altan like talked out and answered all the questions. he's such a suck up. but he's my buddy. =D. then lunch was alright. i gots everybody in lunch. art was cool. very relaxing. and i get to spend time with luan, so that's always good. then i went to precal. i know precal is gonna be really hard once we really get started. its the first class andrew got a B in so i'm scared. i'm scared about everything. it all has so much involvement, i might go crazy. i told my mom though that i'd kill myself before i quit. i'm just dreading it all. all the stress, the late nights, whatever. friends and classmates wise, i'm pretty good. cept i dont see janyll like EVER and i miss her. i see greta and ari a lot more though. altan is such like a teachers pet without even trying. i hate him. lol. you know i'm jealous. ;). sigh. so it starts again.... good luck to all.

nervousness.
oh god... i'm gonna be yawning so much tomorrow. so dont take it as offensive when i look like i'm gonna fall asleep while talking to you. *whines* i don't wanna go!! damn. and like all my stuff is due tomorrow. english, economics, art, precal... what a day. i hope it's good. what to wear!! give me your opinion. jeans or a jean skirt?... black or white shirt?... sigh.

results so far-
black shirt, jeans: valerie
black shirt, skirt: altan, jeanette
white shirt, jeans: devon
white shirt, skirt: luan