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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 8-24-2003 at 7:20pm
Current mood: stressed
Music: aaliyah - "the one i gave my heart to"
Subject: taking a woohu break.
hi people... wats up? ya wanna know how my day was? i did homework. everyone else did the same, am i right? i spent like 3 hours doing my art journal assignment. and govt i was trying to print out all that shit. i still need to read chapter 2. i hate govt. oh and i need to do my vocab and my poetry project for english. damn. i need a planner. i get really angry at stuff. i'm so moody, i'm sick of myself. are you sick of me? i bet you are. that's ok. i understand. i know you still love me even when i'm like about to pull my hair out of kill someone. i dont feel like dressing up this week at all. i feel like wearing pajamas to school everyday. i wish i could. luan's gonna leave. don't say anything to me on thursday/friday. if you see me crying... just don't. because i'm 99% sure i will. and so will a bunch of other people with me. it'll be a sad day. i can't wait for my party. i'll have so much fun. and its a three day weekend so it'll be great. i dont want to go to school tomorrow, it sucks. this week is gonna be horrible. THREE odd days... i'm gonna go crazy. from everything.

*how could the one i gave my heart to, break my heart so bad? how could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad? wont somebody tell me so i can understand. if you love me... how could you hurt me like that? how could the one i gave my world to, throw my world away? how could the one who said 'i love you', say the things you say? how could the one i was so true to, just tell me lies? how could the one i gave my heart to, break this heart of mine? tell me.

how could u be so cold to me when i gave u everything. all my love, all i had inside. how could you just walk out the door? how could you not love me anymore? i thought we had forever. i can't understand. how could the one i shared my dreams with, take my dreams from me? how could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery? won't somebody tell me? if you love me, how could you do that to me?*

p.s. guess who thinks i'm slutty.
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alwaysfalling

08-24-03 8:13pm

my baby. i love you! don't worry i'll be here for ya this week.

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karit_top

08-25-03 10:08pm

well its all part of a process called love. must i go on? anyway, yes it only took me an hour to do the journal. lol. id still like to know as to how your going to get the print to be all colouriful. see you on the flip side, where/whenever that may be.

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spinoangel

Re:, 08-26-03 4:01pm

rich... it's magic! i'm good like that, ya know.

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