:: 2003 16 July :: 8.21 pm
:: Mood: amused

PARTY
PARTY PARTY PARTY
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALRIGHT I AM HAVING A BLAST OVER HERE AT THE PARTY. WE WENT TO THE BEACH WHICH I GOT A BETTER TAN! YEY! WHICH IS ALWAYS FUN PLUS IT WAS JUST A BLAST ANYWAY.. NOW WE ARE COOKIN DINNER WELL ACTUALLY THEY ARE MAKIN IT! WE ARE EATIN PIZZA! MUWHAHAHA...
BETH SAID: HER BACK HURTS AND SHE WANTS A BOYFRIEND ANY ONE IS LOOKIN SO IS SHE
PAM SAID: NOTHING
LAURA SAID: I DONT KNOW WHAT I SAY
DELIAH: SHE IS GOIGN TO MARY A RAT
ANYWAY I SAID! I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAVIN JUST AS MUCH FUN AS I AM... "DAMN DIRTY APES" ALRIGHT ANYWAY. CHAT WITH YOU ALL LATER
CHOW!

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:: 2003 15 July :: 9.57 pm
:: Mood: okay

ALRIGHT SORRY PEOPLE ABOUT ALL THE MAD JOURNALS I HAVE BEEN POSTING LATELY! BUT I AM GOOD NOW. WHAT EVER WAS BUGGING ME OR SOMTHING HAS JUST SEEMED TO PASS... THE CREEPY THING IS I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS BUGGING ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. WELL NOW I AM GOOD AGAIN. THE SAME OLD HYPER ME! AND GUESS WHAT I AM GOING TO A PARTY TOMORROW!!!!! YEY!! FUN FUN! WE ARE GOING TO THE BEACH SO I GET TO GO SWIMMIN AND STUFF. WELL I GUESS I BETTER GO.. LOVE YOU ALL *SMILES* CHOW!!

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:: 2003 13 July :: 11.19 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

GRRRRR!!
ok to all the people who read my journal and have nothing to do with this i am so sorry. i have been not to happy in the last past couple of entrys but this is a whole new suject...

Who the hell do you people think you are. Telling me there is somthing wrong with me. And that you know more about my life then i do. That you are knowing what i feel.. which you dont. And never will if you keep this up. You need to tell me the truth. From what i get from what people think is that i am a "retard" so to say or stupid or somthin like that. But then again i guess i wouldnt know anything because you know it is only my life. So if you want to tell me how i feel or maybe what the hell is going on with me. Because i sure dont i guess.

Then go ahead me my guest but that is about it... goodbye all!

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:: 2003 13 July :: 8.52 am
:: Mood: Tired *damn family*

about other journal
alright people this is how it goes...
1) laura i am not mad at u. U actually have nothing to do with this journal entry.
2) Nick never said i could not hang out with Steve he just perfers that i dont.
3)This journal happened becasue of my parents and a few people who will stay anonymous *cough cough* Pam *cough cough*
4) He is my best friend and there is nothing between us. We are both friend and we do not have any feelings between us.
5) people still need to get a life!

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:: 2003 12 July :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!
DAMN IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEOPLE NEED TO GET A FUCKING LIFE. GET OVER YOURSELVES AND GET OVER IT. YOU ARE WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING IN THIS SUBJECT.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 11 July :: 8.10 pm

tell me the truth is this me?



You have bat wings!A good sticker for you would be
"Don't make me angry, I'm running out of
places to hide the bodies."


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:: 2003 10 July :: 9.29 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

*crys*
dang it all... i cryed why? i dont like to cry. it shows weakness in me. And i cant be weak. At least no one saw me. i cry in secrete which is a good thing.... but still everything is going a stray. And i dont know why. It is like a snowball going down a hill. It just keeps going down. well anyway i hope your guys day is going just peachy keen. or well at least better then mine has gone. Well anyway i guess i better go. you know the relatives coming in tomorrow and stuff so
byebye

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:: 2003 9 July :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: irritated

Ok so my day was going pretty well today. Well that was untill my parents got home. GRR.. I hate it when they pull the guilt trip over me. Take that back i hate it when anybody does. Like for instance today. I was helping my mom do all this stuff right. And then i went downstairs really quikly to get somthing and she freaks out. And goes into this whole big thing about i dont care about what she does and everything like that. She is like oh well i guess i will have to do everything around here. And that is a so much Bull because i mean if you know me well enough you would know i clean my whole house every single day. i take care of my brother feed him ext. I am more like an adult then my parents are somtimes. Then they pull the guilt trip on me when i am not doing somthing for them when i am actually doing somthing for myself!

Sorry that bugs me so much. Because people do this to me all the time. They will guilt me into doing somthing for them. By just simply saying i dont care or nobody cares about me. Stuff like that and for one it makes me feel like shit and then i end up doing what they want in the end. GRRRR!! But yeah anyway my mom gets all pissed at me and then goes " Fine then if you are going to be no help to me then you can at least order a pizza for your brother." So i did and then guess what she tells me i have to pay for it because i am eating it too. Im just getting so mad. People dont appresiate me. They take me for granted. Like i am just a person who will always be there. At the snap of there fingers. No matter what i am doing. What they want me to do is more important. Im just a girl who helps everybody else and i come last. But that is ok really it truely is. I am use to being pushed around. I take it and jsut get back up on my feet and continue.

But it is starting to irritate me. Not so much as people taking advantage of me. But more of just the Guilt trip they put on me when i say no.

Well that was my day for you. I think the only good part of it was when Steven came over and watched a movie with me. He just left a few min ago. Well i guess i talk to you all later then. hope your day is going well.
luv you all
jess

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:: 2003 8 July :: 10.55 pm
:: Mood: exhausted

Alright this will not be a long journal for the fact that i could fall asleep right here on my computer right now. I am that tired. I think i could have fallen asleep at 4 well at least i was ready to sleep at 4. but you know me. i wont go to bed untill after 11! :) Really stupid but i wont go to bed earlyer then that. Dont know why really but yeah. Lets see here. Ummm.... Ben thanks for taking me to see Nick today. Umm... anything else i am sopose to say that i cant remember. Everybody who i have not seen since like forever. I miss you! And hope to see you soon. But if i stay awake any longer i am just going to sleep threw tomorrow and i am going to Steven's tomorrow to watch a movie and hang out. So talk to you all later.
Love ya
Chow!

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:: 2003 8 July :: 12.50 pm
:: Mood: quiet

free
Ok so here i am in my house on my computer. No duh. But anyway my brother is off at sports camp *cheers* It is so crazy how quiet the house is when he is not here.

Yes but this will all change come Friday. My family is coming in!!! AHHHHH!!!!! Alright it wont be that bad i am bringing Pam, and Steven with me. So i guess it wont be that horible now will it. Well i guess i better get going soon. You know i just have so much to do... right.... well byebye all

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:: 2003 6 July :: 2.58 pm
:: Mood: indescribable

Bla
Alright Yal
How you doing? Me i am just peachy keen. Well actually im kind of bored but not really. Odd but not. See look at me can you tell i did not get enof sleep last night .Well i will talk to you all later... that is if i ever get a call from any of you.
Chow

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:: 2003 5 July :: 6.18 pm

Hi yal
This is going to be a shot journal for the fact that i just got back from golfing and i am so HOT! So i am going to go swimming. Love you all.
Chat with you later
Jess

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:: 2003 4 July :: 11.42 am

Ok, I really dont think parents understand the whole concept of let me sleep in. I can tell my parents do not wake me up. Do not let my brother wake me up. But yet i end up awake before i want to. Dont get me wrong i am not trying to complain to much. Because they did let me sleep in to 11. But still when you stay up to about 4 or 5 in the morning you want to be able to sleep longer!

Oh, on a much much better note! I am finally on my Vacation. 2 whole weeks of Vacation. So call me if you are going somewhere take me with you type of thing. I dont want to be stuck home on my Vacation. Well i guess i better go i will talk to you all later

Chow!

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:: 2003 3 July :: 12.34 pm
:: Mood: amused

Ok so yesterday was a pretty fun day. I played Air-Soft wars for the first time ever. It was so great. Other then i have red makes all over me where i got hit with them still. But yeah i was at Steven's house all day yesterday with my friend Pam Snyder. We had a great time. We all just hung out and stuff. It was great then Steven made me and Pam dinner so yeah. I ended going home around 10. Yeah and lets see here how are all you people doing? Me i am GREAT!!!!!! I dont know why really i am just Great. Although mostly everybody is leaving me this weekend. :( But oh well. I might be going to a party tonight. Which will be fun. So i think i am going to go. Umm... lets see here

Kristy- Hi ya! Sorry i did not hang out with you much yesterday. And i hope you have a fun trip although you are leaving me.

Ben G- Hello! It was great seeing you yesterday. We should get to gether more often and play air-soft!

Ben- Hey! Hope everything is going great!

Jackie- Hola! Nice seeing you yesterday.

Steven- Your leaving me again! :( But i hope you have a good trip.

KT- Hi! Long time no chat!

Rachel- Hello there! Hope everything is going well.

Ray- Hi you!

Nick- Howdy! I miss you so much! And i cant wait until i can see you again. love you!

Well love you all... hope i did not forget anybody. If i did hello and i love you all!

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:: 2003 29 June :: 8.18 pm

What Kind of Smile are You?


You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


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You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to.

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