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2005 24 August :: 7.47pm
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So much is happening, and school's just right around the corner. I'm ready though.. I've been ready. I just work all the time and spend the rest of my time with Gabby-doo. She'll be a year on October 1.. I CAN NOT believe it. She's walking now! It's just crazy.
Time is going way to fast.
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2005 7 August :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: blah
So I ended up NOT being able to even drive to get my lisense. They said because my mom wasn't with me.. Hello- my mom now lives in Flordia. So I'm going on the 11th with the f-ing paper I need notorized. It's bull-shit.
In other good news, I have been getting all kinda cute things for school.. I bought myself a new pair of brown Vans, and some shirts from Delias, one has a cigg. on it crossed out and it says "There are cooler ways to kill yourself" haha, anyways, I have $75 pac bucks to spend at Pac Sun on Aug 14-27 or something, so I still have to get some jeans from there. I have $50 Daisy Dollars from Delias to spend, so I'll def. have fun spending those.
Works been going really good for me lately, Stephanie works with me now- so that's really cool. I like working with her. Cindy and I were talking to and she was like "JEna, you're doing really well, I wouldn't be suprised that if you kept this job that when you became 21 you'd become a shift supervisor then even assistant manager" I was like Whoa, that's cool. It just made me feel good that she said something like that. So I'm happy today.. I just have to get a new computer then I'll be really good. I already have like $1000 saved for one, I'm just looking for one now. A laptop probably.. because theres not a lot of room at my Aunt Loraines. Well.. we'll see how things go!
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2005 3 August :: 2.28pm
:: Mood: anxious
I'm going to get my drivers lisencse [sp?].. wish me luck. Blah.
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2005 2 August :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: Hmn..
:: Music: Diary Of A Madman - Ozzy
My half-awake dream.. thing...
deathbyjisatsu: I had like... some sort of insight thing last night..
deathbyjisatsu: Kinda like a vision or something.
d0m1natr1xf3ary: What happened?
deathbyjisatsu: Well, you know what enlightenment is right?
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Yes.
deathbyjisatsu: Well, in this thing I had (I was on the verge of sleep when it happened) I was an angel trying to get to heaven, to enlightenment
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Hmm..okay...
deathbyjisatsu: But there where these black thorns and branches blocking my way. Like the fog in your head, you know?
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Yes.
deathbyjisatsu: And everytime I got past some branches and into a ray of light from heaven, my mind felt a little clearer
deathbyjisatsu: Then the branches would pull me down again
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Ah, I see.
deathbyjisatsu: And I kept trying to fly up, but I couldn't get there
deathbyjisatsu: It was all very symbolic
d0m1natr1xf3ary: Indeed.
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2005 29 July :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: blah
NEW PICTURES.. FINIALLY!!
click on "New Pictures" there's a new picture of her.. :-P
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2005 24 July :: 8.17pm
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So I've been spending a lot of money lately. I went up to the Grove City outlets and spent $498.87. I got all kinda cute things from Pac Sun, Rue 21, The Gap, and American Eagle. So I'm happy. I still need to get a few more things though..
Yes, I really do have a lot of money. Yes, I'm rich. Yes yes yes. Muahahaaaa.
..seriously.
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2005 17 July :: 6.47pm
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So true, so very true.
A student asked: "For all the different people who have come to listen to your words, please tell us about the way you have found and known."
The Buddha answered: "When you take things it is because of a thirst, a clinging, and a grasping. You should lose that and lose it altogether, above, below, around, and within. It makes no difference what it is you are grasping. When you grasp, you are losing your freedom. Realize this and grasp at nothing. Then you will cease being a creature of attachment, tied to the powers of death."
-Sutta Nipata
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2005 5 July :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: depressed
So last night was the fireworks down Richardson.. they were a lot better than Cokeburgs.. but anyways. I saw a bunch of people down there, I talked to some people.. well one person in perticular. But anyways, I'm just so depressed anymore.
I work all the time, other than that I really don't do anything.
Sorry I never update or leave anyone any comments. I hardley have time.. plus, I don't have a computer anymore.. so blah.
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2005 4 July :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: high or something..
I saw him tonight.. I wanted to kiss him.. but I just glanced.
maybe someday..
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2005 4 July :: 10.04am
:: Mood: depressed
So much has been happening lately. I got my report card, I passed everything except accounting.. We all went to see the fireworks in Cokeburg last night, they were boring.. or maybe it's just because I'm getting older.. but Kelly Rochelle and I are going to Richardson tonight.. I have to work 5-close tonight and that sucks, but oh well. Okay// that's all. see ya.
oh wait, i saw someone last night.. it always hurts to know something that no one else does. it always hurts to see him happy.. when i'm not.
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2005 15 June :: 10.42am
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I'm at Kelly's house again.. yesterday I bought myself a digital camera.. $200 for a sony 4 meg digi cam, 50 for the memory card, 10 for the rechargable batteries, and 2 for the cheap case I got for it. Now I feel better, since I've got it.. now all I need is a computer. But I'm working on that.
My mom is moving to phili.. along with George and my sisters.. I don't really know what else to say about that.. too much to be said I guess.
Guys=shit. That's really all I can say. Jim and I are still just friends.. and I'm not with anyone right now, I'm not looking either. I'm okay with the way things are. I guess.
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2005 13 June :: 4.20pm
is it so much to want to be beautiful and to not want people to have sex with you? maybe people turn gay because the opposite sex isnt as horney and find them actually beautiful. its just a thought.
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2005 7 June :: 11.45pm
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So I can't believe that I missed my doctors apointment today.. ahhh my God. I'm so pissed at myself!
I've just been in such a down mood lately, I don't know. Everything just sucks all the time. It's like a non-stop suck fest. I'm so tired all the time, I have no energy, and I'm fed up with everyones shit.
Lately, I've been noticing that everyones trying to be nice to everyone.. why? What do friends do for you? Oh wait, nothing.
That's all I have to say tonight about anything. I'm in such a bad mood.
Disreguard this entry.
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2005 7 June :: 7.17pm
well I haven't updated in forever.. so I'm just gonna outline what happened.
I'm talking to my mom again.. long story, no time to tell.
Kelly moved, my aunt clara and uncle gene are moving in.
I'm still living with my aunt loraine and uncle don..
I got the job at Rite Aid. I really like it.
Right now Jim, Kelly and I are going to see Steph at the hospital.. she had her baby!!
call me.. 986 1260 (my cell)
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2005 1 June :: 9.33pm
i hurt so much. for so many reasons?? hard to explain. you dont wanna hear the details... i think my bed has to do with it. lol!
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