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2004 26 December :: 1.02am
Jim and I are back together. Being apart from him just made me realize how much I love him.. I guess I should know that we were ment for each other.. nothing can break us apart.
He got me
*a box of Saris Candy
*Chocolate covered pretzles.
*Smelly good candle
*A big huge basket from Bath and Body Works.
*The cutest card in the world.
Now for the drama.. read my "friends only" entry tomorrow.
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2004 24 December :: 7.04pm
[{white//perfect//pure//perfectly pure//}]
she watched the being. she couldnt call it a human. it was too beautiful, to perfect to be human. the being looked at the rosebush. the branches brown with winter. a touch of its finger grew a rose. palest pink yet contrasting against the white snow. the being plucked the flower and looked at it in great concentration. then fit its mouth around the flowers petals and swollowed it. she could see sharp, little teeth cut the petals making it bleed. she cried at the site. something so beautiful swollowing something equally beautiful contrasting against the white of the snow. it was so white. so perfect. so perfectly pure. i want to be perfect she screamed even though nothing came out.
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2004 23 December :: 11.44pm
Today, Jim and I went Christmas shopping for Gabrielle.
We kissed. And held hands.
What's going on?
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2004 22 December :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: missing you
:: Music: cold//crossfade
she listens to the song over and over again... trying to find reason for him leaving her. its her only key... her one hope... the bright light that she holds on to so afraid to let go... again the words echo in her ears... i never ment to be so cold...
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2004 22 December :: 7.56pm
Jim and I are just friends..
There goes 2 years.
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2004 19 December :: 9.03pm
it snowing here. yeah. i like snow. i love looking out after it snowed at night and seeing everything perfectly white. i wish i could be perfect. i try so hard to be pretty and nice... but its so hard.
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2004 18 December :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: in tears
*sigh*
Weddings are SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!
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2004 17 December :: 6.50am
:: Mood: awake
So the other night my mom and George were home.. for there "once a week" time with us. All George ever does is yell yell yell at Sam and Anna. It pisses me off so much. So the other night I got so pissed of Gabrielle and I went up my Aunt Loraines. My mom was like "Where are you going" "Up Aunt Loraines" "Why, so you can get up in the morning?" "No, because I'm not going to sit down here and listen to you two yell. That's all you ever do when your home. You're never home to begin with and when you are all you do is yell." and I walked out the door. So the next day [yesterday] Gabrielle got her shots.. and on the way home my mom said something about staying up til 3:00 in the morning, and I asked her why she did that she was like "Well when you left last night I thought about what you said and you're right. All we do is yell, but it seems to be more George than me.. so I tried to talk to him about it last night but we just got into a fight so I went in the back to clean." And then that was the end of our conversation about that.
Yesterday Gabrielle got her frist shots.. ): FOUR AT ONCE!! they gave her two in both thighs.. She screamed her head off.. and I cried. I couldn't stand her crying like that. She just looked at me with her eyes that said "How could you do this to me??" She only cried for about a minute, then she fussed a little bit. All in all she did great. I just hated her crying like that. It was a terrible feeling not being able to do anything about it.
So Wed. and Thurs. I didn't go to school.. Tuesday night I hurt my back so bad I couldn't go to school Wednesday, and Thursday Gab had her doctor apointment and my mom couldn't come get me at school.
Blah blah blah.. right now I'm just waiting for Kelly to get ready so her mom can take us to school. I still have like 25 minutes or so.. it's 6:54 right now.
<3
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2004 15 December :: 3.22pm
:: Music: Lincoln Park-Faint
Quote of Yesterday:
""that looks like something that i would see on an old, preppy, Princeton.... man"
Thank you so much, Ali. I THOUGHT THE TEAL/WHITE SWEATER WAS CUTE! lol...good times at target...:-P
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2004 14 December :: 7.07pm
Nice! (yes, I now post the same things in LJ and woohu)
The freshman in my band class has definitely proven to have an interest in me. He sat like RIGHT next to me during our "final" (a short survey about our musical experience etc.) and kept asking if he could "cheat". LOL. He definitely looked me over a few times...and then when Lane finished and started bugging me about "how much it would be for tonight" and I answered something like "$50-$60, but it's finals week, and we could only go for 2 or 3 hours," he REALLY perked up. He didn't catch on that it was an inside joke till I filled him in on it. LMAO! And then he confessed that he couldn't stop thinking about it...:-P He offered $100.
So ummm...not sure what I'm going to do about this. I'm definitely into him, even though he's a freshman, and I STILL do not know his name. Man, does he look good in beanies though...sooooo cute!
Chances are good that I set the Alg II final curve. Nice.
I definitely killed my stomach after school today, though. Went downtown with Sara, Sarah, and Ali and ate at the Coffee Shop. (Scramble with bacon, cheddar, and avacado, sourdough toast, hashbrowns, some of Sara's bacon burger...) Then we went to Baskin Robin's to meet Sarah's mom, but then Sarah didn't want a milkshake. Of course, I piped up and said something like "Sarah, GET A MILKSHAKE!! I WANT ONE TOO!" So then Sarah's mom's like "I'll buy you one!" So I drink a mint choc. chip milkshake. On the way to Sara's house (walking), Ali's all "I'm full. Anyone want this? If not I'm just gonna throw it away!" So of course I want it. It's Gold Medal Ribbon and GOOOD. So I drink it. By the time we get to Sara's house my stomach is trying to MURDER me. What do I do? Ask if I can go on Sara's computer (as we'd made a decision to study LATER) and start IMing everyone about it. The greatest conversation was: (not word for word)
me: hi! this is melissa at sara's house.
me: my stomach hurts!! WAHHHHH!!!
jeff: Why?
me: because i'm having your baby.
jeff: Cool.
me: what?! you don't care?!
jeff: Not when I'm eating.
me: but this could be dasani!
jeff: Dasani could always be a middle name, you know.
me: no, i like it. it's artistic.
PSH. No one really cares about my stomach, apparently. I almost freaked out this morning though. I was taking a shower (oh la la!) and suddenly I got this MASSIVE cramp. Like one of the ones that hit you all of a sudden and you can't even MOVE you're in sooo much pain. So I'm in the shower and I'm like F*@&$! I CAN'T MOVE! PAIN! *TEAR*! So ummm...IT'S THE FIRST DAY OF FINALS!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF I GET HORRENDOUS CRAMPS DURING MY ALG II FINAL AND CAN'T FREAKING MOVE?!!? So as I'm getting ready for school I keep getting them at like random intervals. NOT GOOD!! Luckully, by the time it was 8:15, I stopped getting them. RANDOM!! I have a funny feeling it had something to do with my realllly not-so-good eating habits recently (the 1-meal-a-day plan because there's no time and Mr. Shaull, as much as he thinks he gives us time to eat in G21/CC, does not) and me eating lots last night. Hrm. My digestive system is officially on strike, apparently. This sucks.
BUT 2 FINALS DOWN, 5 TO GO! Tomorrow brings Chorale/French III, Thursday is my bad day, MEHAP/Chemistry, and then WLH on Friday. Definitely not as bad as last year!!
Hope you all are doing well! IT'S ALMOST BREAK!! (Oh, and don't feel bad if you don't get xmas presents by the end of this week. I'm in a bit of a tizzy about presents. I need to have like 3 bought by Friday. EEEEK!)
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2004 13 December :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Into the Woods-On the Steps of the Palace
Update!
"...and then earlier this evening i did carolling for cans with interact. wow way much fun. we basically just walked around carolling(very tone-deafedly, melissa darling you would have killed us all) and collecting cans at different houses. one lady actually like plugged her ears. HAHAHA. "
Haha!! I wouldn't have killed you, just gotten extremely frustrated. But LOL!! I love you darling!
So I've been busy recently. (I know, you didn't see that one coming, did you?) 4 concerts in...*calculates* 11 days. Okay, so that's not so impressive, but they went as follows:
Thursday: somewhat of a surprise G21/CC/MSS performance at Filoli
-lots of fun!!
-missed half of 5th and all of 7th...ugh!
-Magnificat was CRAP!! very funny...
-Estampie didn't suck!!
-Debbie was about ready to kill Mr. Shaull
-Mr. Shaull was about ready to kill the audience
-Filoli was PREEETY!!
Tuesday: G21/MSS holiday concert
-sat and watched MSS sing...fun stuff!
-did the chant (eeeek!!)
-sang lots of stuff, feet went numb
-listened to more of MSS and HOLIDAY STUFF!!!
(I must admit that every December I LIVE to hear MSS sing their holiday repetoire. No joke. I love you THAT MUCH!!)
Wedesday: Instrumental Music Winter Concert
-SOOOO NERVOUS!!!!!!!
-Prelude and Fugue was okay...
-oboe solo on El Camino went really well!!
-mom cried (ohhh her wittle babykins had an oboe solo....ooooh)
-people said I did a good job :-D
Sunday: Choral Union Winter Concert
-came in blouse/skirt for Chorale picture
-changed into dress for CC/G21 pictures
-sang with CC...Estampie was a little off, Ose Shalom/Hymn of Praise were okay
-changed during ONE SONG (VMG) into blouse/skirt, unpacked oboe, had no spit, "wet" reed, walked onstage
-sang SWS as Alex was not onstage for his solo, held oboe/music/reed while singing
-tuned oboe...yeesh! scary! played oboe solo, not bad, back to sing
-sang Lord of the Dance, SUCKED, end Chorale
-changed back into dress during GE, put oboe away, went on for G21
-G21 sounded AWESOME!!! Fun stuff!!!
-break, feet are officially numb
-on for Magnificat, awesome time singing Magnificat, feet are in even MORE pain
-hobble offstage, bow too many times because of a standing ovation
Fun, no?
We also had an 11-1 rehearsal with orchestra on Saturday, on which day we also got our Christmas tree, and I sang with church people (quartet) for 8:00 service Christmas Eve. Good times! Vented to Andrew about coughthingscough, came home, listened to Magnificat/MVHS Madrigals/Grunt: A Pigorian Chant while putting ornaments on tree/eating ice cream.
Sunday I also had church, sang for Shaully (LOLROTFLMAO) becuase Jerry broke her foot, rode my trainer's horse at Shoestring, (OMG FREAKISH 17.1H MARE!!! Pretty fun, though...) got to LAHS by 4:30 (BARELY!) for call time for pics.
Oh, and I finally met Jeff's "hot" cousin Jake. Sarah seems to think that he's hers before he's mine. Ummm no. I dated Jake's cousin, I get to date Jake FIRST. HE'S MINE, OKAY? Oh, and so is this freshman in band. He plays contrabass clarinet, and was on Water Polo. HOTNESS. He shaved his CUTE curly reddish hair because they went undefeated. Now he goes around wearing these cute little knit beanies!! He's very huggable and speaks 4 languages. Okay, so he IS a freshman, but HE'S HOT. And I don't know his name. Shut up.
So I have my Alg II final tomorrow. I can get 42% on the final and still have an A- in the class. No joke. WHOOO!!
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2004 13 December :: 6.58pm
:: Mood: lazy
Today was okay I guess. I went to school, blah blah blah.. Jim came to pick Becky, Kelly and I up. We dropped Kelly off at home then Jim took Becky and I to her house.. and that's where I am now. I'm helping her with her Child Development project. She's totally getting a 100% on it. (:
We were outside spray painting it, and I got brown spray paint all over myself.. anyone know how to get it off other than gasoline?? Yuck
I guess that the roads are bad because my brother was supposed to come pick me up my Mom called and asked if I could just stay over here because she didn't want Dustin driving on them. Yuck, I hope we have a two hour delay tomorrow. (:
So I'm staying here for the night.. I miss Gabrielle.. I wish I was home; only to see her. Or better yet I wish she was here with me. ):
<3
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2004 12 December :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Switchfoot
Pumpkin pie
Well today was my first paying gig, w00t and I made $150. Singing at a wedding can get you some pretty good money. I was going to spend it on everyone for christmas...then I saw an xbox and I've been wanting one. Soooo I'm going to buy one for myself, yah I know I'm nice aren't I. But hell. I'm such a dork. I saw a cute guy today, probably won't ever see him again...but I saw him. Right now my friend is telling me interesting things, and I'm just like..woah. Ecactly like that too. Only 4 flippin days till I get my liscence!!!!
-Chasmin-
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2004 11 December :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: amused
HAHAHAHAAAAA!!! *dies of laughter*
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0761105948/qid=1102831712/sr=8-1/ref=pd_csp_1/103-6406595-1490226?v=glance&s=books&n=507846
Now if that isn't the funniest thing you've ever heard of...
I'm definitely getting that for some special singing people for Christmas!! It's sooooo hilarious! From 'allemooia' to 'ore-snay' and 'quacka quacka', it's PRICELESS!!
Concert tomorrow. What fun. (Not.)
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