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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 22 November :: 8.07am

I'm nothing but a never ending dissapointment.

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:: 2004 22 November :: 12.45am

When I think of Jena I think _________
Jena is ___________
I met Jena ___________
The best thing about Jena is _____________
The worst thing about Jena ___________
I want to ____________ Jena

Don't ask questions. Fill this out. EVERYONE! No acceptions!

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 21 November :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: arrrrrrrrrg!

motha trucka...
work sucked. i got yelled and bitched at so many times today. i just kept doing things wrong. then they asked me to go find some "elbow grease" for the projector. i knew there was no such thing. they were laughin for god sake. so i went back anywaya... cursed em out back there... dawdled so i didnt have to go back and then told them theres no such thing. the only reason i did it was so i didnt have to be in consession for a lil. doug tried to shut the door while we were both in there. i was like... uh no... i dont think so. then i went back... my happy self and ignored them as they kept going: danielle go get the grease. then the phone rang and they were like, danielle, go get that. sure... the first time i answer the phone i get a prank caller asking for "mike kunt". f-ckers. yeah, so i volenteered to hold front so i didnt have to deal with it anymore. its ok. im all cool now. i dont hate anyone.

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 20 November :: 12.36am
:: Mood: loved

i had the best day ever yesterday
So right now I'm holding Gabrielle, downloading a menu for the Sand Bar that I have to type up for today.. for my uncle Keiths reception [he and Jen are getting married today]

want to see some of the menu?
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Earlier today I woke up, got ready to go with my Aunt Loraine and Gram to the mall. We left around 7:30.. my Gram had to get some more Christmas shopping done, and she's so hard to take anywhere because she takes forever to get out of the car, get in the store ect.. soo anyways, we were all in Kaufmanns, then I went to change Gabrielles diaper in the rest room. When I came back out, Jim was walking towards me. I was so suprised! He was like "I was looking for you." I was like "Awww." We walked around for a little bit, then went back into Kaufmanns, and went to look at the baby things. Jim and I bought Gabrielle the prettiest dress for Christmas. It was on sale for like $11.00- It's pink dress with little beige bows all over it, with a beige onesie underneath it. Soo cute. Anyways, when we were on our way out Jim ran to his car he was like "I got you something." I thought it was just like a pack of gum or something; I didn't really think much about it.. but he pulled out this big bunch of flowers.. [they were the ones that I said I liked when we stopped at Giant Eagle the other day..] and he bought them for me.. I like started tearing up, he's so cute. He always knows how to make me smile. <3

Ahhh.. I love him so much. :-P

Anyways, when we got home I went up my Aunt Loraines house for a little bit.. I watched CSI and Law & Order SVU with Sam. Then we came home.

Well.. that was my day. <33

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 19 November :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: snow patrol - run

I went totally quiz crazy..
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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 18 November :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: ditzy

i had a great time today.

<3 i'm very happy.. for once.

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 18 November :: 12.25pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: blink 182 - always

i got into another fight with my mom last night.. well i guess the question should be more like "when don't i get into a fight with her?" she's such a bitch sometimes. nothing's ever good enough. i'm so tired of it.

whatever, i don't even want to think about it anymore, i'll just get into a bad mood.

so anyways, since jim works midnight, i get to spend the days talking to him and such. he's coming to get me today around 2:00. i got my aunt loraine to watch my sisters for me for a few hours. i'm so happy! :-P the whooooooole day with my 2 babies. :) speaking of which, gabrielle just woke up- i have to go.

<3

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 17 November :: 1.32pm

You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anyway from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


<3 you.

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 16 November :: 9.28pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: green day - boulevard of broken dreams

so yesterday i went to my babe's house. my sisters went to, 'cause my mom doesn't trust me anymore.. haha. anyways, we watched some movies, and just hung out.. my mom like flipped out when she found out jim came to pick us up; i thought i wouldn't be allowed to go over there again, but she didn't say anything today. anyways, we all got home around 9:00. i had a good time, it definitly lifted my spirts to be allowed to go over there.

earlier yesterday [at 9:45 am] i had an apointment with WIC. i got some checks for formula for gabrielle. they weighed her.. she weighs 13 pounds and 7 1/2 ounces! holy crap! she is 23 inches long.. she grew an inch since she was born. i can't believe how big she is getting.

jim and i's 2 year anniversary is on the 29th. <3

oh, i don't go back to school until december 6th.. and i weigh 145. [i lost 3 pounds in 2 days?? i got weighed at my doctors apt. on the 15th and i got weighed again yesterday] hmmm.. i don't look any thiner.. i actually look like a whale. haha.

yeah.. i'm feeling a lot better than i was yesterday. i was so worried about my mom not letting me see jim again. i have a lot of mood swings anymore. haha, can you say bipolar?

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 15 November :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: gwen stepthani - what are you waiting for

i'm not okay.. i promise.

quizes..
Read more..

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 15 November :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: upset

You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
til you get off my case

No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied

This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 15 November :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: happy

soooo.. jim's here. :-D yes, i'm happy. yes, i'm excited. yes, my mom is letting me see him. no, i don't know why.

i'm going over his house for a few hours.. i'll update when i get back! be happy for me!

<3

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 14 November :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: lonely

*sigh*

lets xx hug (9:32:53 PM): i miss you
pouncer was here (9:33:52 PM): i miss you too baby

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xxinterrupted

:: 2004 14 November :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: helpless

whatever, i feel so helpless. i hate being caught in the middle. i can't do anything without hurting one or the other. i wish things would just be how they used to be.

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squishylover

:: 2004 13 November :: 10.38pm

Theres a fine, fine, line.
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.

There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.

And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...

There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...

There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

-Chasmin-

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