This is your life, is it everything you wish it would be?

:: 2004 8 November :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the house of mouse on tv.

please vote!
i re-did my journal again.. VOTE!!! tell the truth, there's no way i know who voted!

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musicalbabe

:: 2004 8 November :: 12.44am
:: Mood: exhausted

WE'RE A SWEEPSTAKES BAND!!
screenname: marching band is, like, totally taking over your life.
screenname: omigod

And that's from one of the youth group councilors at my church. LOL!

WE'RE A SWEEPSTAKES BAND!! WHOOO!!!

(That means that we beat all of the 1A, 2A, and 3A bands!! Ummm, which means that we beat every band with 100 members or less!)

Oh, and my group for the WLH presentation is awesome. We spent like 4 hours planning our presentation today--and worked for about 30 minutes. Haha!

Oh, and I'd appreciate it if you didn't give me grief about not doing certain things. (i.e. horseback riding lessons, church parties/functions/rehearsals/services, plays, etc.) I'm only one person. I can't do everything. Currently, marching band is my life, and I will do everything possible to spend as much time with my marching band friends while it lasts. I apoloize for my lack of attendance at anything non-marching band related.

jus4fun06

:: 2004 7 November :: 11.10am
:: Mood: no other way to put it, happy

the contrastign of the tired trees never made the sky so blue...
today is such a nice day. the sky is cloudless. i looked out my window as i lay in bed and i see this tree. the leaves are a golden brown. through them, you can see the sky peeking out. the contrast makes the site quite lovely. i personally like the golden yellow trees that really stand out against the sky. it makes me have hope of finding good in this world. i plan to go to the movies today. im hoping that may be a very plesant experience. ill get to see him. happiness.

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:: 2004 6 November :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Law and Order SVU

so bored.
Yesterday Jim came over.. he stayed for a few hours.. we watched The Day After Tomorrow or something like that. He left around.. uhhh- 3:30 am or so. I don't really remember. Today was boring- I didn't do anything.. so here are some quizes. I'm very bored anymore. Nothing good to write about.

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:: 2004 5 November :: 9.02pm

House on Pooh corner
Christopher Robin and I walked along
Under branches lit up by the moon
Posing our questions to Owl and Eeyore
As our days disappeared all too soon
But I've wandered much further today than I should
And I can't seem to find my way back to the Wood

So help me if you can
I've got to get back
To the House at Pooh Corner by one
You'd be surprised
There's so much to be done
Count all the bees in the hive
Chase all the clouds from the sky
Back to the days of Christopher Robin and Pooh

Winnie the Pooh doesn't know what to do
Got a honey jar stuck on his nose
He came to me asking for help and advice
And from here no one knows where he goes
So I sent him to ask of the Owl if he's there
How to loosen a jar from the nose of a bear

It's hard to explain how a few precious things
Seem to follow throughout all our lives
After all's said and done I was watching my son
Sleeping there with my bear by his side
So I tucked him in, I kissed him and as I was going
I swear that the old bear whispered
"Boy welcome home"

Believe me if you can
I've finally come back
To the House at Pooh Corner by one
What do you know
There's so much to be done
Count all the bees in the hive
Chase all the clouds from the sky
Back to the days of Christopher Robin
Back to the ways of Christopher Robin
Back to the days of Pooh

Good song

-Chasmin-

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:: 2004 5 November :: 12.19pm

funny convos.. more will be added all the time.. i need somewhere to keeep them, 'cause they make me laugh.
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:: 2004 5 November :: 6.37am

Gah you all know me the animal lover so throughout here you will find randomly placed animals...click on the pengin (yes pengin) it's fun.

adopt your own virtual pet!

-Chasmin-

Old and busted

:: 2004 5 November :: 6.30am
:: Mood: Anti-social
:: Music: Here comes the sun

Hehe cool test

I AM 42% ASSHOLE/BITCH!
I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.
Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com

-Chasmin-

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:: 2004 5 November :: 12.38am
:: Mood: tired.. but i can't sleep

I AM 59% ASSHOLE/BITCH!
I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck �em.
Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com

yay.. everyone take this test, and leave a note with your results! yayyyyyyy.. wow, i'm bored.

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:: 2004 2 November :: 8.53pm
:: Mood: Tear

Oh yah Bush won...what excitement...what joy...I am so thrilled. Lets see what crap we will go through now.

-Chasmin-

:: 2004 4 November :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: ::grumble::
:: Music: Nobody's heart

Ebookman
Ok so Ryan has been hanging out alot with these two girls Janina, and Betty. Janina he's teaching how to skate, and Betty he's known for a long time. I've gotten so jelous over this whole thing, cause of just him spending time with them. I hear from people that they see him with the two all the time. God it hurts. I see them both and I can't even like them even if I wanted to. I can be civil but I don't like them. I would love to have some attention from him, but I shouldn't want that because then it would be harder for me to get over him. I just wanted to scream in lunch when Janina and Betty were talking about Ryan and that damned dog doll. I hate when I get like this but jeeze, it hurts. I feel like they are just replacing me...which is true. It should be this way but the truth hurts. It's good that Ryan's life is better and everything is going good for him. In other words since we broke up everything has been better for him, maybe I was bringing him down. I know I should stop brooding over this but I can't help it. I try really hard, sometimes I can and I feel great then at other times I will just want to sit down and cry. Ryan didn't even remember my birthday anymore. When right before we broke up he was always going your birthdays coming up, the big day is coming up, what do you want? Now he's like when is it again? Oh yah. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I feel like my charecter in the play that I'm doing. Getting tossed away like a rag doll. I wish he was ready for a girlfriend, I wish he loved me still. But then again you should be careful what you wish for and is what I'm wishing for even something thats good for me? Gah and another thing, now that we split up his computer works! He's making profiles again! God....he stopped doing the profile thing for me so long ago...he stopped coming online. Now he's on all the time. Things are so different now, life is different.

-Chasmin-

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:: 2004 4 November :: 7.13pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: ciara feat. petey pablo - goodies

blah blah blah.. i've been thinking. what makes jim stay with me? i mean really..

i'm a bitch to him all the time, so is my mom. the other night i yelled at him for something so stupid.. okay? still he's nice to me and everything. i mean why would he want to be with me.. i have a baby. we'll it's his baby to, but he can leave any time he wants. i told him that.. we've definitly been through our rough times and i've "broken up" with him plenty of times.. but none of it ever lasted. he would always call back or come over and we'd make up. i don't know; maybe he really does love me.

<3

jus4fun06

:: 2004 4 November :: 2.09pm

. . . . . . ..::.:.::* wishing upon a star *::.:.::.. . . . . .
she doesnt mean to hurt him when she turns away. more than anything, she wants to hold his hand as she walks down the hall. when she looks past him its only for her friends. they think she doesnt pay enough attention towards them. they are the ones that were there before the boyfriend and they are the ones that will be there when he leaves. does it not make any more sense to give more attention to her friends than him? at night she calls him to talk and none of her friends. it balances itself out in the end, right? she doesnt want him to be hurt. it has only been a week. are they rushing things? expecting too much? so much goes unanswered.

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musicalbabe

:: 2004 3 November :: 6.53pm

...and about the election...
We had an awesome hour-long discussion in WLH today about the above topic. Of course, the class is mostly composed of intelligent, liberal individuals, who basically all have the same views on everything. A few of my favorite quotes (not word for word) from the conversation:

"I don't understand why America can't understand that the real importance is in the issues such as the economy, health care, and the war on terror. If people are voting based on "moral values", the majority of people aren't voting for what's best for the country. They aren't thinking about how their vote affects the rest of the world."

"Why is some man in a suit allowed to make decisions regarding a women's right to choose? He'll NEVER have to deal with that issue himself, and just because he personally feels a certain way about it doesn't give him the right to make the decision for all of us."

"I hope he REALLY fucks up, just so the rest of the world can be like, why did I vote for that idiot? Yeah, I just want him to fuck something up really badly, just so people have that realization."