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2007 14 December :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: pink floyd - animals
i really like this album a lot. i always have. and somehow it always helps me.
but it doesn't change the fact that i'm sitting in my apartment, now half-empty, waiting for nothing to happen; just as i have been for the past couple of days.
i got a C on my last abelard and heloise paper. my botany professor was not in her office, so i still don't know how i did on my mistletoe paper. i'm not very optimistic though. but i suppose i did alright on the exam, and that should help make up for it.
there's a bunch of cleaning to be done here, but i really don't want to do it.
i can't decide if i want to get out of here and escape from it all for awhile, or if i want to laze around and wallow in it. i don't have any good food here though. i really want some good food, some good company, and just something to make things different than they have been for the past week or so.
yep. and starving kids in africa want food. but just because you want something, doesn't mean you'll get it.
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2007 13 December :: 1.23pm
exams are over. the semester is over. nearly twenty-one years of my life are over. nearly 2008 years have passed since the institution of that which is currently referred to as the common era.
and mostly i'm just tired. i'm sexy, sitting here with my shirtless, pajama-pantsed self, waiting for the next thing to happen. mostly, i'm just trying to figure out what that next thing is, and what i need to do to prepare for it.
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and you know what the worst part is? i'm more than halfway done with college (62.5%, to be exact), and yet i feel as though i'm almost farther from my destination now than i was when i started. i know that's not true, but that's how it feels.
and i know that in the end it'll be over faster than i ever could have realized, and i'll wish it wasn't gone. but right now it just seems so oppressive and eternal, and - horribly - completely useless. i can't help but have this notion that i'm going to graduate and get some job that i could have gotten with a high school diploma, that has nothing at all to do with my major, and be utterly content for all of existence.
i suppose it's not a bad ending. but there's a very expensive extra half-decade thrown in there somewhere.
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2007 13 December :: 12.16pm
This is the seventh time I've watched it, in about a week.
And counting!
<3
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2007 11 December :: 9.13am
:: Mood: Tired
"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
-Marilyn Monroe
Thank you Chrissy
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2007 11 December :: 12.04am
:: Mood: flusterated
:: Music: our refrigerator
my terrible memory
i feel like someone wanted to hang out tomorrow night, but i don't remember who. there's also the german club christmas party happening at the same time.
and i have my two "hard" exams.
sometimes i suck at life, just a little. it's not like hardcore suckage, it's more along the lines of moderate.
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2007 10 December :: 1.05am
i just turned in the shittiest paper in the world. via email. half an hour late.
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yep. pretty sure i just nabbed myself a C in botany.
on the plus side, i should do semi-okay everywhere else.
that and i don't have to write any more fucking papers for at least a month.
no really, the shittiest. in the world. paper.
Edit:
1 - i'm enjoying the sudden popularity that my journal has been experiencing. i think it has something to do with a general increasing trend in the overall woohu traffic.
2 - emo philips is currently on my journal header. i like it.
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2007 8 December :: 3.05pm
There's a penny on the ground, and it's sporting a frown while it's raining outside.
There's another one around, facing neither up nor down, because it is worth two points.
if you were playing horseshoes.
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2007 6 December :: 12.45pm
Two updates in one day?!! BLASPHEMY!!
I love it. =]
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2007 6 December :: 11.26am
It's hard to argue when,
You won't stop making sense.
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2007 5 December :: 1.56am
so...
... it's 2am, and there's this guy standing outside of my apartment building, winging a nunchuk around in the snow.
i just thought it was odd. kids are fucking crazy sometimes.
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