fearthainn
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2005 13 May :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Old School Hollywood - System of a Down
System's new stuff is awesome, I suggest you all listen to it.
I've just downloaded two new songs.. the one I'm currently listening to, "Old School Hollywood", and also, "Sad Statue", both are incredible.
Counting down the days 'til their album comes out, which would now be 4.
There isn't much to say.. I'm just glad it's the weekend.
I'll be taking some new pictures tonight, ask if you'd like to see them.
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fearthainn
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2005 13 May :: 2.40pm
Toby's Birthday!
Happy Birthday Toby!
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Jaganshi
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2005 12 May :: 4.29pm
This is all such a waste.
My mother is making me leave the house at night when they go to bed. I have to go out to my room now no matter when they retire. Don't get me wrong, I like living in the pool house. But I can't be online at night now without making a huge production out of it, and she bitches if I'm 'on that computer all day just like Mitch. I fucking hate that computer. All he ever does is play that game and I never see him and nothing ever gets done and I'm so fucking sick and tired of it." This goes on for another ten minutes until she gets tired, has something else to do or finds something else to bitch about.
Also, she bitches if I go out to my room to play final fantasy. That should tell you how hard up I am for effective escapism up here. Mindless repetitive leveling-up is preferable to anything else going on.
This is just such a waste. Where are those people who enjoy their vacations? Where are those people who look forward to going home from school so they can relax? Where are these people and why aren't any of them me?
We went shopping for food yesterday for four hours. Four hours of her bitching, both of them dithering about and Mitch wandering off because he doesn't want to be around her any more than I do. That kind of shit just drains the life right out of me. People wonder why I forgo emotions up here. I just don't have the energy for any of it. This is the kind of thing that saps the will to live right out of me until I'm just waiting for something to happen. Waiting for a good day, waiting for an open argument at least, waiting to be hit by a car. Anything.
Such a waste.
5 punched that stupid owl in the face
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how many licks to get to the tootsie pop center?
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fearthainn
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2005 45 May :: 5.33pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Burning - Darude
I was exhausted last night, and still am today.. I think I know what I'm doing tomorrow, as there is a half day.. Sleeping! That sounds wonderful.
Ahh, I love Darude.. well, most techno, actually. Yeah, go ahead, mock me for loving techno.. as I know most of you are "too cool" for it.
Anyway, I had to write a 500 word essay yesterday, on "why I should not leave my homework at home".. Well, the reason was because I didn't think to turn this diagram in on time, and my teacher said it was the only way I could turn it in.. and I cannot afford to not turn it in. *shrugs*
In German class I watched a movie on the Autobahn, I thought that was pretty neat. Oh and Sye, I saw the same model car on it, that you just got! :) I also thought that was pretty cool.
Other than that.. there's nothing.
I'm tired, and off to lie around.
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fearthainn
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2005 9 May :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: angry
It seems that people have things to say to me?
Well, everybody, if you've got something to say I would rather you come to me and say it.
I make new friends, just to get talked about later.
I get talked about by people whom I've never spoken to.
Deceitful, contradicting, hypocritical whore?
That's the best one yet.
- - - Edit - - - 8:46 pm
Well, I'm not as angry as I was earlier.
So, while I'm in a decent mood I figured I'd update..
Today has been full of nothing really, well, nothing woohu-worthy I should say. So I suppose I could just ramble on about my day..
- Went to school, finished a homework assignment during lunch.. if I wouldn't have done that I would have gotten killed. Seriously.
- Came home, got online and talked to Sye and Leesh. By the way, I think you all should read Sye's woohu.
Alicia and I are definitley hardcore, with her cargo jeans, and our multiple guns.
- And as for the rest of the night I shall be finishing my homework, and taking a shower.
Oh and, I'm going to actually try and go to bed on time tonight, so I won't be late to first hour for about the 100th time this year.
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fearthainn
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2005 8 May :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Disarm - Smashing Pumpkins
My weekend was awesome.
On Friday, Alicia's dad picked me up.. and we headed back to her place for a bit, then we went to the fireworks early to talk with people and such. The fireworks were cool, as they always are.. right after they finished it started to rain, so Alicia and I danced in it. Then Jesus walked us home. (and to clarify that, Jesus is one of Alicia's friends.)
On Saturday, we got up pretty late. After finally getting ready for the day, we went out to Meijers.. where we wandered around, and Alicia nearly broke my nose. After Meijers, we went out to chinese. We then went back downtown only to walk back to the park and sit by the fountain, although it was still a good time.. Alicia, I don't even want to post about the damn purple dinosaur. *cringes*
Today, we got up.. then went to Alicia's grandmas for a bit, back to Alicia's then my brother picked me up, for I had to go to a get together, as it's Mothers Day.
Annd that was my weekend.
Sye - I missed you this weekend.. a lot. I owe you a lot of talking-time, I'm planning to be online tomorrow, most of the night. :)
I love you.
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fearthainn
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2005 5 May :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: Dream Theater - Endless Sacrifice
I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make me whole
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Pain
It saddens me to know
The helplessness you feel
Your light
Shines on my soul
While a thousand candles
Burn
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Over the distance
We try to make sense
Of surviving together
While living apart
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I.. really have nothing to say of today.
I'm just.. I don't know.
Tomorrow will be better, as I'm going to Alicia's.
Sye - I hope to talk to you before I leave tomorrow.
If I don't, I'll email you.
I've nothing more to say.
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fearthainn
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2005 4 May :: 10.53pm
My CD's were finally returned to me today.. and what do I do? Yep, that's right, I leave them in Carl's car. I've been waiting for a week to listen to them. Agh.
Anyway, I believe I've finished all of my homework for the night.. which is in fact, a first in a long time. 'Cause really, I don't care. As long as I'm not failing, I'm fine with missing a few assignments. So, that throws Science out of that category. I need to work my ass off in that class, or I'll be retaking a semester of it next year.
I'm off to bed.
I'll update tomorrow.. maybe about something eventful?
Nah, most likely not.
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fearthainn
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2005 3 May :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Famous last words - Zeromancer
Updating for Sye.
Today, Carl and I had quite the adventure..
She and I were waiting for her grandpa to come and pick her up. Well.. he didn't come, didn't come.. so, she calls her grandma asking if he had left yet, he had, and would be coming soon. Several minutes later, we see his car going by and he doesn't turn into our school, but he keeps going and turns into the highschool parking lot. Carl calls her grandma back, and asks if he has his cell.. our luck, he didn't. So, we ran all the way over there.. and no, it isn't neccasarily far, but it was freezing and our backpacks felt like they were filled with bricks. Buut in the end I got a ride home, so it was fine. :)
Today in science class, we were doing this "expiriment" with a garbage bag and a vacuum.. where you have to get into the bag and then have all the air sucked out.. yeah, it was odd. I didn't want to do it, though.. it kind of creeped me out. Heh.
This coming weekend I am going to the fireworks with Alicia, in Holland.
I haven't been to them in years, it's going to be awesome!
I suggest you all go and read Sye's post. It made my day. :)
Oh and Sye, I love you more. ;)
and.. it seems that I can't spell "update".
Face x Head: I was finishing up, ipdating.
Face x Head: updatin*
Face x Head: damn
Face x Head: updating**
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jaganshi
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2005 30 April :: 7.13pm
Soul Caliber II!
I beat the game for the first time. With Ivy.
I've never beaten a video game before. *beams*
6 punched that stupid owl in the face
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how many licks to get to the tootsie pop center?
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2005 28 April :: 9.56pm
I'll be spending eight weeks this summer at an NSF-funded archaeological field school. They only chose 14 people, and they picked me.
Also nice is the $300/week stipend. 300x8=2400. That's a lot of money to take off of next year's college costs. That may just save my ass. It might get me ahead enough that if I keep my wits about me, I can stay ahead of my bills.
Fantastic. Also, Strawtown, IN is a hell of a lot closer to Dayton than MI is. Closer to Brian=good.
4 punched that stupid owl in the face
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how many licks to get to the tootsie pop center?
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fearthainn
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2005 28 April :: 5.53pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Nightwish - Nemo
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Ich werde auf Sie warten.
Keine Materie die Zeit.
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I'm hopefully going to Carl's tomorrow afterschool.. not really sure if I'm spending the night, or if I'll just be at her house for awhile. I obviously need to call her and get things planned out. I'm such a procrastinator.
Oh and, Brittney hasn't decided to give my cd's back yet. I am pissed. I have about 50 cd's in that case, and I'm not willing to let them be in her possession much longer. Agh, it gets me angry just thinking about it.
well, *opens schedule* I have a date to plan.
I'll update later.
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fearthainn
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2005 27 April :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Ohne dich - Rammstein
Two lovers divided by a sea of obstacles
Though their love is strong,
the barriers are set high
He promises he'll come for her,
and to this makes her cry.
Written by Alicia.
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2005 27 April :: 5.18pm
:: Music: Darude - Sandstorm
I went to Carl's little sister's D.A.R.E graduation today afterschool. You did awesome, Steffie!
After she was done reading her awesome essay (That Carl wrote, by the way) She had to go and hold a sign up outside, so Carl and I decided to tag along.. well, we were just standing there.. but then.. there was this massive kid, and I mean the fattest 5th grader I have ever seen, walked past us. You can call me rude or whatever you will, but if you saw this kid you would think the same. ask Carl, she'll tell you too.
On to another subject..
Alicia and I were talking today, and we were discussing things we did when we were younger. I thought about one time when I was at Meijer with my mom, I was about.. 5 or 6? but anyway, we were by the frozen foods.. and I decided that I wanted to stick my tongue on the freezer. Yeah, wrong move. I couldn't get it off, so my mom is running to get warm water, as all these people are staring at me and what not. Finally after waiting for a period of time, I just ripped it off.. of course it was bleeding everywhere and my mom was angry with me for doing so.. but c'mon, she was taking forever.
Just thought I'd share that story with you all, for I had nothing else to update about.
That's it for now.
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jaganshi
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2005 24 April :: 10.26pm
For Caro
Love gives you wings. It makes you fly. I don't even call it love. I call it Geronimo. When you're in love, you'll jump right from the top of the Empire State and you won't care -- screaming 'Geronimo' the whole way down.
how many licks to get to the tootsie pop center?
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