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2005 19 March :: 3.23pm
Sore wa... himitsu desu.
Brian and I talk about my icon
He thinks my icon is.... something. All I know is I enjoy it and he hasn't told me to stop using it. =^.^=
Arch mage144: How would you feel if I did something like that with a picture of you?
Lithaladhwen: Depends.
Lithaladhwen: which picture would you use?
Arch mage144: ...I don't know, this is hypothetical. One that looks good.
Lithaladhwen: Would I be topless?
Arch mage144: I wouldn't share those photos.
Lithaladhwen: As long as you couldn't see anything.... and the photo was flattering... Hell I'd probably use it.
Arch mage144: *thud*
Lithaladhwen: *sparkle*
Arch mage144: You sparkle alright.
Lithaladhwen: If I had a digital camera.....
Lithaladhwen: you'd see.
Arch mage144: ...
Lithaladhwen: I would make such icons..........
Arch mage144: ...is that all you'd do with it?
Lithaladhwen: What I'd do with the camera...
Lithaladhwen: is...
Lithaladhwen: a secret.
Arch mage144: *thud*
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Jaganshi
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2005 19 March :: 1.17pm
I had a conversation with my Korean cab driver today about how capitalist societies like America leave poor people behind. Also about teen pregnancy, but mainly about the cost of education being overlooked in favor of faulty economic plans.
I ranted about the Establishment with a cabbie. ^_^
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jaganshi
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2005 18 March :: 4.16pm
Well, done with my interview now.
I don't know hot it went; I can never tell. We got along fine, but then I can get along with anyone if I really try.
So...
I guess I'll find out at the middle/end of May when I have my final interview. (This is probably why they won't hire me. My interview process is not as smooth and sexy and we would all like. They insist it's no problem, however, so I'll go with that.)
Board RP continues! I'm still excited!
4 punched that stupid owl in the face
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fearthainn
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2005 17 March :: 2.58pm
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Passive
"Dead as dead can be," my doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him, ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don't play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, "You disappoint me,"
Maybe you're better off this way.
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I had a sport's physical today.. yeah, no fun. Then they found that I hadn't had my tetanus, nor my hepatitis B shots.. in about.. well, a while. So they decided to give them to me there. Well you see, I've never had a problem with needles, and all of a sudden when she brought that huge needle out, I freaked. So, she tried to do it right away, and I quick moved and said "what are you doing!?" so she just backed away.. after about 5 minutes of me sitting there staring at that needle, I could see she was a bit irratated, and she then tried to do it again.. which was a failure. So she finally said after about 10-15 minutes " If you don't let me do this, I'm going to get some people in here to hold you down." So, yeah finally I got both done. It was odd though, I can't believe I was that creeped out by it, 'cause I'm usually okay with needles. Then she asked me if I would keep some sort of diary of when I have headaches, so I'm supposed to do that.. then go back next month some time for that and another shot. *shudder*
Carl and Toby- Sorry I couldn't do anything today, we're doing something next thursday for sure. Maybe even a sleepover on friday? :)
Today I was thinking, and whoever invented fettucini alfredo is god! seriously. I really don't know why I was thinking about it, yet I was. I was also thinking about how I want to have a tea party.. yeah, I think that would be awesome. Anyone up for it? I sure am.
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fearthainn
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2005 16 March :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: HIM - The Sacrament
I feel you breathe so far from me.. I feel your touch so close and real.
I hear you weep so far from me
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
My weak prayers are not enough to heal
Oh the ancient wounds so deep and so dear
The revelation is of hatred and fear..
Oh, that song is.. indescribably brilliant.
I just finished watching the best movie of all time, yeah you should know. And if you don't I'll kick you in the shin. I'm serious.
Hopefully I'm hanging out with Carl and Toby tomorrow. Just.. we haven't talked about where we want to go yet. :/ so uh, yeah.
Anyway, I am off to call Carl and Toby to get things sorted out.
..You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you.
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2005 16 March :: 3.21pm
| You scored as Chaotic Good. A Chaotic Good person is someone who has little intrinsic respect for laws or authority, seeing them as insufficient to sustain what's right. These people work according to their own moral compass which, while good, is not necessarily always aligned with that of society. Despite their chaotic tendancies, these people are good at heart.
Chaotic Good | | 75% | Chaotic Evil | | 65% | Neutral Evil | | 60% | Neutral Good | | 60% | True Neutral | | 55% | Lawful Neutral | | 45% | Chaotic Neutral | | 40% | Lawful Evil | | 40% | Lawful Good | | 30% |
What is your Alignment?
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jaganshi
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2005 14 March :: 11.40pm
Well, I'm feeling a lot better about this break than I was a few days ago. Friday night I was really torn up about it. But, as Spock teaches... pain is a thing of the mind. The mind can be controlled.
I applied for several summer jobs today, and will canvass the local mall tomorrow. Friday I have two more to handle. This should put me where I want to be goal-wise for apps.
I also have a new gmail account, and I do think I like it.
In RPish news, I'm finally getting around to a sketch of my latest character. (Latest to RP, but she's one of the characters I made over Christmas break, so she's been around a little while.) It's a little more anime-style than most of my other drawings, simply because it's too small to work in the amount of detail I prefer to include. At any rate, when she's finished, I'll let you guys know. It will be on my DeviantART with the others.
I'm proud of my characters. I've neatly avoided the angsty bishounen stereotype as best I can. My characters do not brood or angst if there's any way around it. Usually there is.
I'm trying to cover as many D&D alignments as possible and still roleplay the characters well. It's a little difficult to roleplay a chaotic neutral character, but once you've done lawful evil, chaotic good and true neutral, it's the logical next step.
I'm considering getting involved in at least one board RP this summer. RPGWW (my choice forum of consistent awe-inspiring RP) has pretty high standards, and I'll be interested to see where my characters fit in with the existing population.
Anyway, enough rambling about my characters I suppose. You probably don't want to hear any of the specifics. Just thought it had been a while since I'd rambled for you fine folk.
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2005 11 March :: 10.06pm
The time before I have to go up to my parents' house is always the hardest. All I can think about is how tired I am of being lonely and separated from everything I care about. I hate that I have no choice. I have to go because I need a place to stay this summer.
But I hate it. This is the time before I've resigned myself to it, when I feel most separated from Brian... like a child locked out.
I'll sleep in our bed alone tonight. Then I won't see him tomorrow. Or the day after. I won't be able to call him either, since I don't have a calling card. I technically can't use IM.
I'm tired of being alone. I don't want it anymore. I know once I get up there I'll realize how stupid this all is, how little it all matters. Once I get home I won't be capable of hating anything.
Suffice it to say, I miss Brian and it's only been a few hours. I've gone longer without seeing him when I'm working. But at least then I knew I could go back to my room with him and that everything would be okay as long as he was there to make me happy. Now... I can't see the reason why. I'm leaving him for a week and I don't feel like I have a good reason to be so unhappy again. I don't want to go back.
Could you on this fair mountain leave to feed,
And batten on this moor?
I hate it. I hate being there, and I hate the person I have to be just so that I can stay here. I hate myself when I'm there, and there's nothing anyone can do about it. It doesn't do me any good to care.
For the next week, consider me as good as dead.
Have a lovely spring break everyone. I'll see you next Sunday. I'm leaving someone else in my place until then. She can deal with all this foolishness.
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2005 11 March :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Godsmack - Awake
'Guess it's time to update.
Well, today.. was just one of those days. You know, where you've got a headache and everyone says the wrong things and it just pisses you off.. The only good thing about today is the fact that it is a friday, and I don't have to wake early in the morning. *sigh of relief* I haven't been getting a lot of sleep lately so it'll be nice.
Carl was gone today.. I missed you, Carl! And I am sorry that things aren't going to work out this weekend.. I thought we were going to be getting together today, and I have a concert that I am going to on saturday so that won't work either. :(
I will most likely not be updating this weekend, for I will be at Alicia's house on saturday.
That is all.
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2005 8 March :: 1.38pm
I might foam at the mouth, but just present me with some little toy, give me a cup of tea with sugar in it, and I shouldn't be at all surprised if I calmed down completely, even be deeply touched, though afterwards I should most certainly snarl at myself and be overcome with shame and suffer from insomnia for months. That's the sort of man I am.
You see, people who know how to avenge themselves and, generally, how to stand up for themselves--how do they, do you think, do it? They are, let us assume, so seized by the feeling of revenge that while that feeling lasts there is nothing but that feeling left in them. Such a man goes straight to his goal, like a mad bull, with lowerd horns, and only a stone wall perhaps will stop him. (Incidentally, before such a stone wall such people, that is to say, plain men and men of action, as a rule capitulate at once. To them a stone wall is not a challenge as it is, for instance, to us thinking men who, because we are thinking men, do nothing; it is not an excuse for turning aside, an excuse in which one of our sort does not believe himself, but of which he is always very glad. No, they capitulate in all sincerity. A stone wall exerts a sort of calming influence on them, a sort of final and morally decisive influence, and perhaps even a mystic one. . . . But of the stone wall later.) Well, that sort of plain man I consider to be the real, normal man, such as his tender mother nature herself wanted to see him when she so lovingly brought him forth upon the earth. I envy such a man with all the forces of my embittered heart. He is stupid--I am not disputing that. But perhaps the normal man should be stupid. How are you to know?
-Dostoevsky "Notes From The Underground"
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2005 7 March :: 6.01pm
:: Music: HIM - Borellus
So, I am trying to decide which art course I should take at Kendall, and I need some opinions from whoever is willing. The three I have narrowed it down to are..
1) Digital Drawing & Painting
2) Introduction to Photography
or
3) Painting with Oils
Comment with your input.
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