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:Name:
Stefanie

:Sex:
FEMALE

:Race:
white

:Age:
14

:Zodiac Sign:
Cancer

:From:
Ft. Myers

:Status:
Single

:Favorite Bands:
**The Motion City Soundtrack, Rufio, the Early November, The Starting Line, Taking Back Sunday, Matchbook Romance, The Used, New Found Glory and Brand New**

 

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 4 April :: 11.29am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: toxix -britney spears

i am an indie snob!




How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.


indie snob?!?! huhhhh what?!?! crazyyy

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daisymae

:: 2004 3 April :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: SOUTHERN BAPTIST
:: Music: oh happy day- southern baptist edition(by lenny)

so what if we order both chinese and pizza? PLAYA WHAT
yay, my dearest lenny is over right now...sitting on my floor doing homework...loser. HEYYYY

so yeah...this morning was relaxing i went to the library and finished my book. i then walked all along the beach and just thought about things...i dont know if i resolved anything i was confused about but i think my priorities are a lot more...stable.

'i let myself fall into a lie
i let my wall come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i tryi dont know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands
tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain'

kind of new update:
so i just got home, 9:47, from the bell tower. i hung out with bear, rachel, and seamus...and lennile, of course.
ran into andrew as well, such a great time.

my day was fantastic. thank you all.

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 3 April :: 12.42pm
:: Mood: grr...pissed
:: Music: eh, some cooking show

[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : marissa
-- Birthday : nov 16th 1988
-- Birthplace : oceanside, NY
-- Current Location : east rockaway, NY
-- Eye Color : hazely
-- Hair Color : brown with blonde highlights
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : scorpio
-- Font : tahoma baby!


[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : anything really - rock,metal,punk
-- Cartoon : umm rocket power?
-- Color : red/black
-- Rose: i love red roses :)
-- Slushy Flavor : umm idk
-- Magazine : cosmopolitan (theres sex stuff in there)
-- TV Show : any day now,everwood,7th heaven
-- Song at the Moment: the reason (hoobastank)
-- Language : english (cause i can speak it)
-- Spice Girl : i dont really remember...
-- Food & Beverage : cheesy fries from outback and uhh diet coke
-- Subject in School : ummm lets say health issues
-- Weekend Activity : going to concerts
-- Ice Cream Flavor : cake batter w.crunch bar from coldstone :)
-- Roller Coaster : i dont like em

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : lol,brb,bbl,bbs
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : derek<3
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : eyes
-- The Best Name for a Butler : maxwell
-- The wussiest sport: not sure....
-- Your best feature : my hair
-- Your bedtime : umm i dont really have one
-- Your greatest fear : umm idk
-- Your greatest accomplishment : honor roll?
-- Your most missed memory : the cruise :)


[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King : mcdonalds
-- Single or group dates : single
-- Adidas or Nike : adidas
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : chicken fingers baby
-- Dogs or cats : cats, my cat
-- Rugrats or Doug : rugrats
-- Single or taken : taken
-- Monica or Brandy : i can't tell you, i dont really know
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : neither
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : fuck you with all your BS music
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : nesteaaaa
-- One pillow or two : one
-- Chocolate or vanilla : chocolate
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : hot chocolate
-- Cappucino or coffee : coffee
-- Boxers or briefs: boxers baby ;)

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : pretty much
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : yes i do :)
-- do you think you've been in love? : yes
-- Want to go to college? : uh huh
-- Like high school? : no, i hate it
-- Want to get married : yes i do
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : yeah i do
-- Believe in yourself? : not at all
-- Have any tattoos/where? : don't got any
-- Have any piercings/where? : 1 in each ear :)
-- Get motion sickness? : in elevators
-- Think you're a health freak? : not at all
-- Get along with your parents? : with my mom, but not with my dad at all
-- Like thunderstorms? : ah, they scare me!

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 23
-- Number and Names of Children : 2 adopted, shoshanna and ryan
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : college
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : just being with the man i love all night long <3
-- How do you want to die? : in my sleep
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : psychologist,radio broadcaster on like z100 would be fun too
-- What country would you most like to visit? : austrailia

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : blue
-- Best hair color? : dark brown
-- Short or long hair? : crew cut :)
-- Best height? : 5'6" or up
-- Best weight? : that doesn't matter to me
-- Best articles of clothing? : pants?
-- Best first date location? : walking around holding hands
-- Best first kiss location? : anywhere
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? : eyes

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : not too long ago
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : depending
-- What's on your mouse pad? : nothing
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 4
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 7
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : i have wood floors
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : NEVER, i loveeee my hair!
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : nothing really
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? if she was better than everyone else
-- Would you marry for money? : nope
-- Have you had braces? : nahhh
-- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : no, i have my signature triangle on my left eyebrow
-- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? : sometimes i dig my fingernails into my arm
-- Would you live without a computer? : no...lol
-- Do you drink enough water? : sometimes
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: not usually
-- What is your favorite fruit? : cherries, im addicted :)
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : wheat, cause thats what mommy buys
-- What is the last movie you saw? : i really couldn't tell you
-- Do you kiss on the first date? : sometimes...if it feels right
-- Are you photogenic? : not at all
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : i dream in both :)
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : acrylic tips with red polish!
-- Do you have any dimples? : dimples are only in the middle of your cheeks..no.
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : both
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: if im healthy, yeah
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : ummmm idk
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : salty - im a salt fiend
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : important? nahh
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : haha yeah
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : unless there extremely degrading to another person, yes
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off
-- Do you believe in magic? : yeahh
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : no but i have WEIRD ASS dreams
-- Do you like your nose?: haha, yeah im happy i didnt get the big jewish/italian nose that runs in my family
-- Do you think you can draw well? : nahh
-- Do you listen to music daily? : yeahh
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? : not really
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : over 10
-- Do you like your friends? : they wouldn't be my friends if i didnt like them

5 things that scare you:
1. dying
2. rapists
3. being in a car going really fast
4. the dark, sometimes
5. neat freaks

5 things that make you laugh:
1. idiots
2. my friends
3. people who are dickasses to you and then try to be your friend
4. prank phone calls
5. me- lmfao

5 things you love:
1. my friends
2. metal music
3. concerts
4. my cell phone
5. derek<3

5 things you hate:
1. when CDs skip
2. when people are mean
3. when people steal things
4. boy bands
5. the snow

5 things you don't understand:
1. depression
2. suicide
3. my life
4. why people steal
5. cliques

Right now you are:
1. talking to corey on the phone, ughh
2. talking to matt on the computer
3. being mad
4. thinking
5. loving derek <3

please fill out the entry before this :(

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stefoffanie

:: 2004 3 April :: 9.35am

whatever.........bitch

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 3 April :: 1.16am
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: some TV show i dont know

1. Your name (optional):
2. What You Think About Me:
3. Am I one of your friends?:
4. Am I nice to you?:
5. HONESTLY do you think I'm Hot, Pretty, Cute, OK, Ugly, Disgusting?:
6. Do you ever think about me off line?:
7. What do you like best about me?:
8. What annoys you most about me?:
9. Two words to describe me:
10. Do you notice a strange habit I have?:
11. What is the nicest thing I have done for you?:
12. When you hear my name what do you think of?:
13. What is my best feature?:
14. What person do you picture me with?:
15: Where do you think we'll be in 10 years?
16: Do we spend a lot of time together? If so, what was one of the best times we've ever had together?

Opposite Sex
17. Would you ever go out with me?
18. Would you ever kiss me?
19. Would you ever take a trip to a deserted island with me?

Put an 'X' or a remark for Each one that Refers to Me
20. Outgoing -
21. Shy -
22. Caring -
23. Nice -
24. Sweet -
25. Mean -
26. Weird -
27. Crazy -
28. Smart -
29. Stupid -
30. Dark -
31. Bright -
32. Funny -
33. Freaky -

34. Say anything about me:


im lazy,fill this out...please?¿?

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daisymae

:: 2004 2 April :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: dreamy
:: Music: dashboard

so forget my last entry, i did hang out with nick tonight.

he called me around 6 and said he could hang out so i met him at barnes and noble around 8. we hung out and talked, and the essential part..coffee. its neat, i love that kid :)

i hope everyone had a spamtastic night.

sweeet dreams
-emily_

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 2 April :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: kinda happy
:: Music: cradle of filth

im in my new apartment :) most of our stuff is in here except that i don't have a bed or any furniture, lmfao. well, im really tired and my back is KILLING me. i have to hang my clothes up and stuff and blah blah blah. well, i hope that everyone's weekend is going well i will update when i actually have something to write about - I LOVE YOU GUYS!

->brian i love you, thank you for all the hard work you put in helping me move in :P xo <3

iheartderek<3

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daisymae

:: 2004 2 April :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: the wind

'the outline that i trace around the on that i call mine..'
okay, so it seems i am doing nothing tonight. thats fine i guess, everything happens for a reason..


...i hate seeing people crushed and hurt by those who should always be there. no one deserves the pain that they get, above all you. theres so much that people go through that if everyone understood a little bit more wouldn't happen. life is too amazing to spend being ignorant of peoples problems and feelings.

all i want is to see you smile.

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daisymae

:: 2004 2 April :: 11.57am
:: Mood: amused

lookat what i can do
Tell...
[Your Most Overused Phrase on AOL] lol
[Your Thoughts First Waking Up] winnie the pooh theme song...gotta get up gotta get going..lala
[Your Best Physical Feature] boobs, so im told
[Your Bedtime] haha like 9
[Curfew] nope
[Your Greatest Accomplishment] being happy
[Your Most Missed Memory] kissing a special person
[Your Most Embarrassing Moment] everyday of my life with cle
[Favorite Movie] walk to remeber :)
[Favorite Song] death cab for cutie-license and registration
[Type of Music] hardcore emo
[Guys or Girls] guys
[Coke or Pepsi] normal coke,diet pepsi
[McDonald's or Burger King] BK biatch
[Single or Group Dates] single
[Adidas or Nike] ahhh
[Chocolate or Vanilla] choc.
[Cappuccino or Coffee] Cappuccino
[Beach or Pool] i am a pale fucker
[Tall or Short] boy tall, me short
[Shoes or Slippers] converse[Staying Home or Going Out] home
[Night or Day] night

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daisymae

:: 2004 1 April :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: aroused
:: Music: eve 6, its stuck in my head

dani danced in leaves!
its windy out and it makes me smile really, really big.

me dani rj melody and then the rest of the class had a discussion on being bicurious haha it was amazing. then rj me and melody threw leaves in the wind and danison danced in them!

oh, bear and lil ashlie and others came to the libary, it was fantastic. i kiss you all.

after school lennile and i went to noble and barnes to get her a book and coffee yay. we saw the pretty...o0o my i must say *orgasms*. yes, and here i am.

'want to put my tender heart in a blender watch spin in to a beautiful oblivion.'

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daisymae

:: 2004 1 April :: 8.32am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: sounds of drama

haha im sitting on mr. smiths computer now..yup this class is truly amazing. muahah.

last night was so nifty!!! i love the chatroom nonsense, bear was there and lenny and lil ahslie one and louie and even fro. oh my it was entertaining.

The OC was intense last night...sheesh.

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daisymae

:: 2004 31 March :: 11.57am
:: Mood: fake

stuck
last night was teribble, so much is wrong that there aren't enough words to explain it. i'm sorry to whoever i burdened with my problems. i do thank you for listening though, it meant a lot to me.

i get the impression that i can't say or do anything right. if i talk to one person im ignoring another, if im friends with one im not with the other...i dont want to have to choose between anything that i love equally as much.

everyone i know is having problems. if i could take all of them away, feel them for myself id be happy. i just don't want my friends to hurt, none of them deserve the pain they get.

....you have no idea how much you hurt me everyday. i cant stand being near you because so much has changed. i wish id never met you,no ...i wish youd never met me. i wouldnt hurt you anymore then...and i wouldnt hurt either

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 30 March :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: the reason-hoobastank (its me and dereks song)

1) Using band names, spell out your name:
Maroon 5
A static lullaby
Rage against the machine
Incubus
Sepultura
Slayer
Atreyu

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?:
lol, i've tried
3) What song makes you cry?:
good charlotte - hold on

4) What song makes you happy?
the reason - hoobastank (because its me and dereks song)

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
anything really

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 4'10" and proud mofo
HAIR COLOR: dark brown with blonde highlights
SKIN COLOR: peachy?
EYE COLOR: hazel
PIERCINGS: my ears
TATTOOS: nahh

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: my bat mitzvah pants
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: until the day i die - story of the year
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: nada
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold :-/
HOW ARE YOU?: i heart derek, other then that ehh

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: not really...except in hospital elevators
HAVE A BAD HABIT?:yahh
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: most of the time

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: any day now
CONDITIONER: herbal essences
BOOK: frank mccourt (im in the process of reading it)
MAGAZINE: cosmopolitan
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: ice tea
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: skyy vodka and cranberry juice/mikes
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: parties,concerts,hang out with my friends
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: ummm lets say smile empty soul

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yeah
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeah
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yeah i have
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes, i have
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope, can't say i have
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: she knew, but yeah
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nope i haven't
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: lol deff
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeah, 8th grade was the last one
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: single...but i hope not to be soon cause he's amazing <3
GIRLFRIEND: never, im sorry
SEXUALITY: hetero baby
CHILDREN: i wanna adopt 2
CURRENT CRUSH: derek
BEEN IN LOVE?: yeah, and my heart was broken when he moved to florida :(
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: i miss joey <3
BEEN HURT?: yeah, i have plenty of times
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: going out with mafia man
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: umm no
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no, but i need one...you have one for me?
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: my mixtape of greenday,yellowcard,creed and hoobastank
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black, definitly black
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: being with my friends
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: derek
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: im not sure
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: honest caring people
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: go to concerts

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: the other day
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i dont remember
YOU GOT E-MAIL: yesterday
THING YOU PURCHASED: cake batter and crunch bar ice cream from coldstone
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: jerry springer
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: uhhh i dont remember

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: i dont really agree, but im kinda pro-choice
TEENAGE SMOKING: i haven't had a cigarette in 3 weeks, are you proud?
SPICE GIRLS: they were amazing
DREAMS: i have WEIRD ass dreams

i talked to derek today on the phone for a while and he played guitar for me and he called me to say goodnight. he is amazing. we decided today that hoobastank the reason is our song

dmbmustang8766: i love u 2 babi
->aw i definitly love this kid :)

i heart derek
i miss joey so much
i love bacci

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daisymae

:: 2004 30 March :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: talking

goodness i just have so much to do and it makes me crazy, i hate having all this homework. it makes me stressed as a crack whore.

i have so mch due tommorow its crazy.

lunch was funny today, aylssa was looking at peoples nipples with arielle...good times. lol good scientific study. ...mohawk boy is attractive beyond believe i want to rape him all over...you heard.

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daisymae

:: 2004 29 March :: 1.13pm
:: Mood: alone
:: Music: some movie

so i didn't go to school today. i didn't feel like dealing with you all.

i'm so fucking sick of me screwing everything up. why can't i do ONE thing right? its so fucking annoying. nothing i do or say, or try to do or say is enough. i don't want to know you anymore, i just hurt you....everyone i hurt everyone.

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stefoffanie

:: 2004 28 March :: 9.42pm

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

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interesting.....

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