Is it worth it can you even hear me

:: 2004 28 March :: 1.02pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: i hate everything about you- 3 days grace

Name:: Marissa
Nicknames?:: riss,rissa,mariss,riss-ma,lil pisster,pissa
Age:: 15
Birthday:: november 16
Where you living?:: new york
Height:: 4'10"
Weight:: ummmmm
Favorite Clothes:: jeans and a tshirt
Favorite Shoes:: etnies
Hair Color:: brown with blonde highlights
Eye Color:: hazel
Glasses?:: nah
Braces?:: nope
Piercings?:: in my ears
Tattoos?:: nopes
Choose or Lose
Morrissey or Marr?:: morrissey
Wendy's, Burger King or McDonalds?: wendys
New York or Los Angeles?: los angeles
Paper or Plastic?: plastic
1980s or 1990s?: 90's
Fruit or Veggies?: fruit
rock or rap?: rock
sun or moon?: moon
winter break, summer break or spring break?: spring break
Kerry or Bush?: kerry
good or bad?: bad
Now a bunch of giggling 10 year old girls run in
gay straight or what?: straight
describe who you want to be in a relationship with: derek<3
Describe your last ex: ummm flamer.
Now you name some favorites
Movie: schindlers list,gothika,jack,jawbreaker,shallow hal
Song: maroon5-this love
Band: korn,maroon5,something corporate,killswitch engage
TV Show: 7th heaven,any day now,everwood
Fast Food Place: wendys
Class at School or activity at work: activity at work
Cereal: cinnamon life
Now I ask you about ur friends: funny,nice,fun to be around
Whos your best friend?: sammi and jaymes
Name the first thing that comes to your mind when u hear...
dog: barking
trees: tall
dishes: dirty
Linkin Park: numb
Adobe: huh?
Paul McCartney: idk!
Hawaii: hot
Supply and Demand: toys?
Savings and Loan: moneyyyy
sex: guys
snow: white
past: is gone
regret: everything i've done
Mexico: pretty
drill: saw?

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:: 2004 27 March :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: ace of base - its a beautiful life

fun with the boys and then the girls
soo last night was aright. i went to dance then came home and took a shower and then brian,joelle,and eric came over and we chilled in my house for a little then they decided to go to taco bell so joelle drove us and then i went back home and i got a call from kristi and her,leslie,and paris came over and then we drank. it was fun, i lovvvvvve the boces girls sooo fucking much :)

well, saturday was shit - went to charlie browns for dinner then got some coldstone. took some things to the new apartment.

i ~~heart~~ you od

loserxdork

:: 2004 26 March :: 12.02pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: some airforce movie or something

im in school right now in the science room and my science teacher and charlie are in here. charlie is watching some airforce movie...heh. todays friday i have dance and then i dont know what else..hopefully something good

i have to start painting my new room and move in my shit

i love you all :)

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:: 2004 26 March :: 5.40am
:: Mood: dread
:: Music: dashboard

close lips another goodnight kiss is robbed of all its passion
i leave for Tampa today, gone all weekend again. stupid nonsense.

last night was pretty good, i played music trivian on the phone haha good times.

i'm attempting to do my bio homework which...isn't goin to well.

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:: 2004 25 March :: 6.20pm

'i never said i'd take this lying down'
never shall i forget that nocturnal silence which deprived me, for all eternity, of the desire to live. Never shall i forget those moments which murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to dust. Never shall i forget these things, even if i am condemned to live as long as God Himself. Never.

:: 2004 25 March :: 6.08pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: taking back sunday-you know how i do

today was intense.

all day me dani, RJ, kyle ann, alyssa, and loren worked on cinderlla. oh man it was lots of half naked people and my boobs not fitting into any dresses.

after school i played with my darling andrew and dani and maria and then convinced danison and melons to not go to lacross. me and dani alone spent 12 bucks on food from dairy queen. rock on my love. i then went to the lacross game whihc was...fun...yeah. then lenny drove me home and here i am.

i love that the first minute i getinto my house i'm already bitched at. you wonder why i stay in my room? figure it the fuck out

:: 2004 25 March :: 3.16pm

if you die right now i die too....

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:: 2004 25 March :: 11.00am

im in 4th period right now....yay...i came on hoping my buddy ahslie was on but she's not so there is no point in being on.....ok thats all bye bye....Dewitt is cool...

i <3 ray!! :P

~~~~Stef~~

:: 2004 24 March :: 9.34pm
:: Music: story of the year

my grandma is leaving the hospital tomorrow morning and then going into rehab.

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:: 2004 24 March :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: alanis morrissete - what if gd was one of us?

just a slob like one of us...
haven't updated in a while. my school had gym today LOL we only have 3 days of gym in my school. today we went out into the woods and we did 'project adventure' type things...it sucked soo bad. we stood on a log and i stood in between spencer and kevin and i swear kevin almost made me fall like 30 billion times..LOL we did some like big see-saw balancing shit, lol. ummm idk we're going out to climb the wall and do the high ropes (neither of which im doing) im not sure when. i have to hand in my economics project tomorrow. HOPEFULLY denise finished the poster part of it. if not im FUCKED bill will shoot me well, i hope all of you have a good weekend.

i ~~hate~~ love you <3

:: 2004 24 March :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: goldfinger-dunno

my motherly was being silly so i couldn't hang out with shoshi today. oh well, maybe next time.

linsey droved me to barnes and noble to get a book and coffee and we ended up goign to get food for me because im fat. we had a talk and we are all better now. i love my darling linsey and i hope we stay friends forever, thanx my love for our chat.

'you say that i'm the only one, the one your looking for. try and keep a straight face when you laugh.'

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:: 2004 24 March :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: um...
:: Music: Hoobastank-the reason

Ok so theres gonna be Tree climbing, frolicking ih the fields, a Bounce House, tu tu's, Donnie Darko, and a small T.V in a small room with a bunch of people who hate eachother..yay....can't wait..lol
Today was good, there is a new kid in my first and 5th period class, his name is dan and right when i saw him i was like hey lets go make friends with him so we did, and now we have a new friend, yayy!!he seems kinda shy but it was his first day and like 6 people bombarded him int he back of the room and started asking him all these questions..it was cool though

then at lunch they had the drug dogs which freaked me out, ahh and they had police and they put on a show trying to tell peopl not to do drugs, me ashlie annalou and danny got a kick out of that, we sat on the ground in the middle of the court yard and watched, it was fun.

In 6th and 7th we didnt have to go to class caus ewe went to the auditorium to see a presentation on drugs and such. it was really moving and sad :(. me and ashlie cried alot at the end, like forever and everyone was like are u ok,,, aww i love you ashlie!!!!!

then i got on the bus and went home, then got picked up in the middle of riding my bike home from my bus stop by my parents there like ahh we gotta go to your ortho appt. and i jumped in the car and off i went..

.....$160...ching ching, i had to get a new retainer cause i broke my old one, it has that new plastic taste, it kinda tastes alot like when u walk past the nail places in the mall and you smell that nasty acrilic smell well it tastes like that...um YuMmY!! not really...

.....Yes well i ahve to go caus emy annoyning little brother is kicking me off so he can play jump start kindergarten or some gay shit like that....i dunno what he does, whatever.

im out....

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:: 2004 24 March :: 5.50am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: eh

i close my eyes and even when im sleeping im alright because you were in my live, once upon a time.
i'm sorry for trying to solve things and settle my feelings. why i ever got involved in anything at all is my own fucking stupidity. there are some things i should know well enough to stay away from, people to stay away from. i guess everythings okay, as long as i was the only one hurt in the process. as long as everyone else is happy....thats all that matters, right.

:: 2004 23 March :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: eh

i really hate being stuck in the middle of something, ecspecially when its my fault in the first place.

i guess today was okay. nothing special or earth shattering... yeah.

:: 2004 22 March :: 9.28pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: blind side

Moose cakes
Spent the day with ray....took pictures, edited them they look soo cool, my new icon is one of them...thats about all, going to sleep soon :( schools tomorrow :( that sux alot!!!

Hmm im soo not looking foward to getting up at like 4:45 :( oh well i get to see my ashlie cakes yayy!! and everyone else

well thats all...

~*~Sleep~*~