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2004 22 March :: 3.42pm
:: Mood: pained
theres nothing to say. i feel trapped and suffocated by my own fucking stupidity. how could i ever think it was true? gr.
spring break is over, its been over for a while sort of. i didn't get to spend nearly enough time with a lot of people, my fault again.
i think things change too suddenly, the changes should really give us all a little bit of a warning.
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2004 21 March :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: hurt
'now son, why would you steal a snickers bar?' ...the nougat?
dani, you are so gay for thinking that movies sucked....fruitloop.
today was ...okay. we places 2nd, gayyyyy but oh well. tonight was good sort of. i went to the moies with the baby danison and ran into lou and nick and said hi then went away from that. we saw taking lives, oh my i jumped so much and dani didn't help the situation.
...im not mad, i promise. im just a little hurt and confused. i love you.
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2004 21 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: a static lullaby
11 days that grandmas been in the hospital :-/
soo friday i did nothing. saturday i went to look at two apartments and then we went out to eat and then after that i looked at one in east rockaway and we liked it even though its a tad out of our range. after that i went to visit my grandma in the hospital and we stayed there till about 9 and we came home, got white castle (yuck) and i called brian to find out that he was out already and he didn't call me because he didn't know my number! grrrr. well, i came home, talked to derek on the phone for alittle,watched
'camp cool' and room raiders 'maroon5' and then fell asleep. today i want to get my nails done and we have 2 apartments to see today. oyyy school tomorrow and i cant forget to type up my economics project
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2004 20 March :: 5.33pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: no
i got home about and hour ago. i tried calling linsey but she was a little distracted i guess. im assuming were still hanging out tonight? i hope so.
im tired but i slept for a whole hour so it makes me happy a little.
im just thinking about things, wondering how people feel. i guess asking some people how they feel would be smart, too bad im not smart.
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2004 20 March :: 7.43am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: a walk to remeber soundtrack :)
yesterday was nifty. i went shopping with my mom and bought fun items. I GOT A DONNIE DARKO SHIRT! yup, its amazing.
last night i hung out with nick, that boy is silly. he makes me smile though, ecspecially with his girl pants. :)
i sawed charlie and lenny! linseys hair looks amazing shes so hot. haha. tonight i chill with them both, hopefully i won't be to damn tired.
kisses to all,
emily
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2004 18 March :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: cruel
:: Music: lenny IMing me
yay. i thought tonight was going to suck teribbly but my buddy andrew came to the rescue.
he called me and we went to the noble and barnes and got coffee then walked to fridays where i ate a whole TEN fries harhar. we talked, its cool to hang out with that boy.
danison, i love you more then anything. you desreve nothing but the best. your family doesnt know you, they have no right to hurt you at all. im your family, im always here for you. i love you dani, forever and a day.
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2004 17 March :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: too late for that nonsense
thanx
LacrssJnky [10:54 PM]: I love you emily and always will goodnight
thank you andrew, it means a lot to me. i love everyone, kisses
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2004 17 March :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: jealous
:: Music: no
kickball was amazing! we actually played.
lenny picked me up at like 11:30 and then we went to go get the charles. we then proceeded to publix where we spent 50 bucks on food and what not, which is grand.
we got to the rutenburg at like 1 and played kickball for a while then got hot and ate...thats us. me and dani swung together she pushed me realy high!!!
i might head over to linseys later tonight, or hang out with my mom. dont know. bye lovelies
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2004 16 March :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: real world
holy shit i actually know him
You're a JEFF! Spastic yet very ambitious. You like
being in the crowd but if you can be in front
of it-you SO will. Your constituency loves you
but you will practice dirty politics.
Which Cypress Type are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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2004 16 March :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: american idol ha
lucky green men
was i the only one that didnt know its st. partricks day tommorow? ...it is...right?
so sore, so tired. baaaa.
im confused, tommorow is kickball picnic...wheres the food and ball coming from?! call me to tell me because im so lost
*EmIlY
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2004 16 March :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: creed
hmm...thinking about making my journal friends only
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2004 16 March :: 6.51am
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: nothing
i probably only have like 2 periods of school today because im going to the holocaust museum in glen cove. shiiiiit that reminds me of colin :-/ well, i'll update about the day later. hopefully someone wants to pick me up from school?
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2004 15 March :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: rockell- in a dream
well, school was not too bad. besides for the fact i tried begging my mom not to make me go it was aright. everyone was like 'are you ok?' blah blah blah. i was fine. i felt shitty but i was OK. well, my mom couldn't drive me to school so i got off at the west hempstead stop and paris and mikey drove me home and hung out with me for alittle bit. i got home and blah blah LOL. tomorrow is tuesday and we're going to the holocaust museum in glen cove (about 12 of us) well, that should be fun - derek is going to call me in a bit so im gonna go wait :)
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2004 15 March :: 9.30am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: mexican men mowing outside lous window
HI
good morning my lovelys :) kisses to all.
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2004 15 March :: 1.37am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: loulou talking
hold your noseand pull out
yayyyyyyy im so at the loulous house right now and its amazing. that silly gal sneezed on me twice and sprayed me with afrin...stupid nose spray god damn.
do you want to cyber?
'i dont know how to'
oh ill show you
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2004 14 March :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: PISSED
:: Music: hold on- good charlotte
quiz - soo freakin bored
--Background--
DOB:: Nov, 16th 1988
Age:: 15
Location:: front of my house
Siblings:: 2 sisters
Pets:: my cat
IF YOU WERE_ WHAT WOULD U BE?
Veggetable:: carrots
Animal:: dog
Fruit:: banana
Color:: black or red
Household Object:: computer
Season:: fall
Article of Clothing:: clevage shirt- lol
Drink:: chocolate milk
--Emotions--
What's one thing that will always make you laugh?: when samm yells 'IM A LESBIONIC CRACKHEAD'
What's one thing that will always make you cry?: hold on by good charlotte or thinking about eddie or marlo
What's one thing that will always make you angry?: when people lie to me
Do you laugh a lot?: sometimes
Do you cry a lot?: ehh
Do you get mad easily?: oh HELL YEAH i do
What's your strongest emotion right now?: depressed pretty much and sometimes i feel alone
What song brings out your strongest emotion?: Fukk Authority
--What's your favorite...--
Season:: fall
Holiday:: channukah
Age:: 2
Phrase/Quote:: 'i want you to want me, i need you to need me'
Thing to do:: going to concerts
Type of Cookie:: thin mint girl scout cookies
Class:: ummm health issues
Person in the whole wide world:: richie <3
--If You Could--
If you could be anything you wanted (animal, object...) what would you be?: can i just be invisible?
If you could have any super power, what would you have?: being immortal
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: being friends with her...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?: that im so anti social
If you could change one thing about your best friend, what would it be?: change how pretty she is...
If you could be a millionare, what would you buy?: my favorite band to play whenever i wanted
--A Deeper Look--
The most important thing in your life is:: my mom and my grandparents
The most important person in your life is:: my mom,grandparents,sammi,jaymes
Your life motto:: care about yourself first before you care about other people
Your best advice for someone else:: don't keep shit inside
The best advice ever given to you:: life is hard, deal
One word to describe your personality:: i think its good
--Friends and Enemies--
Who is your best friend?: sammi
What do you do together?: drink,listen to music,smoke cigs,watch movies,go to conerts
What is it about this person that makes you get along so well?: she is just so amazing
How long have you known them?: 15 years
Who is your worst enemy?: mark
What is it about this person that makes you not get along?: he tried to rape me
Your close friends (besides best friend) are:: jenn,vix,scutch,laur,ris,sherri,josh,tim,larry,sal
Your other enemies are:: jess ragusta,stefanie rodjin,maxine alazraki,jess martinez(not so much anymore)
--Days and Nights--
What time do you get up on weekdays?: 5:00 if i take a shower 6:00 when i dont
What time do you get up on weekends?: around 10 normally but no later than 12
What time do you go to bed on weeknights?: 12?
What time do you go to bed on weekends?: haha like never
What's your favorite time of the day?: 8 at night
Why?: it just is
What's your least favorite time of the day?: the beginning of a school day
Why? cause i got the rest of the day left
What time are you most productive?: mid-day
Are you an early bird or a night owl?: night owl
--Love & All That Good Stuff--
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
If yes, how long have you been dating them?: i dont have a fuckin boyfriend.
If no, do you want one?: yuypp
Who would you want them to be?: i dont know, someone who cares about me...
Are you sure about that?: YEAH
Do they know you like them?: um everyone i like does...
Are you sure about that?: yupp+
On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like this person?: 10, if it wasn't 10 i wouldnt wanna date them
Do they like you back?: most of them
Are you sure about that?: yeah i guess
How much time do you spend thinking about this person?: a lot of time
--On a scale of 1-10, how important is ...... to you?--
Music:: 9.5
Friends:: 10
Family:: 10
Love:: 9
Happiness:: 10.
Solitude:: huh?
Education:: 6
Having Fun:: 7
i was bored...so i took this, comment away
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