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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 5 April :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: busy

ill be the one to pick you up, when you cant take it..

.. you know when your heart stops racing
when you fall to your knees thinking you just cant take it
the nights you wish you were somebidy else
the days you wish you were some place else. .

---> all you'll have to do is look to me, and ill hold your hand saying " yeah baby, your gunna be alright"



. . . . hope my help . . helped you tonight ;)

<333

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innocence

:: 2005 3 April :: 9.59pm
:: Music: daddy yankee - gasolina

its been a while

Yo Yo! Well its been forever and a day since I wrote in here .. sorry .. Ive been so busy dilly dallying with my myspace and doing homework every time im online. Anyway, I'll try to pick it up where i left off, but i cant promise ill hit every detail.
WARNING :: Long Entry :: :p

Saint Patricks day was great! At school we were supposed to dress up in green. Me being me, I went all out. I got a cat in the hat ype of hat with green nd white stripes. On the white stripes, there were green clovers. I had a green tinsel thingy wrapped arond my neck, 2 clovers glued next to my eyes, green shirt, stickers all over my body and jeans and shoes, a lei wrapped around my waist, and an irish flag. For a real italian girl I went CraZy. So that was fun !!

I honestly dont remember what i did for the rest of the weekend or the nxt week. But we got report cards, letter grades, not number grads. I got 5 "s'' and 3 "e". i did alright i guess.. Easter was good, family came over, fun times. I bought a volleyball. :) Bookd my flight for florida :D .. I saw hostage, pretty good movie. uhh the scleroderma walk is in june nd im trying to get as many sponsors as possible so please sponsor me..

all these things are in random order bc i cant remember nething special that i did. LAtely me laur and john have been going to 194 and playing volleyball after school which has been fun.. Rob made a mix for me.. hung out w/ mike and shannon after school... hug w/ rob andd kris fri night nd sat n still lookin for houses.

WHOAH -- had a great day friday 9th pd -- wont get into it .. but -- WHOAH lol

I <3 you .. how do you still have ALL of me


cant remember nething else, maybe i will by next entry. peace

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 April :: 1.12am
:: Mood: cold

im sos sick of the hospital

this feeling


blah.



anywho its finally friday an im so freakin happy, no plans tonight. just sleep, weell needed sleep



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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 1 April :: 7.51pm

last night rocked. haha

thanks .

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 31 March :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: crushed

im so broken


you cut a scar so deep inside me it wont ever heal
promises have been broken
lies have been told
honesty has been abandoned
but what do i do ?! . .

do i leave you alone ??
not talk to you at all

fight for what we believe in ?!

forgive sins, move on

sit back--> watching her make you smile

i need you to get through . .


can we sit down and talk ?!
let everything out, scream and fight , laugh and __

put all fronts aside, and everything all out.
tell the whole truth. everything ever done wrong

isnt that what we want ?!
the truth ?!

or do i say no thats okay . .
shes gunna make you your happiest some day ?!



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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 March :: 3.21am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: getting away with murder- papa roach

buuuurrrrr

well heyyy

everyone just left my house = \
lindsey went to go fix things with chris, cause they got in a fight, or something stupid and he was at his house...sooo shes supposed to be coming back butttttttt its almost 330 in the morning, so who knows.. im sure they will tho, and wake my ass up lol, anywho.. we were laying on the trampoline, and it was cold !!

yeah, so i havent updated in a while, aye ?! not much been going on.

_____* and I, are apparently no longer speaking, because
---> well ask him I couldnt tell ya.

school is goign good.

ehhh, been at the hospital ---> way to often --> way to many nights.
itsa really bad, but im not going into details, because if your special you know the problems, the attack i had, and the ambulance call, and all my test, and bla bla everything else. . .
its been really scarey =\ ... i hate facing it alone

im surviving --> so far <-- thought =)


PROM !! is next saturday

WHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOP !!

im so effing ecited.. i got my dress picke dup and bla yesterday, and everyone i know came over to see me in it today ---> befor the hospital.

nothing but amazign comments =))
hehe.. =) im so excited.

apparently --> no more date though
!?!? don't know what went on there either.. but... !?



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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 March :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: bouncy

You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.

The Beast

75%

Peter Pan

69%

Goofy

63%

Ariel

56%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

56%

Donald Duck

50%

Cruella De Ville

50%

Snow White

31%

Sleeping Beauty

31%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: wedont giva fuck

grow the fuck up

you think you know, so god damn much.

you dont kno anything.

stop judgin what isnt yours to judge. you dont know him
you barley know me

all your dowing is pulling me down, why dont you take the time and understand why things are they way they are.

im so over this bullshit EVERYTIME with somone.

and im not your person fuckign taxi
dont you EVER fuckign call me for anythign again.
you wont fuckign be helped.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 March :: 9.46am
:: Mood: angry

72 missed calls
I THINK YOU NEED A FUCKING HOBBY !!




I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope

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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 23 March :: 12.19am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: slipknot <33

the best thing ever/
wow. just came home from an awesome concert. with the best thing in my life, megan. <33

all you wana do is drag me down,
all i wana do is stamp you out.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 22 March :: 12.20am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: so cold

blahhhh

had a shittie day
night
time at work
got a flat
argued with him
relaized how distant we have become and how okay thats been...---> for you

had a better night
whent out.
cheesecake factory [[ yummm ]]
laughs, giggles
kristens new car---> whoop
chris & lindsey o4.21.o5


yah, night world..
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innocence

:: 2005 21 March :: 8.47pm
:: Music: story of the year - ntil the day i die

lalal

going to florida!! June 30 - July 14. I cannot freaking wait. woop bring em out bring em out.


fl aint ready

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 20 March :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: more than anythign in the world

its fucking sping break..

=)

whooooop

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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 19 March :: 3.17pm

la fuckin te da

.caitlins.
.beach.
.megan.
.blunt.

next:
.party.

hmmm

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 19 March :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: bitchy

not all s c a r s show
not all wounds heal `
you cant always see
the pain someone
---> .f e e L s. <---



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