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I stole this from someones Xanga. Someone that goes or used to go to BCHS named Diedre... fuck em, this shits mine now!
1. Favorite Sesame Street character? The Count (you know he burned)
2. Favorite toppings on pizza? Mushrooms and Bacon
3. Pools or hot tubs? Why be picky? both!
4. What's the worst thing you ever said to someone? "nigger"
5. Ever met any famous bands/singers? Violent J
6. Beach or pool? Pool
7. Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know? Yup
8. Do you own a 2 Pac CD? Wish I did
9. Least favorite colors? Pink...
10. Do you cry in front of friends? I have
11. Who do you want to be like? Me
12. Kids? Want? Like? Have? I want kids I like...
13. Do you like Jay-Z? Who would be that fucking stupid?
14. Hot or cold? Happy Medium
15. Do you own a Bone Thugs N Harmony CD? Yes, cuz Bone Thugs are Gods
16. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl
17. What do you order at a bar? Jager Bombs, bitch!
18. People online now? Me, and if you're reading this, you...
19. Look at guys butts? Not on purpose... they keep asking if their slip is showing...
20. Favorite thing for lunch? Food
21. Do you own a Lit CD? Fuck Lit
22. Do you care about how you look? Not all that much
23. Favorite sport to watch? Wrestling
24. How much do you know about your favorite band? Dude, don't get me started
25. What's your favorite song at the moment? Favorite? Of all that I listen to? Too hard to answer...
26. What's one of the 'funnest' things you've ever done? Come out of my mom's neden
27. Good at sports? Fuck No
28. Do you like to sing in the shower? When my CD's bumpin
29. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? That one time I passed out in the bathroom and nailed my head on the sink, the toilet, the heater, and the floor in that order... twice...
30. When was the last time you punched someone? 8th grade, right in the fucking gut
31. Can you eat using chopsticks? If i'm eating oriental food
32. What is your shoe size? 10
33. Future child's name? Colton or Zapphire
34. Would you rather be rich or famous? Famous, fuck money
35. If you died tomorrow, to whom would you leave everything you own? I'd be buried with it all...
36. If you could choose your own name, what would you pick? Kevin Edward Eugene Reynolds
37. Who was the last person you talked to? my Ex
38. What's your Favorite Quote? "If they'da nailed me to a cross, i'd be like 'wait till I get me down i'ma fuck me somebody up!" - Big Stank, Big Money Hustla$
39. Have you ever bought a whole CD for one song? I've bought a CD for no songs i've ever heard... ICP BITCHES!
40.Why do we paint our nails? Cuz it weirds out my boss
41. If you could live anywhere where would you live? Here in Gun Ru
42. Favorite candy? Butterfinger
43. Do you own an Eminem CD? What kind of juggalo would I be if i didn't? OF COURSE I DO!
44. Wakeboarding/snowboarding? Fuck anything with boards, unless its backyard wrestling
45. How many cereals in your cabinet? 1 FRUITY PEBBLES BITCH
46. What song seems to reflect you the most? who knows?
47. Deaf or blind? blind
48. Do you own a TLC CD? nope, but would like to
49. What is your bedroom like? pig sty
50. Favorite drink? anything with faygo on the side
51. Least favorite smell? perfume
52. Favorite day of the week? saturday
53. Person who knows the most about you? Mother or best friend
54. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? no
55. Curly or straight hair? strait till it gets long
56. Favorite food? Lasagna
57. What's sexiest on a guy/girl? their eyes
58. Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great? 10 minutes late
59. What have you stolen before? food and batteries
60. Do you prefer Purple or Pink? Purple... fuck pink and the punks who wear it!
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2005 11 April :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: Drinking
:: Music: Bloodhound Gang - Along Comes Mary
1. First and middle name?
Kevin Edward Eugene
2. Were you named after anyone?
Yes
3. Do you wish on stars?
Sometimes
4. When did you last cry?
When Me and Mary were breaking up, after I punched myself in the Jaw a few times
5. Do you like your handwriting?
Yeah, I think its unique
6. What is your favorite lunch meat?
Baloney
7. Where were you born?
Flint, Michigan
8. What is your most embarrassing CD?
Slammin' Wrestling Hits... They all sound like fucking shit... Midi style...
9. Do you have a journal?
hmmm. I wonder...
10. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Nooooooooooo...
11. Would you bungee jump?
I don't have a problem with hit
12. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
No, but for bowling shoes, i have to untie them to get them back on...
13. Do you think that you are strong?
Not reall all that physically, but Mentally I am. its just hard to say whats on my mind, and it makes me appear mentally weak...
14. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Superman
15. Ice cream or kissing?
Kissing While Ice Cream
16. Red or pink?
Crimson Red
17. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
My body
18. Last person you had dinner with?
Tom
19. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back?
Maybe... doesn't matter
20. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?
Black pants with green stitch, Grey shoes
21. What are you listening to right now?
Bloodhound Gang
22. Last thing you ate?
Mc D's Double Cheeseburger
23. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
Brick Red
24. What is the weather like right now?
night Time, and a lil chilly
25. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Probably Mary
26. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes
27. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
Yeah, hes cool
28. Favorite (non-alcoholic) Drink?
Don't Matter, as long as it says "Faygo" on the side
29. Favorite Sport?
Bowling
30. Hair Color?
Blonde
31. Eye Color?
Blue
32. Do you wear contacts?
No
33. Favorite Food?
Lasagna
34. Last Movie You Watched?
The Incredibles
35. Favorite Day of the Year?
Halloween
36. Scary Movies or Happy Endings or Unexpected Ending?
Scary Movies, definately
37. Summer Or Winter?
Summer, imagine all them titties at the pool
38. Hugs OR Kisses?
Hugs
39. Whats your favorite dessert?
Ice Cream Sandwiches
40. Last concert you've seen?
Insane Clown Posse - Hell's Pit Tour
41. What Books Are You Reading? And it's about...??
Behind the Paint - Its about ICP
42. What's On Your Mouse Pad?
the Dell Logo
43. What Did You Watch Last night on TV?
me playing Pokemon Colluseum
44. Favorite Smells?
Skunk
45. Favorite Sounds?
Bass from Cars
46. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
Rolling Stones
47. Furthest been from home?
California
48. Do you have a special talent?
I can write beats and lyrics
49. What is your ringtone?
Telephone Ring
50. Are you gonna repost this for other people to do?
No, they can copy paste it if they want
51. Best friend(s)?
Tom, Kevin, Trevor, Jenny, Drew, and quite a few others...
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2005 11 April :: 12.47am
:: Mood: dunno
:: Music: ICP - Basehead Attack
Well, I have decided that from now on, my Xanga Journal will be specifically for my lyrics, and shit...
Other than that, I don't have much to update, except that I bowled 117, 111, and 134 or something to that effect...
Also before Tim, his girlfriend, and his friend, Jeremy left to go back to Mount Pleasant, we went to Craigs Cruiser's with Tom and my parents. We all played mini golf, and Tom beat me, but at least I beat my rents. so yay for me... I think it was all a fluke for everyone, cuz my parents are usually better at it than me... and i beat them? And tom beat me while I had 2 holes in one... oh well, gah! fuck it...
Theres my update, so bye bye now!
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2005 9 April :: 12.53am
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Numa Numa Iei
Lets see its been a while since I posted a journal entry...
Here we go. Sunday, Me Tom and Trevor went to go to Holland to see Wrestlemania XXI with Jay and Jess in Holland. That was fun. There was a few crappy matches, but still one of the best wrestlemanias i've seen. Only two matches I didn't like was Christy Hemme vs. Trish Stratus and the JBL vs. John Cena matches... Christy can't wrestle for shit, and she coulda gotten hurt. John Cena is a stupid Ass and I hate the JBL's stupid stock owner gimmick. He needs to go back to the Bradshaw gimmick, but i'm not gonna get into that, otherwise i'll have a longer journal entry than normal.
Monday: Watched WWF Raw, and that was pretty good, except for HHH and Randy Orton whining for losing their matches. SUCK IT UP YOU PUSSIES. I don't remember what else I did monday, cept workin'.
Tuesday: Don't remember, prolly just working...
Wednesday: Hung out with Mary. Mary Spent the night, and stayed until...
Thursday: and she left about 10 minutes after I left to get back to work from lunch... I haven't seen her since, but I talked to her today. I also picked up Jenny cuz she wanted me to take her to Kalamazoo to be with Jack. I told her I figured that it would be easier if she just spent the night, and plus we wanted to chill together, go to the mall and all that good shit. She decided to have a friend come along too...
This friend was pretty fine. I was rather impressed by this chick. For some reason, I wasn't talking very much around her. I normally talk and don't quit from time to time, but I wasn't talking. Oh, well, I guess. Maybe more next time. But we went to the mall, and basically did window shopping. They got a few things from Spencers. Just a few buttons and pins. Then we left and took her friend, Katie, back. I got her number, so I thought that was cool. She seems like a cool person to chill with.
Took Jenny back to my place and we remained to chill there...
Today: Went to work, and it wasn't that bad of a day. we're starting to do some grounds work, and I decided to cut the mulch out from around the trees. I'm suprised that I thought about something at work on my own. Yay for me, then. The I just got home, took Jenny to Kalamazoo, and came back home, so I could change for bowling, which I was almost an hour late for. Bowled crappy, too. But I still had fun. Thats what its all about... And when I got home, the guy who lives above me was showing his new 3 inch lift on his truck to these two fine hunnies that I know have to be from East Kentwood or something. He used to go to E.K. and so i'm guessing that these girls do as well... He asked if I wanted to chill, and I had time to waste to wait for my cousin to come over, so I decided to do so. I just stayed quiet again for some reason, and just let everyone do their conversation thing. The dude was being a dick to the girls, and when they left, I said "ice meeting you, said my goodbyes,"and kissed them on their hands. I guess just a way to say to him "this is how you treat a lady." After a while, my cousin came in, and we went down to my place, where so far, we've watched Lil Pimp, Big Money Hustlas, and split a joint with him, his girl, and a friend of his, which turned out to be a juggalo. Cool beans, but he does act kinda juffy.
Well, i'm over with all this now. I'm still high, and I cant think straight... lol Sweet sweet leaf...
Peace n Chicken Grease
-Kreyz McKormik
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2005 2 April :: 4.24am
:: Music: Project Deadman - Ain't Shit
Well, another April Foolz has come and gone. Didn't do my AF joke, like usual. I still want to do something for april fools one day, but with all the wacky shit that I do all the time, I think what I would have to have in mind would be so bonkers and off the wall that it would have to be considered illegal.
I got to hang out with Mary again today. She and I are starting to get better and fight less. Which is good, I think. I still want to at least maintain a friendship with her, cuz I kinda feel thats the right thing to do. Yesterday, I chilled with her and her best friend, Nicole... Her friend is cute, I have to say. But shes got a story all of her own, and I'm sure it wouldn't be my place to tell it without permission. That's how you get sued.
I was pretty nervous about this, but I asked Mary if she thought it would be OK if I asked out Nicole, and she got pretty upset. Nicole is her bestestestest friend, so I can guess why, tho. She was looking pretty cute, and its been a while since I had a girlfriend, but I thought it would be the better idea to ask first before I went too far, like I always do. Mary told me that she discussed it with Nicole about me, and she told me Nicole said that she thinks i'm ok, but she wouldn't go out with me, because her Ex-Boyfriend was a juggalo as well as me, but she wants out of that juggalo lifestyle. Funny thing is that I guess that she needs to realize that all juggalos AREN'T the same. But if I knew that she had any interest in me, I would've definately shown her that.
I think I'm getting better at paying more attention to people. That is one of my main problems at this point, and at first I thought that there really wasn't any way back, but I'm struggling to make it happen. Kinda like when HHH tore his quad and he had to do everything in his will to even walk again. Now, hes the top guy in the RAW brand, and hes gonna get his ass kicked in WMXXI, but thats a different story...
Speaking of wrestlers, I recently found out that Matt Hardy and Amy Dumas, AKA Lita are no longer a couple. Apparently, Lita has been cheating on Matt with Adam Copeland, AKA Edge. What makes things worse for Edge is that he had just recently had his second wedding. The backstage life of wrestling is so deceitful, and I didn't even think that of all divas, Lita would stoop so low as to cheat on Matt. I think that all of these people are great wrestlers, but now I can't look at Lita and Edge the same way, even on the show. Being the fact that they're both celebrities, they could have known that this was gonna get into the public reach. Both of them have upset their fans who know to the fullest extent. I bet that they're gonna try to hook this shit up into a storyline for the show, too. I just think that they need to make Lita a heel, considering that everytime a diva is a heel, she's called a slut. And a slut Amy Dumas is. So much for her being my favorite Diva, now. I now resume my fav to be Molly Holly. Junk in the trunk is good for me. SHOW ME SOME OF THAT MISS MADNESS!
As you can bet, i'm tired as fuck, so i'm gonna step out and flop in my closet for a spell. I'll catch you all later, and i'll try to come up with something for STORY TIME BITCH!
Peace n Chicken Grease
-Kreyz McKormik
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2005 30 March :: 6.45am
:: Mood: blah
wow, this is weird. This has to be the first time in a long time that I didn't snooze my alarm clock. But since i'm up, FUCK IT! I'll update my woohu.
I just read the Woohu's of all three of my closest friends, and I have to say that deep inside, Tom has the words of a poet, Jenny is in the middle of a tight spot and is trying to get herself outta it, and Trevor is something I can't quite put my finger on at the moment. I don't know how much better to explain whats in my head as that.
Last night, I had Mary come over, and we watched a movie, and I let her play Backyard Wrestling 2. We watched the videos on that, and then we watched the Bonus DVD that you get when you pre-order the game. Some funny shit on there. They have this interview with ICP and with Kevin Gill. Kevin Gill is the lead designer of BYW2 and the man who came up with the original concept. He has been working for Eidos for some time, and I'm glad that he got us all the hardcore juggalo hookup. Putting ICP in a video game is something i've been hoping for since Milenko came out. The ICP interview, tho, was basically about ICP being in the video game, and they spent most of their time explaining juggalos and life outside of the paint.
Every time I finish watching that interview, I always wonder what the fuck goes through a lot of juggalos' minds when they see ICP... its as if they expect Joe and Joey to be in the paint even if they're shopping for groceries at Meijers. Noooo, cuz they're people too. Just like me and my gimmick, Kreyz McKormik. Kreyz and I are two completely different people. Same thing with Joe and Joey and ICP. You can't have a constant show when you're around them. Its not fair to them or their families. If you want someone who lives their gimmick, go talk to Gary Busey, Nick Nolte, or Dennis Rodman... lunatics, in general.
Yeah, you can see Violent J or Shaggy shopping for groceries in the chips and pop aisle, but that doesn't mean that just cuz there's a juggalo thats in the same store doesn't mean that J is gonna whip out a ninja sword outta nowhere, slash up a bunch of shit, and scream like a maniac for the juggalo. Hell no, cuz that eliminates common sense. If J were to do that, then theres a lot of food hes gotta buy that was totally uneccessary AND gets banned from that store. I have met Violent J before, and the best thing to do with him around is to just be yourself, and let him be himself. I doubt he remembers it, cuz he was high, and cuz he meets different people every day., but if I had such the lucky opportunity to bump into him again, I wouldn't hound dog his nuts like everyone else does; I would be polite and tell him how much his music means to me, attempt to shake his hand, and wish him a good day. I think thats what the man deserves. He does what he can to get paid, true, but I still feel that he is doing it for the good and respectful juggalos (like myself) that are out there.
But theres still quite a bit of bad seeds that just don't get it. Like the kids who started the stage charge in the Ohio gathering, the kids who did more damages at the Peoria Gathering, even the kids who started the stage charge at last years Hallowicked. Just because of two or three douchebag juggalos that fuck everything up for everyone, everyone has to suffer. J said that he had 5 songs lined up that they've never done in concert EVER, and they didn't do it cuz of these dumbasses. When will people learn, man? You respect them, they'll give you cool shit in return.
Well, its time for me to go. I gotta get ready for work, and I'm starting to itch a bit, so i'm outta here.
Peace n Chicken Grease
-Kreyz McKormik
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2005 29 March :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: None
Hero
Everybody needs a hero. To some it is a person from a comic book, or a cartoon, or a movie. To me, my hero is my Pa. He has always been there for me and I have learned many things from him, he has always done everything in his power to help me no matter what. My only complaint is the fact that he does not take care of himself. Everyone in my family (even him) knows that he will not live another ten years, he is only 50. Like everyone else in my family I try not to dwell on how little time I have with him, but make the best of the time we have together. Sometime I can't help it. When he says stuff like "I'll be dead by the time that needs to be fixed again" all the thoughts of him not being there fill my head, and I get all pent up inside. I get mad and sad all at the same time, I meen I'm pissed at him for the fact that he wont take care of himself and sad when I think of him not being there. My Pa is greatest man I know, there is not a mean bone in his body. I have always known that I was a lucky person for having such a great dad. I know alot of people with deadbeat dads or asshole fathers, and feel for them on somany levels but sometimes they piss me off. Well not them exactly, but the fact that these people sit there and say that they wish their dad would die. What makes me mad is the fact that most of these deadbeats will live well into their 80's or 90's, but good hard working men like my father wont ever see their 60's. It's not fare.
Now for those of you that don't know me that well let me tell you about my Pa. He is a fifty year old biker/hippy that loves to live. He will do what ever he dam well pleases to have fun. He is a big guy with great sence of humor and big heart. He doesn't say it much but everyone knows he loves his family, all of them no matter how rotten they are (that would be my lowlife brother). He loves to ride his bike and he has a very bad drinking problem. Wich is a big part of his life but it does not define him. Unlike most people when he is a funny playfull drunk not a meen hurtfull drunk. He is very laidback but very responsable too. He is my Hero. All I have ever wanted is to be like him and never disapiont him, but I can't do both because he doesn't want me to turn out like him. He think that his life was not all he wanted it be, He always wanted me to be a big shot so I didn't hve to work like a dog everyday just to get by. He wanted me to have all the fun he missed out on. All I wanted to do was be like him, start family be a great father and be happy just like him. I don't need alot of money or fancy things or all the other crap he thought he wanted, I just want my daddy and I want my children to have a daddy like him. Those are some big shoes to fill. I just hope that when I do have children They will at least get a chance know him before he is gone.
I'm sorry if some of this is hard to read, it's not easy to type with tears in your eyes.
Peace to all.
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2005 26 March :: 12.04am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Orgy - Stitches
GOD! I'm so sick an tired of this crap thats going on. Mary IMed me asking me to stop Jessika with her harrassing Mary. I told Mary that I can't do that, cuz what Jessika does is on her. If Mary wants to have Jessika stop, then she needs to do it on her own, or ignore Jessika.
And speaking of Marys fun and exciting conversation with me... now SHE is also telling me about the "Video Games" thing that Jessika did with JD. She also tells me that Jessika still sleeps with Mark, and that she didn't want to tell me because she was afraid to hurt me. I honestly don't know what to believe with that, because I still love this girl to pieces. But Mary AND Jess have told me the same thing about JD, and Jessika is telling me the complete opposite. I don't know what to believe. If Jessika IS lying to me, then I wish she would tell me right now...
But how can I tell? She cares about me, I do believe. But I have two other people who believe that I'm getting set up for a big let down. I don't know what to think about this crap, anymore. I don't know whether to keep this up, or just let it drop. I would probably want to ask her one last time, but i've already asked her twice about her and JD, and i've told her I would like to trust her. I don't really want to have another debacle about this, but I cant help but believe that someone is lying to me about this, and I really need to know who is telling me the truth. I'll figure something out...
Thats pretty much the only thing thats on my mind, and now i'm all thru with it... I guess i'm gonna go back to watching Finding Nemo. And I'm gonna wait till 1am for Jessika, then i'm going to go to bed.
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-Kreyz McKormik
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2005 25 March :: 6.59am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Garbage - Number 1 Crush
I have been doing quite a bit of things all week, that I haven't been able to update my journal... either that, or I've just been too lazy... probably lazy, but hey, the journal is being updated, so haha to you...
Tom got the other computer working, so as soon as we can, one of us needs to get a hi-powered Connection hub, so that way, we can connect the two computers to the internet at the same time, instead of having one hooked up to the DSL and the other one hooked up to the Dial-Up. If this will be the case, then I'm also planning on bringing my X-Box out to the Living room when WWE Wrestlemania XXI comes out for X-Box on 4-18-05... The game is said to be X-Box Live compatible, so I want to check that out.
Tom says that you can't hub gaming consoles with computers because they run on different whatchamacallits... No harm in trying. I just hope that it wouldn't fry my X-Box. They stopped making X-Boxes to prepare for the X-Box2. In my personal view, Microsoft are idiots. They need to continue pumping systems out, because of those idiots who modded their X-Boxes to put stuff in it that is not supposed to be on them. The Mod Chips for the X-Box have a slight possibility to fry the console, and then you know that these unfortunate souls would go out and buy another... Thats what Sam, a guy I work with, did. He searched high and low all over Wyoming, Kentwood, and Grand Rapids to find a store that would sell just the X-Box. Every place except for EB World sells them in bundles...
What makes things even worse is that when the X-Box2 comes out, it will not be compatible for playing regular X-Box games. Thats kinda bullshitty, in my view. Microsoft may be the new kid in console town, but they seriously don't know what they're doing. Sony did the right thing, and I think they're gonna continue doing so with the PS3.
Jessika and I are starting to get back into good terms. She says that she does miss me, but only when I'm talking to her. I miss her too. But I can understand this whole situation is very raw, and hard to deal with. But I have that hope that one day, we will be friends again.
Tom bought ABK's Road Fools. From what I've heard, it ain't that bad, and from what I've seen, So far it was gathering footage from last year. Not bad, I did like the ninjas dressed up like indians chanting on the stage around ABK. According to this CD insert, hes got another album coming out called "Mudface." Can't wait for that to come out...
Well, I gotta step out so I can get to work. I hope that sometime after Easter, Jessika can find the time to come hang out with me. I so do miss her very much, and would like to see her in person again. From what I've been told, is that Jeremy wants to be with her if she does come over. Hes very protective of his surrogate sister. I can understand why, for two reasons... one being cuz its me and cuz of what I did, and two, i'm just like that with Jenny. But it doesn't matter to me, because if he comes or he doesn't, I'm still gonna act like the same old Kevin. Shes afraid that if she does come over, then shes gonna break down and cry, which is why i'm such a good shoulder to lean on. I still care about her a great deal, which is why I'm trying to make amends with her. If I didn't care, I doubt I would even try to talk to her as much as I do, or even not at all. But I guess it's how the river flows. I guess we gotta wait till the water is clean again... and for that damn glass of water to fully evaporate. lol
She had me put a glass next to my next to symbolize how many tears she had wasted for me. The evaporation is supposed to be a symbol of her getting her tears back. I took a glass that was a pretty decent size, not a shot glass, not a coffee cup, just boom there in the middle, more specifically used for jager bombs, and filled it near to the brim. I stick it near the window now, so that way the water evaporates, and I put it next to my nest when I go to sleep. For the first few days, I kept on waking up because of it... but now I only wake up once in the middle of the night per night... I still have much to think about, and I am going to try my hardest to see her smile once again.
Well, thats my time. I'm outta here. I hope that this makes an interesting chapter of my life...
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2005 24 March :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: AC/DC - Mistress For Crhistmas
Why?
If I can love myself, why can't anyone else?
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2005 24 March :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Meatloaf - I Would Do Anything For Love
I passed the TEST! I think.
I took the Cupid test and this I what it said. I think its way to good. Creepy.
The Boy Next Door
Random, Gentle, Love, Dreamer, (RGLDm)
Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.
We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.
Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand
Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.
More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph
CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach
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2005 23 March :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: amused
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Hell yeah! I'm more of a slut than Trev and Kev.
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2005 22 March :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: Better
:: Music: KMK - 4-2-0
I am feeling a little bit better than I was yesterday. Yesterday, I was so stressed out from all that had been happening that I couldn't really eat anything. All I had to eat yesterday was two small hamburger patties that my dear old mother had made for me. I had to drop off her car to her because she needed it for bowling.
I had to use her car because mine hasn't been working since I picked up Jessika from JD's house, and I hate to be a burden on my mother when it comes to driving her car, but I need the car pretty bad. Otherwise, I dont' get to work.
So anyways, Mom dropped me off at my place, and I was watching Wrestling, Lord of the Rings, and playing Pokemon Colluseum all at the same time. God I'm good with that multi-tasking stuff! But I eventually fell asleep on the couch watching TV, and around Midnight, I got a call from Jeremy. He was saying that if I wanted to talk to Jessika, that she was online at that time.
Beforehand, I had sent her an email or two and maybe an offline message on YIM, and I was pretty much begging to talk to her. What made me feel bad about the situation was that I had a conversation with Tom, who was saying that the more I push it, the worse it was going to be, so I was gonna kinda disappear for a few days, maybe a week, so that way everyone who knew about my God-Awful mistake would have some time to cool down without having to hear from me.
Well, that kinda pissed off Jessika, because I believe she was online for 10 hours waiting for me. And it was kind of a slap in the face, I will admit, that was on my part, because I didn't explain it to her. I just don't want people, especially her, to hurt anymore.
Well, we talked from midnight to about 130-2am about what happened Sunday. She was pretty much drilling it into me. I know I deserved it. I screwed up really bad. So I didn't fight it. There was no need to. I was an idiot and I hurt her emotionally.
But the good thing is that I think she might be giving me a second chance. I know shes a little leary about doing that, and I know that the "us" thing with me and her will more than likely never be, but I just want that chance to at least be a friend. So I guess we're gonna work on that.
I have come to a realization that there are a lot of things I need to change in order to better myself... especially the part where I don't listen to anything anyone says. Tom says that he hasn't really noticed it until recently. But I think it may have something to do with me not taking ritalin since 11th grade... I don't really know, but I think it might have something to do with it, so I might try to see a doctor about it or whatnot...
I'm really sick of not being able to pay attention to anyone... It reminds me of how when I was in 4th grade, I was always getting bitched at for not paying attention, and its happening all over again. I don't want this to happen, so I guess I gotta start making something of myself again... right now i'm checking out www.AdultADD.com to see what I can do to get back on the right track. I hope that I'll be able to get the help I might need.
So, now that I'm done with this, I gotta jet so I can get something to eat. All i've had today is three Tacos and they aren't all that filling when you haven't eaten much in two days.
Peace n Chicken Grease.
-Kreyz McKormik
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2005 22 March :: 4.00pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Songs of the Islands
Sea Shells
Hay everybody!
So far today has been good. My Doc called me this morning and told me some good news. My brain aint bad, it's just missfireing. Like a spark plug. Something about sparks and bad receptors. He told me it was from my car crash a few years ago. I got some pills and I hope they work. If they don't work I will need an OP and that would suck. But for now I'm fine. (HAPPY PILLS!)
In other news things are good. All my stuff I orderd online has been comeing, it's like X-Mass every day. I got my new Hachetman Jersey, my movie came in, and I got my new sexy boxers. All I need now is my tickets for the gathering and my vinal window stickers.
Well thats about all I gots to sat, so PEACE OUT!
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2005 21 March :: 6.55pm
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In my last post someone called me a Pig, and considering my mood, I found a picture that could best describe me, so until I'm feeling better, this is gonna be my pic icon...
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