:: 2008 14 January :: 11.57 am

Morning classes suck. But Its not so hard anymore, which is good. At least I dont have any 8am classes.


My roomies and I are signing a lease today/tomorrow for our apartment next year. They are really nice, brand new in fact. Three floors, four bedrooms, three bathrooms, diningroom, kitchen, and livingroom. Its kind of like the apartment I have right now, only better. The best thing about it is they are leasing it for $290 a month, which is amazing because it's basicly on campus. The year after is going to be $360 a month. Woo for me.

Opera rehersal tonight.
:D

3 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 27 December :: 9.25 pm

I cleaned out my closet and my drawers today. Its amazing some of the things that I found A notebook from my Junior year with "Jackie + Chris" in Japanese scribbled in various places on it. A note from my freshman year from Tim Seifken asking me to Swirl. A note from Zach Garnsey from when we were going out. A bunch of pictures of Jessie Wilde and I at the RHCP concert. Random choir pictures from Cedar. Awards from more recent years that I remembered encouraged me to pursue a music career. Pictures of old friends, and many other things. It made me sad going through my things, pitching some of it, tucking away my favorite memories. The thing that made me the saddest was how I remembered that things were good. And I just want things to be that good again, you know? Nonetheless, I cleaned everything out, and re-packed my drawers so that I can move my dressers easier. Hopefully things will start going better.
:)

4 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 15 November :: 4.02 am
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Chad VanGaalen

2 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 6 November :: 6.27 pm

I'm on fire, and I'll burn burn.

Tonight is Kate's concert. I'm excited :D

1 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 25 October :: 4.25 am

I got second row center for the QotSA concert. It was fantabulous.

My parents and I are still not talking.

I may be heading for Contralto. This could be exciting news because contraltos make a lot more money then sopranos do.

I need to make things better in my life.

:s

2 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 5 October :: 3.53 pm

I'm really confused.

7 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 7 September :: 3.44 am

I do like him, just as friends though.

But we cuddled, it was cute.

He's cute.

let's hear it!

:: 2007 23 August :: 1.45 pm

I'm all moved in. Everything is wonderful. I have to go get books tomorrow and registir for two more classes.

And I got my ticket for QotSA!!!!!!!!!!
They are going to be at the Orbit Room, so its sure to be an amazing concert!!
:D

let's hear it!

:: 2007 17 August :: 12.00 pm
:: Music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs

let's hear it!

:: 2007 7 August :: 10.11 am

Roscoe invited me to go see Hot Rod with Dan, Jasper, Jeff and Julie. I thought it was really funny. Dumb. But funny. I almost peed myself when I saw QOTSA. Roscoe was like "How in the hell did you even know it was them?!" :D They looked like some crazy 80's band. It made my day.

let's hear it!

:: 2007 23 July :: 10.48 pm

My Zune is amazing.
I really love it :D

let's hear it!

:: 2007 3 July :: 9.02 am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: The Trucks

2 people's love me! | let's hear it!

:: 2007 2 July :: 9.29 am

Sometimes I hate this obnoxious roller coaster.

Just when things seem ok I plunge into despair.

My sister got evicted from her apartment. She and her three kids moved into our living room. If you know anything about my house you would know how crazy small it is.
Mom is sick so much. She can't drive anymore. She can't write anymore. Each day her memory seems to be worse. And again, there is nothing I can do to help her through this.
But the Deftones concert was amazing. Miranda and I were second row center. I was so close to Chino, it was heaven.
The BNL concert was also amazing. I'm glad I went with my parents to that. They don’t really get out much anymore. So it was nice doing something they wanted.
Goo Goo Dolls, again, spectacular. We were pretty close.
I'm getting my Interpol ticket today.
I lost some scholarship money this year because my GPA was not good enough. But I'm getting grant money from CMU and from the government that I didn’t get last year. So that’s cool. I know I should go to ISU, but not yet.....

Again, it’s like I said. Life’s a roller coaster. Sometimes I almost can’t handle it, but sometimes it’s ok.

let's hear it!

:: 2007 28 June :: 2.27 pm

Sometimes I feel like a motherless child, a long way from home.

let's hear it!

:: 2007 19 June :: 11.59 am

Bye bye baby.
Don't be long.
I'll worry about you while you're gone.
I'll think of you in my dreams.
You'll never know just what you mean to me.....

let's hear it!