Great Neptune's Ghost!

to the gulf of mexico!
there is someone out there who's bones do not deserve to be jumped....and that is the pyscho pres. andrew jackson. he's crazy and i like to gossip about him. he's seriously was a big llooosssserrrrrr. whatev. but henry clay is super hot. i'd jump his bones. if he wasn't like 200 years dead.

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 1 November :: 12.07 am

i just like to be home.

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:: 2003 30 October :: 9.32 pm
:: Music: queen

you know that thing where you're falling asleep and then you get up to put your pjs on and get ready for bed, but then you actually try to sleep and you can't? it sucks.

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:: 2003 29 October :: 9.50 pm

right now i am lost at what to do.

i feel like i'm moving through a very thick liquid.

no one understands anything.

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:: 2003 29 October :: 6.52 pm

boil

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:: 2003 29 October :: 6.23 pm
:: Music: love shack

is it so wrong that i love candy? i get cavities all the time. i got one filled today. they gave me a shot again. and whilei don't feel loopy like last time, my mouth does feel very cool.

i am also in shock. i didn't realize the extent of the problem.

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:: 2003 28 October :: 7.31 pm

a-ron is a crazy man.

and my tuba tried to beat me. i have a bruise. echt.

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:: 2003 28 October :: 2.46 pm

i hate thinking about it. it was last winter and it still upsets me. i am scared for alice. she deserves much better. thinking about it ruins my whole day.

and as i sit here with that feeling that i'm going to start that kind of coughing that turns into sobs i feel gratitute for hilary because she's so purely sweet and nice.

and the more i go to church the more i question my religion and the more i just want to live live live without guidelines. i believe in god. but i want to enjoy what he gave me instead of being bogged down by rules. does that sound wrong?

and i think i had a dream that things were okay again. but they're not. and i feel helpless about the whole thing. i'm sick of waiting.

i also feel really sorry for mrs. hansen. she gets stuck with all of these annoying people all the time. no one listens to her. it's really kind of a difficult class. it's so frustrating because everyone is so dumb.

.grood.

8 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 27 October :: 7.06 pm

best history class ever.

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 26 October :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: grood
:: Music: vertical horizon-best i ever had

what do you do with feelings that are bigger than you?

you sit and wait.

but i'm happy for myself. i have restraint. i'm still intact. aaaah

6 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 25 October :: 9.55 pm

i am now 35 dollars richer. and closer and closer to the the epitome of my week.

and marching band is over over over over. for now anyway. me gusta.

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:: 2003 23 October :: 10.04 pm
:: Music: having the time of my life

look at your six grade year book.

weirded out

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 23 October :: 8.41 pm

yay for me. i found my ligature. i don't know how it ended up in my car, but it did and we've been reunited once again for clarinet love time.

and my tuba progress...is progressing. or it's constipated. i don't know.

but i do know that my dad is no longer a sock and he told me lots of neat things about nana and papa.

sigh. i am troubled with a decision

but everything else is fine fine fine.

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:: 2003 22 October :: 7.11 pm

it's wrong. and it's dangerous.

3 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 20 October :: 9.29 pm

what's wrong with da eyes? they feel moist.

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:: 2003 20 October :: 8.58 pm

ouch.

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:: 2003 19 October :: 10.20 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: crazy for this girl

So, i got it out and it was okay. the feeling is mutual. i feel relieved. and happy sappy pappy.

ifeelit

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:: 2003 18 October :: 8.42 pm

robuck is insane in the membrane.

and my head is too small.

and tyrone is a funny dog.

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 17 October :: 10.31 pm
:: Mood: stradling the line between cranky and insane
:: Music: swing

abjkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;ddddddasdl;fjk!!!!!ASL:KDF
ASDLK:sal;as;lkfj

unsatisfactory

fsfaslkf;ddddddbarf.

i just want sunday. and i want to be honest. and i want to be very very very bad.

marching band is almost over....it will be so nice.

i smell like baby barf.

but i did some of my history.

and i want someone to stop being a hypocrite attention hound. there is no way you can change the bitterness towards you that you've created in me.

i think mean-sarah is going to band tomorrow. i am da spite queen.

1 Little Tyke | Watcha got there?

:: 2003 16 October :: 8.30 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

It's okay again. You have to deal with the fact that some phone calls are unsatisfactory and some change your perspective again.

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