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:: 2002 14 April :: 12.18 am
:: Mood: amused

my head hurts

pic of the day. By Amber Lyn Hill.

What a mess my mind is in right now. The guy from the pet shop likes me.. and.. frankly.. I'm not interested.. Eldarath.. says he loves me... and frankly.. he's in Georgia... Sean wants me to be his girlfriend.. and frankly.. he's a pervert. What else? I like John.. I have no problems with him liking me.. except.. frankly.. he's in Wisconson. And who do I really like anyways??? I'm not so sure anymore. It scares me to not like anyone. I feel weird. One thing I still love.. and always will..unless I loose my right hand.. is making art! You just waite till I get my scanner working. Boy Houdy. Why do I say that.. I don't like saying it but boy houdy it comes right out.

I need to be myself more. I've been feeling repressed. When I hang out with Chrissany or Katrina I just let loose. It feels good. I'm not myself around Karen.. don't know why. I'll have to get back to you on that though cause there has to be a reason. maybe all the "oi vey, Michele"'s. *shrug*.

Bought my prom dress.. it's dark blue. I'm going to punch any chick that has the same dress... I don't care what date is on your receipt.. it's an excuse to punch someone.

I love degus.

I also got my suit for senior interviews. Those scare me. I have no clue why. I'm usually good under pressure like that. but.. I have a feeling I'll screw up. Eh.. just get it over with.



"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

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:: 2002 2 April :: 4.08 pm
:: Mood: accomplished

And the compy returns!!! Yay!! So.. John just left. Sad.. yes.. Herm.. wow it's been a long time. I've seen ice age 4 times now. Great movie. Definately my current #1. I recomend you go see it. "Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

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:: 2002 27 March :: 10.06 am

Compy crashed.. sorry :( be back later

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:: 2002 9 March :: 7.44 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Tetris from that CD Rey made us listen to

So.. lng weekend. Fun.. but long. I fear I will never have a good relationship with Rey.. we're too alike with our quirks facing in opposite directions. That's fine by me. If we did get along better I'd end up liking him. And.. yeah.. that would create a huge mess I can most definately live without.
We went to Ann Arbor! Fun fun.. I came back with some fun memories, experiances, and chocolate. Ain't nuthin wrong with that.
Upon arrival home, I found out that I've been accepted to GVSU. Yay! The only college I applied to. I'd be in alot of trouble if I hadn't made it.
Changing the subject again. (It's keeping you interested) I joined Hot or Not.com. I submited a cute pic.. and it was rated a 5.. that bugged me alot.. and sorry to say, kept me awake at night. So.. I loaded another pic (Mrs. Kirby pic.. not so great) And it was rated a 7!! Imagine my suprize. So.. now I've voted myself off the island and am no longer taking votes. I'd rather just meet people.

Weather sucks.. and.. no pic of the day for today. Sorry. I have one.. but it can be for a later date.

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:: 2002 2 March :: 11.48 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Lincon Park... erm.. that one they always play on GRD after they say


pic of the day. By meeee?

Hurah for choir things getting cancled on accounta snow!! So now I get to lay about in my boxers and paint.. well of course I must type to you people :) And eat cotton candy. It's das bestist! Wow.. so after two days if "I Hate everybody!!!" I'm in a good mood again. And I'm really glad for it. I'm not sure why I was in such a retched mood.. I just was. Ever notice how the spell check hates HTML codes? Holy wow. It's winier than Rachel Willy! And that's tough to beat. So.. I'm bored. If any of you want any art.. ask. I'll draw ya as your fave animal. *snickers* Karen's a kitty. It's on my Elfwood site if you want to see it. The link for that is down there above the pink gryphie.

"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..

(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^


2 Smashy?s | Step in a Mellow


:: 2002 23 February :: 9.19 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: none.. for once there isn't a song in my head.

A Day in the Life of Northstar Theaters

pic of the day. By Nova Woffie! I think this is really prurty but the nose is a bit droopy.. just my opinionn. Again feel free to leave her comments.
Sorry same pic. I really like it. :) Anyway..

A Day in the Life of Northstar Theaters

Today.. the day started out with security alarms going off in the building before anyone had entered. Nothing.. could have possible set them off..yet they had! And a minute and 40 seconds before the manager had arrived to open the building.
A few showings and buckets of popcorn later.. I punch in and a woman with long black hair enters.. she seems happy and spritely. I smile and sell her some things and off to her movie she goes. After that my popcorn machine decides to dump a bunch of oil in the popcorn.. yay hurah.
Shortly thereafter, our little friends.*sarcastically* enter. Two girls, eleven, twelve.. maybe thirteen.. enter. We've seen them before. They'd been to the theater in August.. They wrapped junior mints about the joy sticks in the arcade, plugged up a toilet and pranked 911 from our pay phone. Charming. Then again in December when they painted obscene words in our bathroom stalls with nailpolish and had candy wars in the theaters while the movie was going. Well! Today was a special day for them. They decided that today they would pump masses of liquid soap out of the dispencers all over the counters then fling it onto the floor. They were in the process of stuffing a toilet when Jan walked in and spotted them. Fingers sticky with soap, they then went into the arcade to smear the glass with the goop. Following this event they paid for their snacks with coin rolls, all short of what they "contained". Our manager decided to check up on them in their movie.. to find that they had spread their snacks about under the screen and where currently entertaining themselves with spit balls to our $4000 screen. He removed them from the theater and had them call their parents.
Meanwhile, the woman with the long black hair had come out of her movie. She seemed to have attracted a croud in the lobby. Curious, I went to check it out. "Have you seen my baby?" she inquired. "I love my baby.." She then removed a necklace from inside her shirt that had a pouch laced to it. Upon openening this pouch a small furry tan and black striped head poked out with big ears and little buggy eyes. She had taken her pet sugar glider to the movies.. How cute..
I clock out at 8.. and head home. But I still feel for the closers... they'll be there.. at the theater well into the night. Probably, they won't be out until 3. Poor things. And they'll find all the strange things that are dropped in between the seats.. but that's another post.

more on sugar gliders... http://www.sugarglider.net/


"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..

(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^




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:: 2002 22 February :: 6.12 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: That stupid song that I can't remember the words to..


pic of the day. By Nova Woffie! I think this is really prurty but the nose is a bit droopy.. just my opinionn. Again feel free to leave her comments.

I just polished off a bowl of chocolate pudding. :) Yummy. Need I say more? And.. I'm such a looser.. that.. yeah.. I have no plans again.. I'm really getting sick of living here. It's driving me nuts with it's smallness and.. a whole lot of nothing. I want adventure and surprises not.. wake up.. go to school.. go to work... come home.. wake up.. go to.. you get the idea. It bores me to no end. Anyway.. so... yeah. Making plans with myself to go see a movie.. BY MY SELF.. because I don't get along well enough with anyone other then Karen to feel comfortable with hanging out with.


"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..

(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^




What Kind Of Pokemon Are You?

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:: 2002 21 February :: 5.38 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: none.. sorry

NUTMEG my Degu. :)
pic of the day.
I feel all ucky and depressed all of a sudden.. ever get that? Where you just want to die for no good reason out of nowhere?... Ugh.. have to work tomarow. And March 2nd is our choir thing.. I'm not ready at all... Karen still has my music.. and.. yeah.. it's gonna be terrible. Why aren't we pepared for anything this year? Meef. I'm also supposed to have my lines memerized for the play. THat hasn't happened either.. blah!!

On a lighter note.. am I self centered too??




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"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..

(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^

Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test.

Step in a Mellow


:: 2002 20 February :: 2.21 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Tempus Vernem:Enya

pic of the day. Brought to you by Maggock. Feel free to leave comments on her page. I'm sure she loves it.
So.. I stayed home from school today. I'm sick.. my sinuses are full and I feel like my head is an overstuffed zit.. lovely eh? I don't have a whole lot to write about.. cept I feel like so much warm iguanadon dung next to a cold clammy river.. in the rain.. with a couple of dung beetles.. Ich.. thanks to Stacey (from work) I don't have to come in today. She's finding someone to work for me. This morning I woke up at about 10 and had a lovily breakfast of spagetti'o's with meatballs with my fave furry rodent, Nutme the Degu. She was so cute, darting under my work hat then promptly pooping there. *wrinkle nose* All the while I had stuck the cat out in the rain. He was so soaked when he came back in..I wish I had had a camera! Anyways..hope everyone elses day was better then mine. *shiver*
"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..

(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^

Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test.

Step in a Mellow


:: 2002 17 February :: 9.24 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: *sings* I want the world.. I want the whole world!" not really...

phillosophical junk.. and a bit of the real life.
pic of the day. Nambroth (Jennifer Miller) did this one.. because it's just one of those days... *~* fill in the blank*~*
Just got home from work.. erm.. it's been a quick break. I look forward to being lazey tomarow. I have a sea shell to paint.. so yeah.
Ever notice how dumb some people can be.. how they love to screw other people over? I won't mention names.. (helps that I don't know her name..) but.. tonight at work, I had this lady pay for tickets with a roll of quarters. I counted them, having little faith hin humans.. to find that the $10 roll contained only $8.25. *sigh* Now.. I know it was probably an honest mistake.. but.. part of me wonders if it actually was. Things have been turning up missing back stage durring the musical. Money has been turning up missing from the theater, too. What have we humans been reduced to. Wouldn't it be so much easier for all of us if we could just trust one another? Personally, I think stealing causes unwanted and unneeded guilt. I admit I'm not guilt free but these days who is? Who.. running in circles here.. what's my point again? Erm. It's not worth it. Everything that I have taken dishonestly I could have lived without. Most of those items are rocks. I mean.. do I honestly need 40lbs of pretty polished stones to live my life? I supposed if I still practiced those rituals which required them, maybe yes. But I don't.. so.. why do I still take them? Maybe it's in our blood. I know my dog Keesha hates dog toys unless our other dog, Arlo, wants them. Eh... now I want to get into the religious thing. I think I'll save that for another day.
On another note. I miss John.. you know.. that guy from the cheeze state. I want him to be mine so badly but I know if that were so it would cause more pain than good. Nothing like knowing I can't run to him when I need him. Besides that.. there's a good chance it would be a doomed relationship. He doesn't get out of highschool for another year and by then I'll be off at college. Talk about tough. I know that I could tough it out. But.. I don't want to be responsible for putting that pressure on him. I guess I just don't know him well enough to trust that he'd stay true to me and tell me if something happened otherwise. It just gets so complicated. For now, though, I'm happy with the friendship we've got. I really trust him alot. I even tell him things that I wouldn't have even concidered telling anyone before. Guess alot of history goes into that for anyone else to understand.. so.. I've typed for far to long now.. night :) "Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..

(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^

Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test.

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:: 2002 16 February :: 2.07 am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Mullan Theme song.. aren't we into Movies this week?

Yipes.. it's early in the morining.. my stupid wisdome teeth are coming in.. and.. right now I hate my job. I'll love it again tomarow.. I'll hate Nutmeg(my degu) tomarow.. cause she'll wake me up at 7... and it's 2 right now.. and.. I'm not exactly sure why I'm writing in this right now. :P Anyways.. night world.
"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..


(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^

Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test.

Step in a Mellow


:: 2002 14 February :: 3.46 pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Theme song from Lord of the Rings.. don't ask me...

First time user.. a newb again.. dear gods
pic of the day. This one's brought to you by the Merwolf, Vantid.
So.. my first post.. I really would like to hear from more Cedar people.. you know.. those red hawks?? interesting eh? I suppose a little about myself is required.. I was born in Erie, Michigan... but I grew up in Toledo, Ohio. (Go spartans! *Ducks*) Erm... I spent most of my childhood playing on the traintracks that ran behind my house. I would catch bugs and eat blackberries... erm.. hang out with my friends... yeah.
Then, my Junior year I moved to Cedar. And I'm proud to say that Kate Kent was the first person I made fun of. Terrible aren't I? Anyway. That's the short of the long.
As far as hobbies go.. I try to think of myself as an artist.. but.. I really don't think I'm that great. And as fun as nice comments are.. I'm afraid to let them get to me. I really don't want to be one of those stuck up artits.. they annoy me.
Currently, I'm the evil step mother in our Spring Musical, Cinderella. Karen, muh best bud, is Portia and Steff's my other "daughter", Joy. Despite what Karen says, I really look forward to doing this play. And I think it will turn out good if I can bother to learn my lines. :P
Ok.. lets see. And I'm a proud member of the gryphon's guild!!

"Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
"Holding so hard to the ax I forgot how to let go."~Ironrose

Elfwood Artwork
Email or chat with me:
Trinitydarksun@aol.com <~~ Works in AIM!>
More Art stuff..


(c) Michele Warner.
This immage made possible with help from Ciatol. TY! ^_^

Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test.

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