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2004 8 March :: 6.48pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
i won't forget you ... A~V~N ROCKS!!!
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2004 7 March :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: the quiet things that no one ever knows : brand new ... its stuck in my head
im so tired of living how you want me to
so tired of being suffocated with the rules
i cant wait until i leave this place
ill never come back
never look back
you make me feel inside out, with the rage your words bring into me
make me feel tense with hate, about to explode into ten million little peices
i hate this life i lead ... it's really leading no where
i hate the feeling of being in need ... its crushing me with you!
your everything i love to hate but yet i have to love you
you put me down with your rabid words of anger
you shove me down with your glare
i hate this pressure to succeed in life, its something i can hardly bare
you make me want to write these hateful poems, about how you piss me off
i know you love me but i can't see it ... daddy please let it show
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snowflakea4
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2004 7 March :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: im eating an apple
:: Music: i promise
friday was ok i hung out with friends the end of the night got bad though and stuff saturday was good until the night time and today was only like 5 mins of being bad during the day.. last night kelly slept over and than we went to walmart than church we came home and steph came over and we spent the day on the boat it was soooooo funny lol we like gained a million new inside jokes!!! than after the boat we went to mc donalds than got candy thn stephanie left and kelly stayed for a little than she left than a big conflict brewed between the usual people for the same reason its really getting annoying too. kelly is my best friend and when she is sad i get sad too.. and when she calls me sad i help her.. and she calls me crying or mad and its for the SAME REASON AND SAME PERSON! holy fat cow you know who you are cant you just STOP DOING THIS god damn!!!!!!!! im sorry i got mad i still am mad but whatever... anyway i got tanner and that is the only thing keeping me from bursting out in tears... that and melted marshmellows and gram crackers which is the thing keeping me sane. dont i sound liek a loser? me n 'trixie' are friends again.. i think she listened to me and everyone else so i am proud of her and me n kelly.. i am proud of us bc we acted responsably and than told my parents about it... and they werent mad they were proud of us so yay! i polished my nails.. they actually look ok and the polish kinda stayed on the nail this time! hmmm what else do i say? MY BDAY IS NEXT MONTH!!! i am like soooo wow! but im so mad bc i could be getting my liscence but nooo i had to wait until july! isnt that just dumb i think it is! and i love melted marshmellows but i wish i was a marshmellow.... bye!!
x0Xo
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2004 7 March :: 2.13pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: streets of Heavan
i miss everyone
this is a list of people i miss alot cuz they are gone forever:
SAMMI
JAMES
ERIC
COURTNEY
no matter if they are still here they will neva be as close to me as they used to be.
LitMissT714 [1:52 PM]: i miss james n eric :'(
anonymous[1:56 PM]: i miss them 2 :'(
i'm so sad!
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2004 6 March :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: lion king 1 1/2 "scurry , snif , flinch"
man those stars are pretty tonight
i wish they'd disapear
because they remind me of what i cant have
i wish they'd just disapear
ive gazed at them so many times... and never thought twice
that what lit our sky at night ...
would break me everytime
from the day i met you to this very minute
i just feel like i have to tell you, i think about you ... all the time
i have to say, i miss you ... a lot
please god please ... let him forget me not
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2004 5 March :: 12.10pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: lab
school
im at school and extremely bored because of course no one is online at 12 pm so yeah i had a greeeeeeeeeat day yesterday lol twas a good one twas twas anyway um oh yeah that concert i was suppose to go to yesterday ... I DIDNT GET TO GO! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! because gloria called and shes like "we dont need any more people" so then mom didnt want to go i guess so yeah everyone was like asking if im gunna be there n im like yeah i guess ill see you there but nope not now no and i hear coheed and cambria rosked lol even they messed up a couple of times lol n i wish i could have been there to see thursday man i love them n of course no i didnt get to go i heard they had SO much energy and were doin some funky hand dance lol n of cousr AFI rocked sox but you know i couldnt tell you first hand because I DIDNT GO! man o well i guess theres always next time g2g LAUREN~ANDY
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2004 4 March :: 5.34pm
:: Mood: haaappy
:: Music: lalallalalala
anyway people moving on with life.. its been ok btw.. yesterday was the best day i had in a while starting with the very morning me n joy and deena and brianne were at the window in mrs ob's where ppl enter school the window was open so to like every person that passed brianne would be like '{name} this is the voice of god... give me cake!' it was soooooooo funny she was dying for a priest to come by... i got a B on my spanish TEST!!! yay i got to tell richard to shut up and it was the best thing ever (when i punch him and break his nose it will be so much better)
hello fellow aussies! this is now lauren and i think its mean to nreak otherd noses!
--moving on.. this is lisa again btw donnie said something actually NICE to me and jordan wasnt in class today wow hat was probably the best and idk other stuff happened but it was just awesome!! today was ok too alright im off to walk with lauren
x0Xo
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2004 4 March :: 8.32am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Cadilacs on 22's
ok this week has been ok i guess but i'm kinda scared lol!! omg get this april told me that u can get this disease called.. well i don't member what it wass called and it was from getting fingured well that's what her doctor told her i didn't believe her then when we got in science i called ty n told him he gave that to me lol he said he didn't lol so in geography me n lauren decided to see how much he cared about lauren and i rote her a note just playin about how i didnt' have the first one that was swelling of the brain lol but i have syphilis lol it's a sexually transmitted disease that u get from oral, she showed him n he called me n told me he researched it and found this: The syphilis bacterium is very fragile, and the infection is almost always transmitted by sexual contact with an infected person. The bacterium spreads from the initial ulcer (sore) of an infected person to the skin or mucous membranes (linings) of the genital area, mouth, or anus of an uninfected sexual partner. It also can pass through broken skin on other parts of the body. i told him i was kidding but he says he get sores on his mouth n i kissed him so i could have it he's goin to get tested omg i'm scared! it's treated with a shot of penicilin so i dunno ne thoughts or info leave a comment! i luv u guys help me! lol i'm scared other than that i'm hapy
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2004 3 March :: 2.50pm
i dont let you get to me
i know your just insecure
stablizing your life with criticizing mine
deep down theres a part of you
thats not quite as perfect as people asume you to be
deep down i know
"you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you"
so you follow the crowd
and hide all your feelings
try to live up to the lies you've created yourself with
i'm not quite all there myself
but thank god im not that far gone
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2004 3 March :: 2.50pm
i dont let you get to me
i know your just insecure
stablizing your life with criticizing mine
deep down theres a part of you
thats not quite as perfect as people asume you to be
deep down i know
"you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you"
so you follow the crowd
and hide all your feelings
try to live up to the lies you've created yourself with
i'm not quite all there myself
but thank god im not that far gone
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2004 2 March :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: i feel like lecturing
:: Music: some commercial
-im a slut.. thats who i am there is nothing wrong with it and its who i am and what i want to be-.... can you actually imagine someone saying that! it seemed like freaking yesterday meghan and cristalyn told everyone including my mom that i wasnt a virgin and i had sex with like 500 different guys! btw no i am not a slut.. but my friend is on her way to that... and im not saying who she is bc only her and another person know who i am referring to in this case we shall call her trixie bc i like that name... ok well trixie is doing all this stuff with guys she just met... and its scaring me and i tried to tell her how i felt but she yelled at me and told me i shouldnt care what people thought well i dont care! but this is different.. it is low in self respect AND it is very VERY dangerous! like trixie one day just met a guy and within like not even 4 hrs of knowing him she saw him naked, made out with him and let him go down her pants! DIDNT KNOW HIM FOR 4 HOURS! holy fat cow! i mean if you were me would you be worried about trixie too? or is it me!!!!??? bc if its me than gosh dang it you people are wierd and i need to find new friends! bc if that was me that was trixie would any of you care? i suuure hope so! bc trixie you know who you are and i love you soo much like my sister and your right its your life but i dont want to see you regret it when your older bc you will and i know you will... but anyway.. moving on like idk what to say... yesterday was bad i even made a list lol it all started when i waled into the door... ok we wont get into that day... but trixie pleeease take into consideration what i said bc i do care about you...
p.s nikki is married to nelson.. she is now nikki bolumboo!! hehe andim married to meana she is my wife forever!! lol x0Xo
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2004 2 March :: 4.48pm
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
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2004 2 March :: 4.47pm
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
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2004 2 March :: 4.27pm
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool Vampire Game:
www.life-
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2004 2 March :: 4.19pm
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
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