^.^ Sara's World^.^

:: 2004 22 February :: 9.24am
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: 97' bonnie n clyde (just the two of us)

i'm so happy i got to say that to sara i needed to tell her that n i'm happy now!! i just wanted to update it cuz i haven't n forever but oh well hey everyone mauhz i luv ya'll bye bye bye
- LiL t

:: 2004 22 February :: 9.12am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: 97' bonnie n clyde

sara
ok i was readin sara's journal n it was talkin about how she wasn't afraid of dying n all this other shit about logan. this is for sara! gurl u need to forget about him he was in the past the past is the past n no1 can change that!.! trust me i get what ur sayin that u can't get over him, guys are like addictive drugs me n keely decided that about frank n from the look of it logan is too. lol damn those drugs! heehee i want u to rethink everything u said in your journal about dying. u should be afraid of dying cuz like u said life is short so don't waste all ur god damn time on this one guy when there's 50 trillion other guyz u could get without a problem that prolly won't break ur heart, i haven't found mine yet but i can help u find urs i need to focus on skool more than guys right now even though i don't i can still help u find a guy!.! that's what friends are for. i'm sad u didn't mention me n that quiz thing on ur journal about who made u laugh or bring a smile to ur face :-( lol jp :-) gurl cheer up be happy! there's plenty of other fish in the sea lol JUST KEEP SWIMMING JUST KEEP SWIMMING LOL finding nemo u should watch that it'll make u laugh! lol n puff out ur cheeks! n look in the mirror that'll make u laugh too girl i luv ya n i'm here for ya remember that always!! - LiL t

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 21 February :: 5.51pm

<3 God saw that she was getting tired, and a sure was not to be
<3 So he put his arms around her, and whispered, "Come with me."
<3 With tearful eyes, we watched her suffer, and saw her fade away
<3 Although we loved her dearly, we could not make her stay
<3 A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands to rest
<3 God broke our hearts to prove to us
<33He only takes the best<33

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 21 February :: 5.31pm

the entry before this is new ... if you wanna see it
You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 21 February :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: too calm
:: Music: too quiet

too calm/quiet
tis too calm here i cannot speak for some reasons words are not in me and i cannot speak i could speak if someone talked to me but i've no one to talk to and i feel quite odd because i cannot speak ... i could speak to myself by whom goes the name of by lauren ... tis an odd day i drove ... woohoo! but i feel too calm after i drove maybe theres a little demon inside me taking hold of the inside of my skin and pulling it all inwards and therefore i cannot will not and are unable to speak ... man i hate those little buggers... wow this is a weird feeling i need to ask my dad something but i cannot speak! lol tis a funny situation i think ill go shower have a grand day from the bottom of my heart
FAT [forever and today] AndY
i l o v e j o h n n y d e p p still

SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2004 19 February :: 5.5435pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: selena

hey everyone.. yea as you see my mood it says crying.. yes i am crying so hard i cant breathe and i can hardley see what im typing. why am i crying? yeah you would like to know... ask me later.. it has to do with someone and just by that you all know who but you do not know the reasonS yes there is an S that means there is more than 1 reason but for the same topic... MAINLY the reason is im scared hes going to do something to hurt himself... and if he does idk what im going to do.. next is i miss him so damn much its not even funny... another thing is i cant stand seeing him hurt and the NOT last thing (but for you its last bc i have other reasons that are too personal) is that i am so scared he hates me bc of his away message that someone sent me.. ne way i am gonig to go finish crying and try tp stop.. ttul
x0Xo Lisa

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2004 19 February :: 6.58pm

ok everyone bookmark my journal at this link

http://www.woohu.com/~snowflakea4/

it looks the same but its not this in lower case.. so ok bookmark and look at this one make sure it is in LOWER CASE people lol if it is and your seeing this message dont worry its suppost to do that lol

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:: 2004 18 February :: 6.434pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: white flag

i wanted to say hi.. so hi

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:: 2004 14 February :: 6.545pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Michelle Branch

today started boring and i cleaned and stuff... than sara setzer came over and we took a walk and picked flowers and went to the tower thing and threw them and watched the wind take them away... than we picked more and took them home and drowned them so the ants and bugs would die. stephanie came over and she took us grocery shopping wow that was the first time i went shopping without my mom or dad! i think we did good! joy came over and than my parents went out to eat and me joy and sara watched tv ordered pizza from 2 different places and me and sara were the most hyper lol we sprayed eachother with the hose and threw sponges at eachother and we sat in front of joys car so she wouldnt leave. than stephanie and marcus came over and joy left.. (most of you know why ill go ahead and say that she doesnt like marcus at all) anywho steph went to chase her down bc they both have cars and me sara and marcus stayed and talked. after that we just kind of watched the hot chick and talked. joy didnt come back :0( sara left and stephanie marcus and i talked in my room and my parents came home. we went back to stephanies house and laurie happened to talk to marcus thats great (not) while we were in the car nikki called me crying... the first time im usually the one coming to her.. and nikki i am proud that you did that bc you and i know you did the right thing and im glad you got together your courage... and i am here for you if you need me i hope i helped. than i realized that it was late and i had to go home.. and so my dd got mad at me bc suppostidly i didnt come home early ok so now he doesnt trust me or something.. idk my dad alwasy finds something to be mad at me for.. liek ok today is really the 15th but im writinng about the 14th so ill move on to this morning i woke up and i found a 2 page list waiting for me full of questions and ok they were so dumb and i just about screamed i swear to god i did nothing wrong at all but the littlest things they yell at me for.. im serious like little things like i got grounded for a week bc once i said 'kellys mom is taking us to the mall' and i didnt say 'kellys mom is dropping us off at the mall' so i got lectured and yelled at! see that little stuff! there are some people i know that are there getting arrested and drunk and crap and i get yelled at for being home 15 minutes late! they know damn well that i dont get high or drunk or have sex or whatever and it kills me bc i dont lie to them or anything and i still get in trouble and it makes me so mad!! if anyone wants to comment than comment!! okk thanks bye

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:: 2004 14 February :: 6.51pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: dmx - up in here

[DMX]
Uhh.. UH! .. WHOO!
[Chorus:]
[DMX]
Y'all gon' make me lose my mind up in HERE, up in here
Y'all gon' make me go all out up in here, up in here
Y'all gon' make me act a FOOL up in HERE, up in here
Y'all gon' make me lose my cool up in here, up in here
[DMX]
If I gotsta bring it to you cowards then it's gonna be quick, aight
All your mens up in the jail before, suck my dick
and all them other cats you run with, get done with, dumb quick
How the fuck you gonna cross the dog with some bum shit?
Aight
There go the gun click, nine one one shit
All over some dumb shit, ain't that some shit
Y'all niggaz remind me of a strip club, cause everytime you come around,
it's like (what) I just gotta get my dick sucked
And I don't know who the fuck you think you talkin to but I'm not him, aight slim?
So watch what you do
Or you gon' find yourself, buried next to someone else and we all thought you loved yourself
But that couldn't have been the issue, or maybe they just sayin that, now cause they miss you
Shit a nigga tried to diss you
That's why you layin on your back, lookin at the roof of the church
Preacher tellin the truth and it hurts

[Chorus]

[DMX]
Off the chain I leave niggaz soft in the brain cause niggaz still want the fame,
off the name First of all, you ain't rapped long enough to be fuckin with me
and you, you ain't strong enough
So whatever it is you puffin on that got you think that you
Superman I got the Kryptonite, should I smack him with my dick and the mic?
Y'all niggaz is characters, not even good actors
What's gon' be the outcome?
Hmm, let's add up all the factors
You wack, you're twisted, your girl's a hoe
You're broke, the kid ain't yours, and e'rybody know
Your old man say you stupid, you be like,
"So? I love my baby mother, I never let her go
" I'm tired of weak ass niggaz whinin over pussy that don't belong to them,
fuck is wrong with them?
They fuck it up for real niggaz like my mans and them who get it on
on the strength of the hands with them, MAN

[Chorus]

[DMX]
I bring down rains so heavy it curse the head
No more talkin - put him in the dirt instead
You keep walin - lest you tryin to end up red
Cause if I end up fed, y'all end up dead
Cause youse a soft type nigga
Fake up
North type nigga
Puss like a soft white nigga
Dog is a dog, blood's thicker than water
We done been through the mud and we quicker to slaughter
The bigger the order, the more guns we brought out
We run up in there, e'rybody come out, don't nobody run out
Sun in to sun out, I'ma keep the gun out
Nigga runnin his mouth?
I'ma blow his lung out
Listen, yo' ass is about to be missin
You know who gon' find you?
(Who?)
Some old man fishin
Grandma wishin your soul's at rest but it's hard to digest with the size of the hole in your chest

[Chorus]

[DMX]
Hold up! ERRRRRRRR!
One.. two.. meet me outside meet me outside, meet me outside
All my Ruff
Ry-DERS gon' meet me outside meet me outside, meet me outside
All my big ball-ERS gon' meet me outside meet me outside, meet me outside
All my fly lad-IES gon' meet me outside meet me outside, meet me outside
All my street street peoples meet me outside meet me outside, outside motherfucker
X is got y'all bouncin again
Bouncin again, bounce-bouncin again
Dark Man X got ya bouncin again
Bouncin again, bounce-bouncin again
Swizz Beatz got y'all bouncin again
Bouncin again, bounce-bouncin again (Swizz Beatz)
Ruff Ryders got y'all bouncin again
[DMX]
Bouncin again, bounce-bouncin again
Dark Man keep you bouncin again
Bouncin again, bounce-bouncin again
Dark Man keep you bouncin again
Bouncin again, bounce-bouncin again
All my streets they bouncin again
Bouncin again, we're bouncin again
Swizz Swizz Beatz we bouncin again
Bouncin again and we bouncin again
Double R keep it comin, ain't nuttin y'all
Ain't nuttin y'all can do, now.. [BOOM]

this song is the best i LUV DMX !!!!

:: 2004 14 February :: 11.17am

lol i told my dad and he looked at me like i was crazy and said oh great well thats no good lol

dadys girl
Daddys girl! You respect your family and love them
even though they can be anoying at times

*~What kindof Girl Ar you?~*
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:: 2004 13 February :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: idk
:: Music: nikki yelling at her game

you guys know what today was actually a good day! i was happy so was everyone around me i had not sign of depression and i was bouncy and hyper! up until the middle of the movies where i was so mad bc everyone around me was depressed i tried to make everyone happy but it didnt work and i got tired of it so i gave up and i started to cry! i hate seeing everyone including my best friend sad it just pisses me off so bad!!!!! so i came home and called nikkki and that girl makes me laugh well i dont want to detail my day but it went from good to where i hated the world oh well ill get over it im going to eat cake and plan my little "party" tomorrow ill tell you what i am doing even though i said this so many times that most of my friends memorized it.. like ashley and nikki lol ill tell you when its done

HAVE A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ILU ALL!! mwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaa <3

im going to eat cake lol

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:: 2004 13 February :: 9.56pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: yin yang twins- say i yi yi

me n bobbie r just chillin lol we're like hyper!!! lol ya taht's cuz were not were about to fall alseep i srry i lied lol i srry!!! heehee bobbie's thirsty n is buggin the shit outta me lol j/p. pj's hott lol i cant' believe james told him that! grrrrrr gonna hurt u !!!! lol neways i was talkin 2 brad then i'm like i got a ? n he's like i kno what it is n i'm like no u don't lol he's like ya say it n i'll tell if it was wat i thought n i go do u think it's about our break up or about me still likin u. he goes our break up n i go no! lol he was wrong!!! heehee i told him i still liked him lol then frank came over n he wouldn't talk to me nemore i hate frank. Today was pimp as hell we had a dance n i was dancin like a black chick lol it was funni then brandon was sad n i felt bad n asked him if he wanted to dance with us then bobbie yelled at me o well he was sad n i'm srry he was. n bobbie is buggin the shit outta me cuz she's readin everything i say out loud lol she won't stop n it's not kool. I'M AN IDIOT lol she said she was an idiot lol n i squished her boob lol omg were like fucked up right now o well i wanna tell u more but i'm kinda tired n i can't type when i'm tired lol u kno how many times i hit backspace all ready lol cuz i'm not lookin at the keyboard lol that was like 10 times right there heeeheee o well i guess i'ma go to bed now i'll ttyl HAPPY BDAY ELYSE N HAPPY VDAY 2 MY VALENTINE (I WISH IT WAS PJ) LOL o well hope he doesn't see it n bobbie wishes her valentine was brandon! lol bye luv ya ttyl mauhz

~LiL t

:: 2004 12 February :: 8.21am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: minute man - ludacrs, trina, missy elliot

today has sucked so far n will suck soooooo much more i'm sure!!! first i got up n i went rite back to bed i was tired as hell from last night i had guard n i stayed at school til 7:30. (I wake up at 7:10 which sucks.) then i have to stay for beckman n FINISH my page n omg today will suck majoryly. i'm sad taht frank called keely a bitch n won't kiss her i was just tryin to help her out!?! was that the rite thing to do?!? i don't know she'll tell me if it wasn't n if she's mad at me. well i gotta go get dressed. ttyl mauhz luv ya'll

~LiL t