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2003 29 January :: 5.41pm
Guys.
Are.
Frustrating.
I was thinking about this in the shower. One day things are great between you and the next he is completely distant and you wonder if he even likes you as a friend. You can NEVER tell if a guy likes you or not, unless he asks you out. And even THEN you have to worry about his eyes wandering. Which can or cannot be a problem...
Stupid guys. We talked the other day about the advantages of asexuality. You dont need a mate! Have you ever thought about how much energy we put into finding the right person to be with? A lot. Especially the girls. And guys who have enough of a brain to think about the future. Which most dont, but sometimes you find one that does. Which is when you try to hold onto him and not have to go looking for another...jeez.
All I want is one of those nice carnations on Valentine's Day. Is that too much to ask? I saw Charlie stop at that table this morning, but..I dont know how long he had been there. And it may not have even been for me. So yeah...
I hate Valentine's Day. Its only one more reminder that guys in my life are either friends or just not there at all. Unless they're online. But..I cant decide how much those count....
Mindy
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2003 29 January :: 3.43pm
Izzy thinks Charlie and I look good together. I think Charlie and I look good together. And Charlie, being the guy that he is, has no clue what any of us girls talk about. Its so frustrating, I'm just gonna kick him sometime...maybe. I've been wearing this mood necklace recently, and Izzy knows what all of the colors mean. So yeah...she tells me it was red yesterday, and do you know what red means? It means you're in love. Well isnt that sweet. But today, just maybe 10 minutes ago, I was standing there with him, and this girl (whom I know, but her name just slips my mind) comes up to him and says, "You shouldnt ask her out, she just wants to be friends." Which MEANS that he likes another girl. When I asked him who, and kinda nudged his arm a little, he said, "No one. Just thinking aloud." .......
Guys are so frustrating. But they're so nice and all that... I dont know if he has figured out that I like him or not yet. I just wish he would open his eyes to it, although maybe that isnt a good idea. But whatever, gotta go home now...
Mindy
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2003 29 January :: 9.38am
Haha.
Yeah...got here early this morning, Mom had a meeting. Which was fine with me. My hair is all poofy and frizzy today, I gave up on it and just tied it back. I walked with Charlie to his Biology class this morning, Jenn saw us on the way and started laughing...dont know why, but she's just weird like that. So yeah..and Izzy grinned when she saw us walking, the weirdo. I wont hear the end of it from her in Spanish, I swear. But wait! Mrs. Gonzalez moved her across the room! Haha, she wont be able to bother me about it til lunch then...great. But yeah, its fun...yeah...anyway! Class is going to be over pretty soon, so I should go. Bye!
Mindy
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2003 28 January :: 10.40pm
Haha.
My journal is all springy now. I dont care what you think, I like it!!!
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2003 28 January :: 9.07pm
Well, I finished my paper. That's a relief. All I have to do now is my poster, which will take...a lot less time than the paper did.
Wow, ya know what? Liking someone gives you a reason to look presentable. It gives me a reason to get up in the morning and straighten my hair. To dig through my closet and drawers trying to find something to wear that compliments my features. But yeah. Its fun being clean and presentable! I just want Charlie before Valentine's Day. And to last at least until after Valentine's Day. He's such a sweet guy, I just wonder what it would be like if he were my boyfriend during that time period. Ya know? But yeah....my hair is dried and straightened, my body scrubbed clean and pretty. Lotion put on. Nails...in the process of being painted and as presentable as they're gonna be. And I'm thinking about stealing some of Mom's little make up stuff, cover the stupid circles under my eyes...which really arent that noticable with my glasses, but I'd feel better if they were gone. But yeah, anyway. I think I'm done now...I'll probably say more in Recordkeeping tomorrow, but now, I've gotta get to bed so the circles under my eyes dont get any worse. Bye! Night!
Mindy
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2003 28 January :: 4.08pm
Vroom Vroom!
WOW! A first ever, I'm updating my journal at 4. But I'm at HOME! YAY! That's because I got a nice ride home from Charlie. His Dad was in the passenger seat, Charlie actually drove me home. He'll be 16 on..June 22. Yay. I remember. But anyway. Yeah. Izzy came up to me in the hall after biology today and was all pulling on my sleeve and jumping up and down and going "You and Charlie!" and I was just like "No, Izzy, no!" ...Not yet at least. But yeah, it was a good day for an A day. At least, after, before, and the first part of P.E. was. We had career day today. That was fun, got you out of first period. But yeah...anyway. I should work on my paper. Bye!
Mindy
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2003 27 January :: 5.13pm
Haha I talked to him after school too. He offered me a ride home, but I told him my mom was coming. I should have just gone with him, she kept me there til 5. Jeez..Oh well, I'm supposed to be doing my paper. I'll do it eventually. I went out to the parking lot with him and Izzy saw me just WAVING bye as he walked towards the car, and I dont know if it was the look on my face or what, but she just grins and goes "Ooooooo" so yeah....anyway. I'm done. I'm getting a ride from him tomorrow though. Greg has pneumonia, so Mom is staying home again. Bye!
Mindy
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2003 27 January :: 10.30am
Hi! Yeah, in Recordkeeping. She's taking her time, which I like. Leaves us plenty of time to do whatever. This is actually a really interesting class, and it will be useful further along in life. Well yay. Ran into Charlie in the band hall (I followed Izzy there, she had to drop stuff off) and walked with him to his class when the bell rang, on the other side of the school. Then I had to walk aaalll the way to the ISS hall for this class. Yay! Haha I think he wanted to give me a hug when we got to his class, but he didnt. I didnt really have time for a hug anyway, I was a split second late to class as it was. Oh well, I'll see him later today. His last class is with my mom, who stayed home today because my little brother has an ear infection and a fever. And she had an inservice Saturday, so she took off Monday to make up for it. But yeah. I have a lot of homework to get done tonight, Mom wants either my paper or my poster on Notre Dame done before bed, and I have a lab due in Biology tomorrow. Stupid lab, I have the answers, I just have to fill in the rest of the info (I copied the answers off of Micheal's paper, sitting across from me. Heehee) But yeah, Anyway...I didnt cheat. And I would never cheat on a test, that's just a bit too far. Ya know? So yeah. Anyway. I should probably go, so yeah. Bye!
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2003 26 January :: 9.57pm
Hi! The party was good, I had a lot of fun. Hung out with Charlie a lot, he\'s a sweet kid. His family is cool too...hm. Yeah. He, Rachel, Pamela and I went outside for like 20 minutes are 8:15 or so, and I was stuck to Charlie\'s arm, he was keeping my hands warm and his shoulder kept my ear warm. He\'s so great, I think Izzy made a total mistake breaking up with him. Dont you? I mean, if I had Charlie, I wouldnt ever let him go. He\'s sweet, he sings, he\'s devoted to church, his family is cool, and yeah...
I feel like such a bimbo player kind of person. I like about....let me think...6 guys? 7 guys? Its craziness. But if I HAD to choose (not that I have much of a choice) I would PROBABLY choose Charlie, if only because he\'s so conventiently there and seems so supportive. Ya know? I love how he goes to church, it means he is devoted and serious about things. And he\'s smarter than me. Well, not SMARTER, I could be as smart as him were I not lazy and a procrastinator. But you know what I mean. But yeah, it was fun. Playing Go Fish and War and Spoons (it was actually plastic forks, which became very rude when rachel made it look like a hand giving you the finger) But yeah. Anyway. His shoulder was warm. Bye!
Mindy
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2003 26 January :: 1.32pm
The links for my geography project. I had no where else to put them.
http://www.paris.org/Monuments/NDame/
http://www2.art.utah.edu/cathedral/paris.html
http://www.greatbuildings.com/buildings/Notre_Dame_Cathedral.html
http://www.discoverfrance.net/France/Cathedrals/Paris/Notre-Dame.shtml
http://www.aviewoncities.com/paris/notredame.htm
http://1saigon.net/notredame/
http://www.glasssteelandstone.com/FR/ParisNotreDame.html
http://www.swifty.com/apase/charlotte/@Mstone.html
http://www.newmusicals.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/notredamemusicaa.html
http://www.hiptravelguide.com/paris/article.php?sid=5
Yeah, I think that's enough for now, Dont you? Yeah...
Mindy
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