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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 10 May :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: jimmy mathis- bubba sparxx (awesome song, u should dl it)

"then whats left of me, ill give to you?"- j.m.
its kinda sad. usually, i see this as such a secure relationship...someone i know i can always rely on, someone i see as one of the best people i know, someone i know who accepts my flaws and even when i act stupid and weird will be laughing with me, not at me- but lately this security hasnt been there. i feel like i went to sit down in a chair, but before my butt actually reached the seat, someone pulled the damn thing out from under me and now im sitting on the floor with nothing...by myself. every weekend we used to hang out, just do nothing, sit around and watch tv, go online, bake stuff. we havent done that since the week before april vacation. i used to get calls from her all the time, but now when i call her mom goes: hi! [that i havent spoken to u in the longest time voice], hang on a second....its danielle! [talking to her] remember her? i just feel like her time has been consumed with all this stuff lately, not that i can blame her for that, but she hasnt had any time---literally. she does stuff with other friends on weekends, but i dont go....3 movies in a row and i havent been invited to one. actually, i take that back, i was invited to the last one, but i cant help but think that the only reason y i was was because she was talking about it with someone in front of me. when i come to school in the morning, shes always off on her way with her morning posse to her class...today she didnt even stop to say hi. i walked over to her talking to someone she spends a lot of time wth now and stood there hoping, wishing she would say hi....NOTHING. when i make weird comments, which i am known to do, she no longer makes the wtf faces at me, she makes them to other people, in a mocking way. and although i know its just kidding, it hurts to know that shes not making the faces at me. shes doing it to someone else now. this has happened before, and it always hurts the same...ive been the most loyal friend there is- even when she didnt want to be mine. there just isnt any time for me any more. i cant talk to her about it, i just cant, i would start crying...its happened before. i dont want my best friend slipping through my fingers like this...i miss those blue cupcakes.

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goobs827

:: 2004 10 May :: 4.28pm
:: Music: spice girls

i love all these beautiful signs--i really do--i love how it helps me get up in the morning--but i hate it because it sucks. but it doesn't.

omg i just was given a driving lesson--i pulled the car out of the driveway and parked it on the street--wayyy hot. and i didnt kill anybody. nice.

had a very impt. lunch period (wow, lunch important? ha) today that made me realize some things that i was doubting.

cousin's here for the night which makes me happy.

you guys suck at updating :(

ciao

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briggs17

:: 2004 9 May :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: relaxed

Happy Mothers Day!

Hello..and Happy Mothers Day..

Happy Mothers day to the best mother of them all..Lady Theotokos

had a good weekend so far xcept for this global proj thats creepin up on me all the time i MUST find a way to get it done.....

yah so my ankle sucks and doesnt want to heal and it seems as though it never will..i wanna cry..

o which reminds me , i better go ice it!!

God Bless and wish all of your mothers a most blessed Mothers day..

<3BrigGs<---


goobs827

:: 2004 8 May :: 7.19pm

last night was fun...today was fun too...lax and then omg me and stacey found our new obsession: edgemont baseball ahhh. i <3 it.

mean girls=so good. i dont know anyone that mean but i found it particularly realistic when they were all talking on the phone and telling the other ones what they each said about eachother--yeah, that needs to stop.

hmm...what else? i freaking hate how im in a woohu dry spell these days...if i feel the urge ill do a nice big post tomorrow.

<33 Ciao

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briggs17

:: 2004 8 May :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: 13 yr old chick forgot her name

we just lost to nyack like 17-4..but its all good we have monday-- e day was a good time..hopefully my ankle will fu***ing be ready monday..i need to play!!!!!!!
hope every1 enjoys their weekend..and goes to coldstone...f-ing amazing..
im out xoxo

God bless,
<3Briggs<---


dmlxoxo

:: 2004 5 May :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: bewildered
:: Music: john mayer- bigger than my body

weirded out....
this may quite possibly be the strangest thing thats ever happened to me---
i just got out of the shower so i go to brush my hair, and i hit this knot. so i pulled the brush through it and it hurt a little and all of a sudden i just started to cry. i have no idea why....it wasnt because i pulled my hair, that barely hurt, just all of a sudden i started to cry. the weirdest part about it though, was that it took me a while to realize i was doing it, and when i did, i couldnt get it to stop, i must've been crying for 5 minutes....it was so weird, i cant figure out why----------

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goobs827

:: 2004 5 May :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: Sweet Dreams~Annie Lennox

CinCo de MayO! AndaLe!
Hey ya'll--sorry haven't written in a while (well, a while for me and my woohu)

Things are getting better. Wednesdays SUCK...they really do. i hate them.

I'm LOVING it:
~the red sox are on a 5 game losing streak
~yanks had a come-from-way-behind win last night and have won their last 7!
~O.C. TONIGHT!
~This cd mix Stacey made me--I love listening to a cd and not worrying that bad song is gonna come on. I love all this good music!!! Ahhhh!
~Hamptons this weekend

So i'ts not too many but it's better than nada. of course there are a few bad things i could name but why waste my time on worrying about the bad things in life. and it's never THAT bad. well...it can be, but not really.

having a nice family outing tonight...hope my parents stop making fun of my "alcoholism." it's really quite cruel. sigh.

<33

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briggs17

:: 2004 2 May :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: cheerful

sup ladies my names slim shady im the lead singer of d12 baby
sup new yorkkk--

this weekend was really great! i hung out with my girls alll weekend- had the best time....the met was awesome n esp. eatin about 3 ny hot dogs each with a side of pizza pretzel..MmMMmmm..daym that was gooood..and the tunes all the way to and from the met..haha priceless..

had an interesting convo wit sum1 tonite which was well over due-- hopefully it cleared things up and made a path towards a better friendship..

i finished catcher in the rye tonite...like wtf!!! endings like these pisssss me offf soo much!! WTF HOLDEN CAULFIELD!! YOU COULD HAVE SAID MORE THAN THAT-- WAT IS WRONG WITH YOu!!!! UGHHHHHH thats ganna make me mad for a bout a hott month!..aite whatever-- its crazy i told my daddy i finished it and my dad read it 40 yrs ago and he asked me diff questions about it he remembered so well..crazzyy how somethings stick wit ya!!...

im prepareed to serenade in bio tomorro danielle..that is if i dont cough up a lung i got this rlly bad cough recently-- it blows..

n e wayz im out-- gatta get my beauty rest..as muchh as i cannn!

sleep tight
God Bless,
<3Briggs<---


goobs827

:: 2004 1 May :: 12.32pm

Lying Low~
things are slowly getting better around here--but i got ways to go.

the city trip was soooo fun. im so happy i went.

first night "back" had a much needed talk with stacey and elise...who knew that something so dramatic could happen in result of something like this.. it makes me ill.

today getting invites with jojo and having a bbq for the k. derby!!! muy excited.

not much to say, im just taking it easy for a while like i should be.

<33Ciao

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briggs17

:: 2004 30 April :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: sweet mary*danielle..monday..*

:(


aite well we lost to nanuet..whatever thats over with im pissed-- damn yellow cards like wtf is wrong with me i deserve to be shot..

will they ever understand it? i dont think so..i keep telling myself they will but everytime its the same thing--should i just give up? is it worth it..questions i have to answer myself..but the truth is you only have one person in this world and it's yourself-- so im ganna stick with a strong character and do stuff for me and nobody else--and in the end i'll know

happy friday people
God Bless,
<3Briggs<---


goobs827

:: 2004 29 April :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: crushed

fuck
godammit...im such a fucking idiot...my parents are so much smarter than i estimate them to be. i do it a few times and get busted and feel like shit...damn my track record has not been good lately. i need to really stop ruining my life. im doing a pretty damn good job at it. im such a fucking idiot. i really hate myself right now.

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goobs827

:: 2004 29 April :: 7.30pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

AHHHHHH! DEREK JETER HOLY SHIT!!!!!! OMG!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOO!!! THE SLUMP IS OVER!! FIRST PITCH HOMER!! AHHHHH!!!

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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 29 April :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: crazy for this girl- evan and jaron [love this songggg]

Newly Updated Top Favorites List!!
Ive decided that it was about time for me to compile a new list of things that i love in my current life- here it goes.....

#7--Reef Sandals: i honestly believe that these are some of the most comfortable shoes that i own. theyre so cushy and soft, and they do this thing where they mold to ur feet and make little indentations for ur toes and heel, theyre like customized shoes, whats better than that? plus, since theyre sandals it lets ur feet be free to breathe and people can see your shiny blue painted toe nails :)---if u dont already own a pair, i suggest u go out and get some.

#6--The 9th Grade Camp DVD: those of u that knew me in elementary school know that i have this obsession with videos of school events like the cirque de greenville and the caesar play---and now a new one for me to put in my collection, frost valley. not only is it put together really awesomely (word?), but the whole thing makes me really wanna go back. 9th grade camp was so important for our grade, and even if we did go back to how we were after the experience, we can say that we were a social group for 3 days. what really gets me is the music, i must say that i was kinda pissed that they transitioned zack borenstein's rendition of "wonderful tonight" into the original...wow i love acoustic guitar.

#5--Wearing Skirts: i love feeling girly and wearing skirts to school. i love warm weather so i can wear skirts to school. theres just something about being relieved of the burden of tight, stiff jeans that is just so wonderful...its fun for me :) lol

#4--Yellowcard, The Dave Matthews Band, and Rooney: theyre all so unique and so unbelievable. i could listen to their music all day long and be totally amused. it kinda surprises me that i like them all, but theyre awesome...if n e one wants some suggestions of good songs by those 3 bands, i have a couple good ones to spare, just ask.

#3--My *NEW* Glasses: theyre so "secretly sexy librarian-ish", i love it. ive been begging and begging for a new pair of glasses since the beginning of time and now i finally have them...yay! i love wearing them around 8-)

#2--My Week: theres just something about doing well in school, having only 45 mins of homework every night, feeling successful and loved by all the people that surround u that just makes u feel so happy. everythings been going my way, just perfectly...what a change from the past 2 weeks. in this week alone, ive scored a 90 or higher on all my tests, ive had only 45 mins-1 hour of homework each night, big red got booted last night on american idol, amy and ephram went to prom together, brad and cameran FINALLY hooked up, i made peer leadership which was something i really wanted, and i feel like im in a place in my life where all my relationships are just perfect. god, life can be good sometimes.

#1--Pediatric Aids Kids For Kids Benefit: this weekend im going to PAF with a bunch of people. i absolutely love it, i mean whats not to like? meeting famous people, free gourmet food, and free stuff which would otherwise cost mucho dinero. wow, i cannot wait for that.

I think this quote appropriately ends this entry, although i used it as my last post, ill write it again:
"Celebrate we will because life is short, but sweet for certain."
-The Dave Matthews Band

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goobs827

:: 2004 28 April :: 7.22pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: yankee game

God, it feels like just two weeks ago I could update my woohu every hour and the thoughts would just pour out for forever, but lately I'm just so thoughtless..it's weird. so im updating for the heck of it.

it's been a slightly dissapointing week on a few counts but w/e it's fine. life will go on.

i'm happy:
i (well my mom) FOUND my keys...ha...in the most retarded place too. ha.
i got magazines, nice.
doing good in school.
got cookie mix..weekend is 2 days away...so excited for mean girls!
and YES runners on first and second


much luv to u all~gabs

Awww shit! Giambi hit!!!! 1-0 Yanks woohuuuuu!

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nugenta3

:: 2004 28 April :: 9.47am
:: Mood: hungry

or was i?
petty things will, practically by definition, never, ever matter as you look back on your life.

things could be so simple if we let them be.

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