Yes.......Im extremely bored. OMG!?!?! My sister is pissing me off. (DANIELLE) Shes such a biotch *Sometimes*... She always has to argue with me... She usually wins because she will call me a bitch and if I call her that back she will slap me...Hard..! :( BIOTCH BIOTCH BIOTCH........... Well yes anyways.......

Im sorda kinda possiably....glad we have break.... Schools gay in all but I like going to see my friends in crap......I have no clue what Im doing for break. I am prolly going to hang out with my cousin Lindsey..And my lil baby cousin Brina...Not brianna BRINA! Shes such a cutie! Shes adorable....Her b-day is December 24... Shes almost 1.....I love her to death...I have pictures of her in my agenda and yeah everyones like is that your baby girl...Im like yeah?!?! Right???
But she basically is...haha I take care of her alot.... But anyways......Umm.........I don't really know what to say.....I think of something....I feel like writing or talking

Okay! Did anyone see Brads hair today? I know Brianna did. It looks horriable... I called him a loser and he tried to put me in my locker...But we were just messin around......But I fit too......It was cool..Well Im gonna go so ttyl luv ya all buhbye!

~aShLeY~

Okay? I don't know what to say...Im tired...Cant exactly say why? But yeah Im wondering who wrote this comment thing? Im guessing Brie but I dont know? This is what they wrote

"maybe your life is hard. but you have friends and a life. some people dont have many friends. you know your pretty ashley and you know you have friends. some people are real ugly and have no friends. dont complain till your in someone elses shoes like um uh mary leys for say."

Some of that is true I guess and some not....Yeah maybe you think im pretty but I don't...and yeah I do have a life and I do have alot of friends but I guess I cant really complain untill I am in their shoes...

I dont know....Im not really making a point here but I have to get off because im getting yelled at for the second time...

Hey ya'll... Im back again! what do you know... Im so annoyed right now... Im sick of Cedar and everyone here.. I think im seriously going to switch schools and still live here and go to comstock park. Sounds like a great idea to me! how about you? I really could care less on what anyone else thinks or wants..They dont care anyways...I know it... Im just sick of them saying they do when THEY DONT.....Everyone is very selfish...They only care about themselves in which i believe that its true for most people... I wanna go live in Florida with Chloe maybe id have better FRIENDS.....At least chloe is nice and cares about me.. She even sent me a card and she calls me and yeah that kinda stuff that most of ya dont do...... I don't know i just wish I was in middle school again and then it would be okay...I wouldn't have to deal with any of this crap that i do now... Well yeah thats all i have to say at the moment so peace!

Hi, I don't have much to say.. Yeah actually I think I say that alot but I really don't. lol. Today at school it was very boring..Im glad we had a 2 hour delay. But I had no idea we were going to first hour so yeah I didn't bring any P.E clothes but who gives a fuck? I don't? P.E is gay. Every class I have is GAY except.........Drama. Thats the best class in the world. Today I had to go to my dads house and babysit my little brother.. Yeah very boring. Sometimes he can be good but most of the time he is bad. He never stops talking and he always wants me to play with him or do somethin... He just never leaves me alone. It's probally because he doesn't see me much and he misses me! He looks up to me tho.. .He does everything I do... weird i know? But thats okay what are little brothers for?
Im so frickin bored right now... Nobody is online except like 8 people and I really am not in the mood to talk to any of them...
People bug me so much.. .I hate them... I cant say HATE but I dislike them very much... They don't even know about it either... and they wont because they arn't going to read this...haha...... I miss chloe alot.. She sent me a card in the mail.. .i got it today.. .She wrote like a huge long letter... I guess she hates it in Florida right now for some reason im not going to say... She said there are alot of hot guys.. Thats good cuz when i go down there for Spring Break we are going to go find them! I hate when certin people act like they don't know whats going on when they do! They do it just to be dumb i think? Or maybe to get attention but they do it alot... HI MANDY! I have no idea if you are going to read this but if you do HI! LOL yeah....... Holy crap I wrote alot already but I have nothin better to do so i'll just write some more... Sometimes I hate having an older sister (Danielle) because everyone always expects me to be as "good" as her. Im getting so sick of people telling us that we look so much alike.. Kinda like twins... I swear we get this everyday... Alota my guy friends in my grade think shes hot... Which doesn't suprise me...Shes a senior... Everyones like " your going to look just like her" "you guys are so pretty" its like ppl shut the fuck up... I dont care... I really don't.. Shes my sis whats the big deal... But yeah back to what I was saying people always expect me to be better than her when Im not going to be... Shes 10 times prettier than I am, I dont shes just better than I am! BUt some day i'll be better than her... Someday! Just wait... But one good thing is I get to wear her clothes and she wears mine alot too.. But most of the time I wear my own and she usually wears her own but its kinda nice cuz its like have double of everything... Kinda cool tho... Lately we've been spending alot of time together I think... Shes in my drama class like everyday because she never goes to work anymore she just comes in my class.. We always go out to eat and I just ride in the car with her for the fun of it and we talk... So i guess its cool.. Id rather have her than not at all... Shes cool most of the time but sometimes she can be so protective of me.. LIke if i do something wrong I get bitched at... Even tho I know she has done worse and I used to stick up for her when I was younger and I would tell my parents something diffrent but now when it comes to me she doesnt stick up for me?!?! I hate that... Well yeah this is so long so im out! PEACE
LUV YA
ASHLEY

Hey,
My weekend was fun.... It took my mind of my problems. On friday I went out to eat and then to Katys house then on saturday I went to the mall with Katy and we stayed there all day! Then Saturday night I went to the movies then I went over to Megans house and stayed the night. Then sunday we went to the mall again! I spent all my money on clothes and starbucks! I love that place.. Yeah im sitting here being bored. I am sick of everyone right now... Im sick of getting my feelings hurt and gettind lied to.. I hate this shit. Well thats basically it.

~ashley~

Hey,
Well nothings going on here.. Being bored..... Im excited because Chloe is coming up in December.. I cant wait to see her. Shes lucky shes going to a matchbox 20 concert soon. Yeah and because she gets to live in Florida. But when I go down there during Spring Break i'll come back TAN! I can't wait. Thats like the only thing im actually looking forward to right now. Well I have nothing to say so talk to you lata.

Hey,
I've been really depressed lately and I don't really know why... Its confusing. Im just not having a good time in my life right now.. I really need somebody.... But I don't have anyone.. Nobody cares. There is a pain building up inside me that nobody can see.... I wish they could..... Then everything would be better for me. Well thats really all I have to say and its just what I feel right now. So talk to you lata
Always,
Ashley

MAD!
Hey ppl,
I don't have much to say but anywayz I hope MOST of you have a good weekend. I didn't have a good day at school. In 6th hour Amanda Wright and I skipped or left class whatever you wanna say and then we got caught! Figures right? Yeah i hate ppl these dayz.. The ppl you "think" you can trust and go to....Well you really cant... I dont believe anyone anymore......they all lie. They are all liars...Its okay I still got Chloe tho....Well ttyl bye

~ashley~