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2005 15 December :: 9.52pm
I wil let you, undress me
but i warn you, I have thorns like any rose.....
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2005 15 December :: 9.00pm
:: Music: Jewel - Foolish Games
Yay!
Awwww...I'm sad, I just opened my candy cane and it broke....just like that, fell over like it was nothing. It didnt land on the floor though, thankfully. Anyway, Today was good. :D I went Christmas shopping! I bought a little something for myself too, lol. In case Ari does'nt show, but i might keep it even if she does, lol. Thats mean. Im sorry. I cant wait till Jessica's party!! Yay! Me and her are staying after school tomorrow at her dads and cleaning alllll day. To make it nice for the party. Plus it just needs it. We gave tom a bath yesterday, that was tons of fun! Hes so adorable. lol. And we decorated Harry too! He looks very nice and festive! Bet you guys can't wait to see him! Okay.....Im done now.....
Oh yeah...gotta buy my Snow Ball ticket tomorrow. And Im singing jewel right now and its really fun. Im really bored if you couldnt tell, lol..
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2005 15 December :: 7.46pm
:: Music: ja-rule and ashanti - mesmerized
yay! break is day after tomorrow. and tomorrow is the revealing of the secret santas!! yay!! john is going to love his presents! lol! got them at the gas station! i rock hard core! lol! welp...bye!
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2005 15 December :: 3.49pm
MEGANS COMING HOME TODAY. Ug, i miss her so much. I’m so glad she’s ok. Today was horrible just thinking of her in the hospital and everything. Last night and pretty much all today; I’ve been thinking about so much. Megan and I used to be so close. We used to talk like everyday about like everything. We were pretty close for a long time, then idk what happened. We just kinda stopped calling. Today I was thinking about the first time we ever really talked on the phone; we were both scared to call each other haha. We had talked online like every day for about like 4 months before we got the courage up to call each other. That first night she called me; we talked for 3 hours lol. Idk why I remember all this but I do. Everything that we did together just like came back. I mean I knew she wasn’t gunna die or anything but still everything just came back. Its made me realize never to lose touch with people you love. I know this sounds weird and most people probably wont understand, or they’ll just be like “you guys arnt ever close anymore” but idk what I would have done if something worse would have happened. For about 3 months now me and Meg have been talking about getting together but never really do. Now I know better; I know not to take friendships for granted and I know that sooner or later; your not gunna have the chance to see whoever you want whenever you want. Its kinda sad that it took Megan to get in a car accident for me to figure all this out but at least now I know. My mom got a hold of her by 6th hour and talked to her for awhile, then called me and left me a message so I called her during 6th hour and talked to her. I was crying like a baby when i was talking to her. I’m just ug, I’m so glad she’s ok. For anyone who prayed for her, thank you a lot. <3
Just Some Random Pictures Of Me Tonight... I Dont Know How To Make Them Smaller... Sorry.
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2005 14 December :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Anxious
3 DAYS
Kerri Comes Home In 3 Days... :-)
Bad News: My friend Megan got in a really bad car accident today:( Shes in the hospital... ugg:(
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2005 14 December :: 8.06pm
Jake Mellema has woohu!! YES!!!
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2005 14 December :: 7.19pm
I just want you to know, your not making this easy.
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2005 14 December :: 4.34pm
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember..
Today went better than planned. I'm really happy about the roles I got in the play and when I found out that I have huge monologue that made me even happier. I'm definitley going to be working day and night at memorzing it. I already have the first paragraph memorized. I'm definitely not going to complain about that. I'm also in "Yes" and "Cinderella". I love my lines in "Yes". I love everyones lines in that one.
I'm so glad we only have to perform tomorrow and then we are done. I'm getting sick of doing these in front of half the school when half of them are really immature and annoying.
Do you expect me to believe I'm going to let us fall apart?
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2005 14 December :: 11.14am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Where Is Your Heart~Kelly Clarkson
pretty much, I'm done. I am so glad that I only have two exams left!! Good grades for me all around! whoo! I'm pretty sure that I'm going to do the whole photography thing now. I can't wait until I get my camera. Next semester is going to be flippen awesome. Ya know what though, last night before I fell asleep, I had the strongest urge ever to go and work at the ice cream shop again! I seriously wanted to call Jenny right then and tell her that we had to go in there and do something, make some flurries or something. It really is an addiction, I mean, you hate it, getting all covered in ice cream and everything, but then 5 months later, and I can't wait to open next summer. ahah! But I really love working at Awesome Tan, so no way am I giving that up this summer either. Good thing both of my bosses are absolutely wonderful, and will let me do that without a problem, and work at the famr if I wanted to. And I could still baby-sit, but I think I'm past that. Ya know what's weird? I barely ever do this, cuz I just forget, but I read my horoscope, and it said that yesterday that I would have a meaningful conversation with someone, and I was thinking about the people that I'm really close with that I could be having this conversation with, you know, Jon, Dani, Alice, the ones that are always there for me, and then I thought, well it's prolly someone who I won't expect. And then when Jon, Hilary, Courtney, and I were eating lunch yesterday, in walks Jake Mellema, and we ended up haning out for like 5 hours or soemthing like that, and we talked a lot. So I think that was it. I don't know, I just think it's weird I guess that after such a long time, you can talk to someone like you've never missed a beat. No pun intended there Jake! ahhah! But anyways, bowling, tomorrow night.......yes.
Anyway, I have to work at 2 today, and Dani is coming home for break today, and Sarah is home.......whoo! do I hear pirates? oh, and I decided that I'm going to stop running away from guys. So I guess I can date if someone asks, but I'm not going through any trouble to make it happen either. Actually, I'm still not quite sure about the above statement. hmmmmmm.....
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2005 13 December :: 10.25pm
i just registered for my ACTs after my mom came in my room and fucking attacked me.
she walks in and says "you need to see your guidance officer or something" i turn and look at her like what the fuck.. and she starts going off about college and how its not her responsibility to line it up for me and in that same five minutes it some how spirialed to if i dont go to college i cant live here and blah blah blah.
you dont just COME into my room and tell me that i need to see a counselor and expect me not to get pissed off. i had no idea what the fuck she was talking about until she started in on her rant.
if its SO important to her then why is this the first time i've heard of it? and it was totally out of the blue.. completely random.
of COURSE im going to college.. but im going to CC... i havent been terribly worried that they wont let me in. i mean for the love of god woman...
so in retaliation i filled in all that un-needed information for like an hour and woke her up to get her credit card number. TAKE THAT! HA! laughs* whatever.
im so sick of all this "realization" stuff that its almost over. i dont care about anything except that its DONE. college will come when it comes... which i've ALWAYS been planning will be the very next year dear mother.... and life will follow shortly after.
im ready for bigger better things... away from everything here that has ever givin me limitations.
and on a second thought.... im about to go loco on the entire yearbook class. granted.. its a select few that make it miserable.. well.. not miserable because yearbook is pretty much the best thing ever.... more like irritating and stressful. FUCK YOU stupid people! YEAH..... i love my bitches. (stacy, jess and jess) well..i love alison too.. but she's to sweet to be refered to as my bitch! not that they're MY bitches.... but they know what i mean.
night dolls.
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2005 13 December :: 9.33pm
JJJAAAAKKE MELLEMA!!! I had so much fun with you today!! We will for sure have to do it again soooon, and don't worry, I WILL call you!
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2005 13 December :: 4.56pm
Incase you failed to notice, incase you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.
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2005 13 December :: 4.08pm
Sometimes it's so hard for me to not say what I really want to say. I am very opinionated and I usually say what's on my mind but today I figured I probably should keep my mouth shut because I can say some really mean things so I decided I should just not say anything but I can't hold it in anymore so I'm just going to say what I really think and hopefully I don't end up regreting what I say.
I'm sorry but that whole idea just isn't going to work for some of us.
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2005 13 December :: 3.41pm
Oh my! I am so excited. I just had a really good idea. I'm hanging out w/Becca after class tonight. I am going to get something stupendous. I just finished my menu project and it was kind of nerve-racking. I really am excited about getting a new phone. Even though I don't need one. And I just got one a little while ago... Maybe I won't get a new phone. I'll have to look at Randi's a little more. I'm gonna see my boy tomorrow! YAY!
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I saw JENNA!!! hehehe :-)
Some guy is playing Usher on his phone down the hall...... uhhhh.
Well I'm gonna go get some subway because I'm just standin here in the hall. I have my Bus. Eng. Final tonight!!!!! AHHH
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2005 12 December :: 11.34pm
Battle went good.. Show went good...
Got another battle on saturday down in Detriot. this one's for some cash. Hopefully we have a chance... it's possible...
I like to move it! move it!
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