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2006 22 May :: 3.31pm
yup...
i dont know...
I really cant keep doing this to myself. It's just really not cool. It's not too fair to me.
I dont know...
oh well I guess. I'll get over it.
This weekend was fun all in all. I just still need to grow up, grow some sort of a back bone...or a brain, that might help, and just learn to say "No" because I feel kinda bad about myself sometimes. I feel like a bad person...
welp, might not be going to the tattoo parties much anymore...I'm not allowed to anything there. lol! damn you james!
bye....!
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2006 21 May :: 7.06pm
This weekend was pretty fun. Friday I went over to Lukes and had dinner and I stayed the night. Saturday we woke up at like 5:30am and we had to leave for Three Rivers because that's where his AAU tournament was. They won all three games and they won against one of the best teams in Michigan so that was really exciting. He claims that I'm his good luck charm because if he's thinking about me then he'll do good and if I'm there then they win and since they haven't been winning at all these last few weekends and this was the first one I went to then I guess that is true haha. We went out to eat a lot since there was a huge gap in between games and then Saturday night I stayed the night at his house again and on Sunday he had more games so we went back, but this time we didn't have to wake up so early. They did really good this weekend and I'm really happy.
Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.
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2006 20 May :: 12.13pm
FOREVER FRIDAYS
every friday night the Tat 2 Kid is goin to be tattooing at my place, to come you have to be 18 or older and only people 21 and up can drink. unless you make it onto the V.I.P. list. there is a $5 cover charge to get into the door
if you are 21 and older 5 bucks will get you a cup that you can tap the 2 kegs all night long.
people come and support Forever
my number is (616)835-5896
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2006 19 May :: 2.54pm
:: Mood: excited but not because i have to go to work befor
:: Music: Beautiful Girl - Poe
My soon to be awesome weekend!
Welp, I've gotta work from 4 till 10 tonight...without Mindy mind you! lol (fuck!) Then it's off to James' barn for an awesome night of fun. yup...that's pretty much my plans for tonight, and then tomorrow we're probably sleeping till Sonia's grad party then I probably have to work on Sunday because that's just how lucky I am or something, I dont know...welp, yup! That's what's going on I assume. So yeah, either see ya there (where ever "There" may be...) or not see you at all! Your choice! lol!
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2006 18 May :: 10.32pm
Omg.
I can't believe Marissa died on The O.C.
That pretty much ruined the whole entire show.
She was my favorite person, ever.
*cries*
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2006 18 May :: 10.32pm
Oh man, what a frustrating night.
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2006 18 May :: 9.42pm
it takes a lot of sand to be a turtledove
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2006 18 May :: 6.49pm
Yeah, so it'd be wicked cool if anyone wanted to go to warped tour with me this summer...lol!
Tickets are about 20 dollors right now as we speak...!
Think about it...
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2006 18 May :: 5.50pm
:: Music: Daughters - John Mayer
I'm a bitch...oh well...*shrugs*
There's just something inside of me. Just eating me alive. I don't really know what it is either. It's kinda weird I guess. It's strange, I'll feel all happy and junk one minute and then the next I'll be sad and depressed. I don't even know what I have to be sad about. It bothers me. I wish I wasn't like this and I wish it would go away, but I don't know how to get read of it. I really wish I did though. I've been acting so weird lately. Just little things are annoying me. Like, I dont know. Someone looked at me funny today and it just pissed me off completely. I cant fucking stand Lauren. I've been so mean. I don't like being mean either. I really want to try to stop hating people, and to stop holding grudges. It's just not nice and I feel bad sometimes. I think it would make me a better person if I just got read of those nasty little habbits that I have. Habbits was the only word that came to my mind to discribe them. I dont know. I just know I'm not too nice of a person and I really should start being a little nicer. I guess it's just something else I need to work on. Good qualities that I should have to have people not hate me. lol.
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2006 18 May :: 2.55pm
damnit! I wish there was something to do today...
I think I have drum lessons at 7 or something..fuck!
If anyone wants to be cool and hang out till then you can call me lol
yup...
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2006 17 May :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Cassie & Ray J- (Me & You)
Haven’t updated in awhile. I’ve been pretty busy lately . I work a lot now so that’s probably why. I don’t really do anything except work and sleep lol. This week I work everyday! Oh well- good pay check will come with it lol. This weekend im probably going to the mall with Andrew, Kevin, and maybe Joey after church *Sorry Jord! :)*, so yay for shopping! Kerri comes home, like… idk soon- so yay for that too.
So yeah that’s all I got. Leave some comments!!
<3 K
Happy Birthday Brianna! Hope It Was A Good One!:) *We need another 'Subway & Bowling' day soon! "Waky Waky... Eggs And Backey" Haha!
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2006 17 May :: 9.44pm
:: Music: sceaming infidellities - dashboard confessional
I just remembered something...my birth is in exactly one month! =) yay! 17 on the 17th! Golden birthday! We should get trashed...! lol!
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2006 17 May :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: errged!
:: Music: Let It Be - The Beatles
Grow up damnit!
Well I just got off the phone with my sister Janis, and we were talking about college and whatnot. Come to find out you cant apply for financial aid if your parents dont do there taxes...well...my dumbass parents sat there and told me to apply for financial aid and they DO NOT do their taxes...! Now how fucking stupid can you possibly be. I mean, I know I didn't know that, but I dont do taxes. They on the other hand do. And if you do taxes (or in their case NOT do taxes) shouldn't you know everything about it and what happens when you do or do not do them? I'd imagine so. Just think if I were to sign up for financial aid with out knowing that, I could have gotten them into so much trouble. Now, I'm not one to be really sympathedic as most know, but they are my parents and I love them and whatnot. I dont want anything extremely bad to happen to them. But I kinda with the whole saying "What you get is what you deserve". I dont want anything to happen to them, but if they get caught and come crying to me, I might just have to blert out a few "I told ya so"'s or something. Because, that's really stupid. I mean you'd think after 45-55 years of living, you'd decide sooner or later that it's time to grow up. Take life to the next level and just be a tid bit more mature. I mean, I'm almost 17 and I'm starting to realize this with it being our seniors' last day and all, I realize that I'm going to be a senior soon and I'm going to have to start applying to colleges and all and that I just have to get my act together here. I've gotta just stop skipping class and stop procrastnating and all. And I'm still young, my parents have had all of their lives to realize this BUT...they still haven't grown up. Sometimes I wonder if they think they are still young and invinsible...welp, they're not!
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2006 17 May :: 4.01am
open house
june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.
be there.
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2006 16 May :: 10.34am
So my internet hasn't really been working.
But I've been working. A lot. Tiredness.
I got this really neat baby-bath thingy. It's a shower/spa bathtub and it looks really nice. I wish I could fit in it. haha.
I almost peed my pants driving home from work Sunday. You know what's the worst? Sneezing while you're driving. You know what's worse than that? Being pregnant and sneezing while you're driving. hahaha.
I just feel like sleeping. Yesterday I was sooooooooooooo excited about watching the Grey's Anatomy finale. Ahhh I even put a reminder in my phone. haha. I love that show! It was so sad :(
Well other than that nothing really is happening. Still getting stuff around at the new house. I can't believe I'm going to be moving out and married in about 2 1/2 weeks. AND WE HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN OUR MARRIAGE LICSENSE YET! That could be a problem...
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