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chelthesmell

:: 2006 3 April :: 2.18pm

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism

75%

Buddhism

75%

Satanism

71%

atheism

67%

Paganism

63%

Islam

58%

Hinduism

42%

Christianity

33%

Judaism

33%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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amazing how buddism and even islam and hindu came before christianity...wow...! but that sounds just about right i would say...

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 3 April :: 1.49pm

it really annoys me when my best friends all get together and hang out and they dont invite me. errg...it really really seriously pisses me off. and then they talk about it to me. wtf?! what the hell am i? yesterday's stew?! and me and ash both get out of work at 8 it's not like they arent inviting me because i'm busy anyways or anything. erg! that's one of the things that i hate most, when i'm not invited. even if i know i dont want to go somewhere everyone else is going, it's still nice to have that invitation there for just incase ya know? or maybe i'm just a cry baby or something, i dont know. i just dont like being left out of the group, makes me feel like crap. and it's stinky crap at that.

*emo sigh*

this poetry.com contest thing keeps sending me stuff telling me that they like my poem and i dont even remember signing up for it. and now they are telling me they want to turn it into some dumb pop song. it isnt even that good of a poem i mean i've written way better than that one. it's stupid. and then they want me to pay 50 dollars just to get the cd. i've desided noone is putting my poems in and books are songs unless i'm getting paid. i were the pants in this relationship...biotch!


welp, no golf today due to the rain and snow (wtf? it's suppose to be spring break not shitty break?) so i had to go babysit my niece and nephew (Madison and Chase) while my sister Holly went to the doctors for them to check on the baby that's going to be here any day now (Adulf Lusifer is his name lol) i cant wait until that little shit demon comes out! i'm so excited! =)


welp, i have to work today from 4-8...i dont want to, but it must be done. i really need the money.

i think i'm going to go get my hair done next week. maybe like monday or something. maybe mindy can schedule an appointment for me at the carreer center. i hear it's only like ten bucks there so that kinda rocks! i need a new color or something. somethings gotta change for me. change is good every once and a while.


and suddenly my hand is bleeding and i dont know what i did? hmm...what can ya do eh?


errg...i wish someone would want to hang out with me. some inperticular...oh well...once again, what can ya do?






later gaterz...$$!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 3 April :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: Excited
:: Music: Cascada-Everytime We Touch

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I guess I'll update really quick.

Saturday we went to the beach all day and went to all the little shops and then we went to the pool which is an everyday thing for us.
Sunday we went to the pool and then we went to Johns Pass and shopped. It was really pretty there and it is all over the ocean and then we went out to dinner at this resturant on the ocean.
Today we are going out on the boat to go find dolphins and then we have a party to go to later.

There's this little boy named Jake that goes to the pool everyday and he's the cutest little boy ever. I am basically in love with him. I winked at him in the pool and he didn't even know what to do. He just smiled at me. Haha. I shall keep him.

Ahh this weird thing happened yesterday with these two boys that are staying in the same condo as us. I guess I'll explain it later since I'm out of time.

I dig my toes into the sand. The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket. I lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightless and in this moment I am happy.

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here.

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 2 April :: 6.30pm

Prom Dress....
I Found My Prom Dress....

Well I Think. Comment (Yes/No)

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 2 April :: 5.17pm

Sundays are nice. Even when it rains.

I like the smell of rain. I think it's cool.


It's weird, sometimes rain makes me depressed and sometimes it just relaxes me.

Right now, I am relaxed.


I got paid today

I'm thinking that I am going prom dress shopping on Wednesday with Sonia. It was her last day at work today. Makes me kinda sad cause I love that girl to peices. She's a sweetheart.

I need to mooch money off of my folks.

And I need to get my hair done...I'm kinda sick of it.

I think I want either a yellow dress or a lime green one. But I really really REALLY want a pocka dot one...lol

and a date too at that matter...lol =(







welp...bye!

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holiday

:: 2006 2 April :: 4.53pm

Big buffet project tomorrow. Charlie is coming over soon to help me make Coconut Ice! Dad and I took a Jeep ride. I'm so sad we're selling it :-( We had so much fun with it. Boo hoo. I can't wait till classes are over!!! I'm so tired. I'm taking next semester off for obvious reasons. :-) We go to look at the duplex tomorrow! YAY! I'm so excited! Anyway, that's about it. Ranch potatoes are really good. We did laundry and had tons and tons of socks, and absolutely none of them were matching. My dad is going crazy! hahaha It's too weird.

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eddy

:: 2006 2 April :: 4.14pm


Why is it people feel the need to freak out on you when they don't get their food in minus 30 seconds? Beats me. Anyway, my wallet is nice and fat, I can't even close it anymore, no kidding. Its a wonderful feeling I tell you what. I guess this job is really taking its toll on me too. I just weighed myself out of curiosity, and apparently I've lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks. Whoa. The last time I lost that much was during my surgery when I couldn't eat anything. Then I gained it all back, and was back where I started (125) and now its gone again. Yay for muscles! lol.

Oh, and I forgot to mention something about yesterday at work. Remember I talked about that fight I saw? Well theres this really big girl in the group that looks like she has waaaay too much testosterone in her system who is pretty much doing all the fighting. Well, I saw her again last night. And guess what she was doing? Yep, she was fighting, this time she was coming in the door. Getting started early I guess. Oh well, serves for nice entertainment.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 2 April :: 9.54am

pretty much even tv isnt safe anymore. stupid whore. uhh.

but anyways... yesterday keegan popped his shoulder out of joint again at practice. he picked me up from work and told me and i was like "yeah ok, i know what today is... hahaha" and he's like no really i did... and once again i was like "OK keegan"... but he actually did. poor thing. he brought me home this morning before he went to work, so now he has to carry plates all around and make it even more sore. *sad face* *kisses it to make it ALL better*

after tonight i dont work again until the 12th. woot woot. that'll be nice. washing dishes tonight however WONT be nice. at least i have a respectable job though... not dissing on anyone who works at a fast food restaraunt.. im just glad i can say i work at Metron where i record food acceptance and aid in properly nutritioning diabetics than i flip burgers and drench french fries in grease. its all good... i still hate my job though.

tonights a new desperate housewives AND Flavor of love.. which keegan and i got strangely addicted to because it's so stupid.

friday night keegan took me to disney on ice. it was really cool. we went last year too. we have so much fun at things like that. its wonderful. then we went to coldstone.. because that's simply the perfect end to a perfect date. OH and the BEST ice cream you can get there is (strawberry cheesecake ice cream with strawberries, rasberries, bananas, and pie crust) mmm.

lets see what else... i guess thats it. have a good spring break.

( i miss brandi and stacy... fricken COME HOME! )

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snowman

:: 2006 2 April :: 12.53pm

so yea NO FELONY. they reconstructed it, and they found out he was speeding, which i have been sayin all along. the charge is driving on suspended liscence, improper lane usage, and attemt to commit felony. so yea, har har i'll end up in prison 1 way or another, either as an inmate or employee

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jennapie

:: 2006 2 April :: 11.37am

Today is 3 Months for Jake and I! and I couldn't be happier....still!!! He is theBEST thing that has ever happened to me. I never knew that it could be like this! I guess I'm luckier than I ever thought! I can't believe how much I love him!!!


I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
But I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes

Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me
You're the last thing my heart expected
Who'd have thought I'd ever find somebody
Someone who someone who makes me feel like this
Well I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Ohhhhhh

Even hearts like mine
Get lucky, lucky sometimes

Even hearts like mine
Ohhhhhhhh

Some hearts,
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

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eddy

:: 2006 2 April :: 3.51am


Oh my GAWD! I am so angry! Just got home from work like 20 mins ago, and I have to go back in at 10. Im debating if I should even sleep. I probably should though, Im glad I have Mon and Tues off. anyway, thats not what I'm angry about. Im angry cuz it was like, 10 mins to close, everything is going slow, so we start cleaning stuff up so we could get out faster, then all of a sudden theres this mad rush for food when we're supposed to close, and our manager won't let us close because we were so busy. Whats worse, it was only two trainees that were there, me and Amy's sister who was hired about the same time as me. So were trying to do all this stuff, we both wanted to strangle someone, mainly Sherry,(our manager who made us go longer) UGH!!!!!

Still waiting for more takers for HIM! It would be nice to have like a small group go =) Even if you're not like a super huge fan of HIM. Come on, its like a freaking road trip! plus a concert!! Thats like F-U-N to the max man!

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 1 April :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: tired and bored
:: Music: joyride

well, my mother seems to think that i'm grounded over spring break but i dont remember discussing this...? i think it's funny when they think they have some kind of control over me. they are never home and they never know where i am and one time i come home at 1 in the morning and all the sudden they are parents again...they kinda annoy me. i cant wait to leave. sometimes i really wish they'd do one stupid thing to screw up so i could move in with Janis or something cause i'm sick of them. but i guess i'm just a teenager or something.

i work all week. tomorrow from 8-4 and then everyday 4-8 until friday and saturday i work 4-10. kinda sucks but i'll get alot of money.

i need to get a prom dress this week. i think i get paid tomorrow so that should be helpful. maybe i can talk my parents into giving me atleast 50 bucks or something. cause that would be nice. lol. they are stupid about things sometimes. i wonder if i'm going to cedar's prom or not. i dont know if i should. i have a band compitition the next morning but i can probably go to that half dead so no big deal. i'll get that day off just incase.

i miss mindy already. early this week i was looking forward to being with her anouther weekend but then i remembered that she wasnt going to be here..=( poo...I hope she gets me something cool though!=) I asked for a unicorn but i dont think she's going to try too hard to find one. she's a lazy ass like that sometimes when it comes to me i guess. she just thinks i'm not too reasonable about somethings but i just think she's a silly poo poo head. lol. but i love her. and i miss her like a buttload!

i think i have a bladder infection...=( i need to go to the doctors

wow..i thought i lost this but i didnt. phew.


http://youtube.com/watch?v=hTwl-y2EFkc&search=jack%20black <--this makes me and john laugh. lol. you gotta love that kid...

yeah but seriously, if anyone wants to do something just call me cause i really dont have a life so that'd be cool if you helped me have one or something. lol. bye gangsters!!

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 1 April :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: None

Thingy To Fill Out...
Put an X by all the things you've done, or remove the x from the ones you have not.

( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
( ) Crashed a friend's car
( ) Stolen a car
(x) Been in love
(x) Been dumped
( ) Been laid off/fired
( ) Been in a fist fight
( ) Been stabbed
(x) Snuck out of your parent's house
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Lied to a friend
(x) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins.
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun set/rise with someone you care about or love
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating…

1. Any nicknames? K, Kellilynn, K-Lynn, Kells.... and like 100 others
2. What is your favorite drink? idk....
3. Tattoos? No
4. Any piercings? Ears, and belly button
5. How much do you love your job? ....
6. Favorite vacation spot: FL
7. Ever been to Africa? Nope
8. Ever steal any traffic signs? no but i will someday lol
9. Ever been in a car accident? Yeah
10. 2 Door or 4 Door? 4 door
11. Salad dressing? Thousand Island
12. Favorite number? 21
13. Favorite holiday? Christmas and my birthday
14. Favorite food? Italian
15. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
16. Favorite brand of body soap? um, idk.
17. Favorite TV show? Beautiful People
18. Toothpaste? Crest
19. Favorite smell: Tommy Girl, or Romance
20. What do you do to relax? read or go for a run
21. Message to your friends reading this: um... hi lol.
22. How do you see yourself in 10 years? in New York
23. What do you do when you are bored? mostly clean.
24. Furthest place you will send this message? um im not really sending it to anyone.
25. Who will respond the fastest? i dont know
26. Least likely to respond? ... again, dont know.

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 1 April :: 11.42am

damn...I think I spoke too soon...


errg...!

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 1 April :: 1.09am

call me for fun! now bitches!
haha...you guys are weird...



bowling tonight was fun. i got kinda bored with it though. i just got home. no one cares either...it's weird. i dont know...maybe they just dont care what i'm doing. if i'm off selling my body for crack or robbing a chinese resturant. i dont know...they just dont care. oh well. i have to work tomorrow from 2 - 10 and then sunday from 8-4 damn...ugh..i dont know...i just dont. i want to have fun over break but yeah...i do. yeah. lol. i'm not making much sense right now but you know what i mean. well i mean you probably dont but oh well. fuck off!




bye!

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