This is a story of a charmed life.

:: 2006 10 March :: 10.57am

242 days
and
17 days
and
12 1/2 hours
and
I love you :-)

lie awake

:: 2006 9 March :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Panic! At The Disco//Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

Aww I love those moments when you say those things. It's so adorable.

This week has gone by so slow but it's definitely been worth it. So much has happened this week and so many things have changed it's unbelievable. I'm happy. Everything is pretty much wonderful. I'm off to bed. Goodnight!!

I love you all.

<3 Ashley

lie awake

:: 2006 9 March :: 2.53pm

Jessi and I are totally having a Facebook orgy right now!!!

TRUE STORY!
haha

snowman

:: 2006 9 March :: 7.57am

so yea makin out my resume for a tech position at kalfact. if i get the job that will be about 800ish a week.

4 shooting stars | lie awake

:: 2006 8 March :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: tired

Tonight was fun. I hung out with Emily Esch and Elyse until the game. Emily always wants to drive my car but when she asks me we are always on our way somewhere so I always say no but then today she asked me again and I told her she would have to call my dad and ask him if he would let her since he wont let barely anyone drive it unless it's him or me and I really didn't think she would call him but she did and sure enough he said yes because she is definitely one of his favorites out of my friends. They sat there and talked on the phone for like five minutes. I was like seriously just drive lol!!

Once I get everything straightened out and I begin to enjoy life...something happens. It happens because there has to be some kind of event that hits me in the face and makes me realize that it's not all gonna come easy.

Part of me just can't let go of the past and the other part tells me I have no other choice.

Having that talk with you made me realize that we have so much more in common than we ever thought. We are almost like the same person and it's good to know that someone thinks the way I do. I guess you always understood those things in me.

I think this is how things are going to be and I'm really happy right now. For once I finally feel like this is something real.

4 shooting stars | lie awake

snowman

:: 2006 8 March :: 9.38pm

i think its time that i grow up and realize that, craig is just tryin to make him self feel better.

i heard something very good that really hit me

the way people live their everyday lifes will make them a good or bad person.

i dont have the time to fight with craig, there is no point. there is too much in life and life is to short to worry about what one person says about me.

:: 2006 8 March :: 8.43pm

I really can't wait. 3 more weeks!!!! 3 more weeks!!!!

Oh my gosh.
I'm so excited.

I can't hold this secret in any longer! I'm going to burst!

3 shooting stars | lie awake

:: 2006 7 March :: 7.51pm

Everytime we touch I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast? I want this to last. I need you by my side. Everytime we touch I feel the static and everytime we kiss I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat slow? I can't let you go. I want you in my life.

brokenmentality

:: 2006 7 March :: 12.15pm

stacy: bdlaaaaa

hahahaha.....

1 shooting star | lie awake

:: 2006 6 March :: 10.53pm

I'm not exactly sure what I should say. Everything I do is a mistake. Your attention is attention. It doesn't matter if it's real or fake. I'll take it if I get it. I've made up my mind. I'll do it over any time.

You're over it, over me. Present just physically. Last words from the dying scene, you're over me.

:: 2006 5 March :: 11.41pm

November 8.

I love you.
~
We are so wonderful to each other. We belong together. We are so strong. We will become even stronger. I've never felt so peaceful wrapped in your arms. It all happens for a reason.

4 shooting stars | lie awake

:: 2006 5 March :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Motion City Soundtrack//The Future Freaks Me Out

<3
I think I'm just being paranoid. I always feel like I need to know what's going to happen and if I don't know what's going to happen then I freak out. It's not really necessary but I can't stand that feeling.

This weekend was extremely exhausting. I barely slept. Friday night I went out to dinner with my family in Lansing and then I went to my friend Missy's house. She also models with me. We went ice skating with her two sisters Holly and Katrina and then their friends Tori and Haylie. It was really fun. They have an ice skating rink at their house. Weird? I know. Saturday we had modeling from 11-6 which was the exhausting part. Afterwards we had a fashion show and international dinner. They both we're really fun. Sunday we went to church and then I just went to my dads for a while to see him before he left and then I came home.
A few pictures from this weekend.
Read more..

When I got home today I found out that my mom put a phone line in my room so now I have my own internet. It's actually quite nice. I'm just being a lazy ass right now and I'm laying in my nice comfy bed talking to my friends on my laptop.

This week should be a busy week. I'm most likely going to all three basketball games on Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday with Lisa and Elyse and then Tuesday i'm hanging out with Cohen and then Thursday I'm going shopping :D

tomorrows monday..what a drag.

I would stay here if I could but I know it wont do any good. Maybe one day you'll understand something in me. It's something I gotta do. It's not you. It's something in me.

I still love you.

Did you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?

eddy

:: 2006 5 March :: 6.13pm
:: Music: Modest Mouse - Horn Intro

My Sunday
So my day was fun. Went grocery shopping at Meijers with my mom, and decided to dress as emo as I could get for such a spur of the moment decision. And Voila. The result. Not as far as I could have gone of course. But not too bad considering Im at my mom's and my only clothes were the ones I brought with me. I love my scarf, though its hard to see in any of these pictures. I also got some apples. They are delicious. I'm eating this as I type too. I also took a picture of my mom, spontaneous like, and it turned out rather emo looking as well, lol. See it!. She was just walking by. And this just because I wanted to post more pictures of me. Sad, I know.

EDIT
New icon. Decided to take a break from Ville for a short while. Some good ol Foamy instead.