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2006 5 March :: 1.57pm
:: Music: Bombastic love - britney spears
*sigh* what a week...
welp, we had a snow day on thursday. how retarded yet cool at the same time. there was hardly any snow outside but it was cool cause me, john, ash, alex, and kt (aka - all the fun people) went to big rapids helping john and ash find jobs. alex, kt, and i already have jobs but we were there for support i guess. but it was a sad day at the same time. my friend Dan's mom died that day in a really bad car accident. it's awful...Dan is such a good guy. things like that make it really hard for me to find something to believe in. if there is a God how could he let something like this happen? Dan's mom was soo nice and Dan is an awesome person and he loves his mom so much, why would He let this happen? it doesnt make sense to me. and it really doesnt make it easy for me to believe in Him...
friday was the last game vs. morely. we creamed them goat humpers. and it was the guy/girl dance at half time. it rocked. we did so good. i had so much fun. i love after i perform and everyone gives me all these compliments.
i cant wait until the poms banque(sp?)! i really hope i get a prise of some sort. i've been trying really hard so i think i might get something. I think either me or amy will win sparkle and shine. it'll be cool.
also i cant wait until golf! golf just rocks! even though i suck terribly...i love it! i love the people and ash and lauren and i think jeana is doing it this year so it's going to be like ten times better!
and i'm really considering trying out for the play. that should be alot of fun. it's peter pan this year. i'm interested and yeah...it'd be cool. it'd help me fullfill my dream...lol...
welp...fallout boy is in 16 days. and pistons is in 23 days! yay! i'm sooo effing excited! i cannot wait at all!
well yes...that's how my life's been..how about yours?
PS--I got my cds too!
*Britney Spears - Greatest Hits
*The Temptations - Gold
*Bowling For Soup - A Hang Over You Dont Deserve
*Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
*Jet - Get Born
*Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk
yes i know, very diverse...lol i'm cool like that
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2006 5 March :: 10.53am
This is going to be the hardest secret we'll have to keep. But well worth it.
It's going to be okay. It's going to be amazing.
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holiday
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2006 5 March :: 10.27am
My parents just dropped 50 on an SSR yesterday! Holy crap. They were working and saw it and then just decided to buy it. It's really cool and I get to drive it to the beach this summer. It's a convertible, too. And the color changes. Aqua Blur. AHHHH.
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anachronism
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2006 4 March :: 6.44pm
:: Music: James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun.
Yes, I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So, I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over, but it won't stop there.
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart, you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
my heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Chorus:
Goodbye, my lover.
Goodbye, my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer, but when I wake
you can't break my spirit, it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me.
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the [mother] of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts, but now we're fine.
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
[Chorus]
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine, when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
when I'm kneeling at your feet.
[Chorus]
I'm so hollow, baby. I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
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2006 4 March :: 4.09pm
YAY!!! I got my CD's today!! Just about half an hour ago! Im so excited!! I didn't realize there was a 20 dollar shipping and handling fee though =S oh well.
What I Got:
30 Seconds to Mars - A Beautiful Lie
Aqualung - Strange and Beautiful
HIM - Greatest Lovesongs Vol. 666
Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory
Weezer - The Blue Album
HIM - Love Metal
Wicked - Original Broadway Cast Recording
Im so happy! This made my day. =)
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2006 4 March :: 11.39am
Thinking
Man, Im starting to feel like I really want to do something crazy with my hair. But I have no idea what. Nothing too crazy like turn it pink *cough*Adrianne*cough* Haha. I'm just kidding, I think its awesome that Adrianne's going to do that. She has guts, hehe. Can't wait to see it. As for myself, I really love this girl's hair. Im not sure though, I think going that dark would be a bit drastic for me. Maybe just a really dark brown instead of black? Hmmm....I think I'd also like it to be wavyish, like this. Kind of like Dani's hair is. Probably not those two together, that might not look so good. =) Let me know what you guys think, also I'm open to any new suggestions too! =D
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2006 4 March :: 10.57am
Oooooh man, it's been a while since I've updated. This is going to be a bunch of quick thoughts on my life, so tere won't be much connectivity between them. Lol
Dancing for the rampage is fun, it's becoming more and more of an outlet for us to move onto other and bigger things in the future, which is nice.
Theres too much drama in our crew though.
Erika and I got a hamster and named him Sushi, he kicks ass.
I'd move down to Tennesee if I could afford it.
I think I need to sell my car and get a new one.
Having to pick up my sister because my mom works 2nd shift is a damn nuisence.
I need to find more time to write.
I love weekend nights with erika.
I have an attitutde problem, that I need to fix.
I've gotta get on college. Now...
I hope erika and I steay together for a long time...
Theres a bboy battle in Ann Arbor on the 18th I'm excited.
Next rampage game is the 16th at 7. Be there.
Thats all I can think of
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2006 3 March :: 10.43pm
:: Music: Keith Urban music video on TV
Whatched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again today. Gotta love it. Other than that....not much to update on. Other than I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed by school lately =(
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kellilynn21
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2006 3 March :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: Excited:)
:: Music: Crush- Mandy Moore
Basketball... Ya We Totally Won. Duh! Cant Wait Till Districts... Ya, Definitly Cant Wait.
Their He Goes.... Doing It Again. :D
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swimfan14
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2006 3 March :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Ne-Yo//So Sick
Today was...interesting..to say the least.
Haha yes apparently Mr. McDonald did forget he had a seminar class so Mishy and I just left. We went out to eat and to Starbucks.
"Ashley, taste this, I think she gave me eggnog, instead of cafe' vanilla".
"Okay...*sips* mmm.."
"Doesn't it taste like eggnog?"
"...I've never had eggnog."
*both laugh*
Haha thinking about that still makes me laugh. I don't even know why I tasted her drink if I've never once tasted eggnog.
And yeah I'm really happy about what I said too. I'm just happy in general. I hope everything works out for the best.
I need to go pack though. I have to go to Lansing all weekend for modeling. I'm pretty stoaked for that business!! I'll bring my laptop with me. Haha I'm talking like I'll be gone forever but I'll be coming home on Sunday.
Well I hope everyone has a good weekend. Stacy we'll hang out next week because I miss you!
Love Always,
Ashley..........
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
I am nervous that you won't be my lover. Oh, I adore you.
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2006 3 March :: 9.02am
soo.. there's some seroius talk about us moving to Tennesse sometime this summer. that would be the most wonderful thing.
i was talking to Keegan about it last night, and im not worried about leaving him, because more than likely, he'd come with us. i just hate michigan, and i hate cedar springs. i know that sounds bad because i was the red flannel queen, and i guess hate is to strong a word. cedar springs is my home, and no matter where i go, where i end up... it will always BE my home. and regardless of what anyone says, we will never FULLY get away, because this town harbors all of our childhood memories. we are who we are because we've lived in Cedar Springs, and i'm not ashamed to say i'm from a small town, because there is a "Cedar Springs" all over the U.S... what i hate is the routine of living in the same place all my life. what i hate is living in a town that is so closed minded and traditional. and what i hate is living in a town who's known for dollar stores and pizza places.
Tennesse on the other hand, is absolutely breathtaking. i've known that i wanted to live there since the 5th grade when we went on vaccation to the Smokies. i'm not a big city girl. i dont want to live in an expensive appartment for the rest of my life! i want (corny) a big back yard and a little yappy dog that barks at squirls bigger than it! i want a window FOR ONCE with a view. and i want and desperatly miss that feeling of connection with a power so much greater than myself when i look at the mountains. thats what i want. there's nothing here for me. after school... there's NOTHING here. i would have a hard time leaving my friends... but i'd deal.
the one person i could NEVER leave though, is keegan. at least not right now. not when he's my best friend and a big part of my life and quite possibly future. thats why if we leave, he'll leave. we're not about to give up on something so beautiful.
so.. perhaps this a goodbye to miserable winters and tanning salons?! i guess we'll see.......
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kellilynn21
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2006 2 March :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: Tired
[Random Update About Nothing]
SNOW DAY!
Thank goodness for this snow day. I went back and got my hair re-dyed today. TO ME it looks better than it did. I liked it last time… I just, didn’t, because it wasn’t what I wanted. But its ok, I went back and got to talk to Kristen for like 5 hours while she was dying my hair. Jordan went with me, then after we went to Taco Bell. Yummm. I don’t really have anything new to update on besides the fact that we won the league championship on Tuesday for our basketball team. It was friggen awesome. Like I said before… I just LOVE going to basketball games. We have one tomorrow. It’s the first one in districts so I’m excited! I hope we make it far. I’m sure we will! Sorry my life isn’t more exciting haha.
<3 K
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2006 2 March :: 8.20pm
Today is our two months! I can't believe it went so fast! It's been the best two months of my life. I owe it all to you! You are my everything! I love you Jake!
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2006 2 March :: 3.25pm
Fate fell short this time.
Nothing is forever and the time comes when we all must say goodbye to what we knew.
Goodbye to everything we had taken for granted.
Goodbye to those we thought would never leave us.
And when these changes finally do occur and when the familiar has departed and the unfamiliar has taken it's place, all any of us can really do is to say hello and welcome those new feelings.
You're the one who has to live with yourself.
[Stacy: I have no idea where you are but I really need to talk to you.]
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2006 2 March :: 2.24pm
I want to go on a trip. A big one. I'm so excited.
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