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2006 12 February :: 3.39pm
snowcoming
well last night was alot of fun. most fun i've had in a while. but now i have a migrain and it sucks so i'm going to go eat some soup then go to my grammy's house and i hope i dont miss too much of desperate housewives...=(
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2006 11 February :: 11.34pm
Shake that laffy taffy!
Swirl was fun. I'm glad I went, but my feet are in agonizing pain right now.
"I get fast really ready."
"This sad is so song."
I could not talk today..
[Oh, and pictures from Swirl and Spring Hill are soon to come]
Night ya'll.
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jennapie
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2006 11 February :: 2.17pm
I feel like such a bitch.
I'm sorry.
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swimfan14
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2006 10 February :: 5.28pm
So I kind of have a differen't Spring Break plan. Lisa and I were going to go to Atlantis in the Bahamas this year but my dad decided that he want's us to go next year and it will be our graduation present so that's next year and he said he'll probably let us go by ourselves if we wait until next year so that's even better. He promised that we can go next year so i'm really excited for that. This year he wants us to stay in the U.S. haha so we are going to Florida. I'm pretty excited for that too. We can't decide which day we want to leave to go there. We have to leave Florida by April 7th because my grandma is going to go to where my family is from (Italy) so yeah she's pretty lucky she's going there.
So I guess that's really all. Spring Break isn't all that far away. I can't wait!!
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snowman
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2006 10 February :: 1.30pm
nope
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holiday
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2006 9 February :: 11.19pm
Today was a really good day. Had some fun with my good ol friend Becca. Took a test that I think I did fairly well on. Talked to my love. He makes me so happy. I played the guitar a lot and actually learned a whole song and it sounds good. I love it. Tomorrow's going to be really nice too. And fun. And awesome. I'm excited. :-) So yeah, that's what's been going on. The other night at work, we did a bridal tasting where all these brides come in, along with all our vendors, and we just make a bunch of fancy stuff. It was pretty neat. We had our Choc. fountain out too. Yummy. Works been going well.
Anyway, that's about it.
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2006 9 February :: 7.39pm
Every line makes me cry, 'cause every word was a lie.
There I go again, reading old journal entries.
I don't suggest doing that.
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paperheart
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2006 9 February :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Tonight I Wanna Cry- Keith Urban
I really don't ever feel updating anymore. I'm hardly ever on the computer, I always have an away message up on aim, and that's it.
So I guess alot has been going on. Numerous amounts of homework both in school and the class that I'm taking for the dual enrollment program. People that I were friends with before are no longer my friends, "friends" talking shit behind my back, and of course, the biggest thing-- me getting pissed off at everything and everyone. I don't even care anymore though. I just really don't care. I have my boyfriend, and that's all that I need.
The other night I was going to go shopping with Kristen & Randi, but that fell through. Then I was going to go shopping with Amy, but that fell through too. Then Jena and I were supposed to go but she wasn't able to get a car. So Sam asked me to go to Rite Aid tonight, and I went, and picked up a few things, then I went home. I was only out for about 45 minutes- big deal? Not really. Jena just called me though, and asked me to go to Rite Aid, but since I already went, I really don't feel like it. Not to mention, my mom hates when I go places. She says that I run to much. I disagree, but whatever. Her house, her rules I guess.
Becky.
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fallenfaces
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2006 9 February :: 7.07pm
You drive me up the fucking wall. Ugghh.
Just be with me. Drive here, pick me up, tell me you miss me and that you'll never let me go again.
It's that easy. That's all you have to do.
It's just money. Realize that, please. It won't make you happy. I can't fucking believe you think that's the answer. It's just paper. Yeah, you need it to survive and the world revolves around money. Blah, blah... who gives a fuck.
It's not what you need. I am what you need. You're what I need.
When will you see that?
Sooner or later I will be moving on, because as much as I want to I can't wait around forever. I just can't.
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2006 9 February :: 11.31am
Our Conversation at the Jail-Support for Yesterday's Entry
NOTE: Both parties have permagrin the whole time.
Me: " So what are you doing on Valentines Day? "
Him: " Umm...I'm supposed to go to a movie with Nikki...why?"
Me: " I was just wondering...I didn't have any plans."
Him: " Well, I don't really want to go with her. How about we go to a movie instead?"
Me: "Sounds great. I'd love to."
Him: "I'd rather be with you anyways! You're the only one I want...that (she) was such a mistake."
*shakes head and looks down in shame
Later....
Him: "I missed you."
Me: " I missed you, too. How much did ya miss me?"
Him: "More that anything in the whole world."
Me: "Hehe...I love you honey."
Him: "I love you too beb."
Me: "How much?"
Him: " More than anything in the entire world."
Me: " Awww!"
Yeah. Thats what I thought. :)
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2006 8 February :: 10.19pm
Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay
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2006 8 February :: 10.44am
Touche to things that make ya go "hmm"
It's funny...it really makes me ponder...
How someone could be such a low-life to weasel their way inbetween our relationship after they hint the slightest disturbance. You were supposed to be my friend.
And to think all the time on New Year's you were just pretending to be my friend. I knew I should have stayed suspicious of your phone call. You know the first major clue? The fact that you had sex with some random guy for and hour and a half after only just meeting him 45 minutes before. Touche to things that make ya go hmm.
It's ok. Because I know what you are to him. He's told me about everything. And even though we may be going through a rough spot in our relationship, I know who he loves. I know who he has feelings for.
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2006 7 February :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: TIRED
The Play
Mishy's comment:
Re:, 02-07-06 10:21pm
You did too, I'm very proud of you.
You're on your way.
Remember me when you're famous, and remember the knives stabbing your back if your turn it to the audience hahah :)
Mishy would always tell me that to prevent me from turning my back to the audience and it would always work, so thank you.
I'm sad the play is over just because it was fun while it lasted but i'm also glad it's over because I really am exhausted with the practices and everything. I'm tired. We all did it, it's over and done with. It was awesome tonight. The talent in our class is great. I think everyone did a good job.
I was a lot more scared tonight than last night. I knew a lot of people there so it made me nervous. I seen a lot of people who I haven't seen in a long time so that made me really happy.
There's nothing like that.
I just wanted to let you know that i'm really dissapointed in you.
I have to go to bed. I'm falling asleep here.
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2006 6 February :: 10.57pm
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide?
Am I alone?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
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I really didn't go to class today. Test too. I missed it. I didn't write my paper for Survey but we can miss one so that's okay. Tomorrow I have class then work. Hopefully I only have to do prep so I don't have to work too late. Wednesday I have to get up early and go to class. Then breakfast with my Char. Then mommy's birthday. This is going to be one carazy week. We shall see.
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