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2006 17 January :: 8.12pm
I had thhhheeee best day. Well, actually, I've been having the best dayssssssss ever. Who knew that I could be this happy? I sure didn't, but I guess I've proved myself wrong. It's a great feeling. I won't complain. Jake Mellema, you are doing this to me!
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snowman
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2006 17 January :: 3.24pm
well CC is goin good, met some new people, hopefully gonna start finding out where the parties are at soon
live life to excess
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holiday
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2006 17 January :: 3.00pm
I am bored. Oh so bored. blah blah blah blah blah blah
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fallenfaces
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2006 17 January :: 1.59pm
:: Music: Bob Dylan - Blowing in the Wind
Everything reminds me of you.
Days like today are hard.
I hate memories.
Some times I wish they could all just go away.
Yeah, it's better to have loved and lost or whatever the fuck.
But, it's not easier. And I miss you every day and think about you every day. I just want you back. To this day I'd still take you back.
And that is pathetic and sad.
It wasn't like that for a while and now it is again.
I'm trying to be strong. Sometimes it works other times it just does't.
I wish I could throw all of what I remember in your face so you could miss me like I miss you. Did you just forget? Does it just not matter to you? Did it ever matter? I have a million questions that I'll never know the answer to.
I just want it to be over with.
When will it all be over with?
Nevermind. It makes no difference.
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2006 17 January :: 1.26pm
That's what I want.
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2006 17 January :: 12.57pm
I love YOU freezing rain.
Having the day off is nice, but I am awfully bored. It's quite all right though, I'll take a day of boredom to have a three day week.
When will we sing a new song, a new song? We're all asking the same damn question, POD. You suck and all your music sounds the same.
Bah. I can't wait for this year to be over. One more semester. I can't believe it. I'm a senior! Crazy. I really wish I could figure out what I am doing after High School though.
I'll get it.
Econ better be my only class with exams this week or I'm gonna have to kill a bitch.
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jennapie
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2006 17 January :: 12.27pm
the way my brain is working......
......Jake................Jake...................Jake........
..........Jake................hehe..............Jake....................Jake.................Jake...........................Jakie.......
..................................tehe...........................Sparky.....................
.........Jake.......and it keeps going and going and going and going.................................................
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2006 17 January :: 11.40am
damn ice. im greatful school was canceled... but if it would have been snowing i would have checked the weather BEFORE i got ready (well ready as in washed my face and brushed my teeth.... but STILL awake enough to be angry about getting up) this is ridiculous. middle of winter and it rains. psh.
i was watching the news this morning....
"a chocolate new orleans?" are you kidding me! why is it that racism starts at the top of the chain?! pathetic.
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2006 16 January :: 10.53pm
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights- Dissolve and Decay
Man I love you Charlie. <3
Today was kind of relaxing. I feel bad for not really working or anything...
Got up at 6 though (i haven't gotten up at 6 in almost a year!) Went to class, (i can tell Intro to Hosp. is going to be GREAT!), then got out of class around 8:10. Went home and slept then went to Charlie's and had a lot of fun :-) Now I'm watching the Bachelor. hahaha.
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eddy
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2006 16 January :: 5.19pm
Freakin moron!
Note to self:
You cannot eat ceral with a fork.
also,
Pepsi does not go well with Count Chocula...
Sailor Moon Marathon yay! lol.
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jennapie
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2006 16 January :: 3.04pm
Jake Mellema is my man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2006 16 January :: 2.49pm
Stop doing this. It's getting so annoying. You don't get that.
Everythings about you. It's always about you. You think the world revolves around you. You're selfish and I can't stand it any longer. Maybe you should just listen to yourself. I think we were right.
You just made everything a lot easier for me, so thank you for pretty much proving everything we thought.
My dad and Kelli are coming to see me tonight :)
Aww yesterday I got flowers and then today I got more!!
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2006 16 January :: 1.00am
:: Music: Pink Floyd - Hey You
I have decided that Big Nasty is easily the coolest person on this earth.
I mean he fucking turned his room mates room into a bike course and has bike races. How does that not make you cool? I want to live with that kid for the rest of my life. Not because I have some crush on him or any shit like that, I just love to hear him talk, haha.
Anyway, this weekend was awesome, yet incredibly lame at the same time.
The laser light show was cool.
I am sick and I need sleep. I hope it's not the plague.
I miss you, Ashley! Get better soon, my dear.
Night assholes.
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2006 15 January :: 10.20pm
i LOVE every other saturday...... they're always perfect. ALWAYS, and yesterday was no exception. i say everyother saturday because i dont work every other saturday and keegan never works saturdays.. so we get to be together all day long.
we're both semi broke right now.. so for most the day we just lounged around his house. i got teh 8th season of friends, his mom made one of my favorite dinners (tatertot caserole) and it was just nice to be home all day. then we met stacy, dani, dustin, devin, and brandi downtown and saw that pink floyd laser show at the planetarium (sp). which was most deffinately an acid trip... lol. i dont think you get the full effect if you're not stoned.... which heaven knows we werent... laughs* but it was pretty cool. WAY to much stimulation for the eyes though. ouuuch. after that me and keegan went to oasis which was wonderful. we got there around 12 and had the greek room reserved which i've been wanting to see since prom last year. it was amazing. (keegan popped his OTHER shoulder out of joint a few days ago.. so its been pretty sore.. hense us going to oasis and me having an "excuse" to get a new bathing suit.... giggles) but yeah... it was awesome. i thought it was an indoor room, but we walked in and theres murals all over the walls and a fire place and statues.... but no ceiling. it was just beautiful. the perfect end to the perfect night. then we went home and fell asleep and got up this morning to go to a new church. we're looking for a church. we went to Sparta babtist this morning... which was nice, but we wanna try a bunch of different ones.. so if you have an suggestions... comment. we're looking for a contemporary service with contemp. music. and we're not looking to become involved with a youth group... just sundays.
everything just feels so right. not only are we going on 14 strong months.. but we're still so incredibly happy. never have we almost "broke up", because we're mature enough to handle our arguments. i've never felt this way before. EVER. i thought i did once... i though THAT was love... and i couldnt have been more wrong. now, i find myself falling in love with my best friend... and although its a process that may take anywhere from a month to a couple years to fully develop... im looking so forward to that moment that i've been dreaming of my whole life.. where i can look that ONE person in the eyes express that age old 3 letter phrase that people have been saying since the dawn of time.
we're so on track with eachother. and i think its awesome that we're growing spiritually together.
*smiles* i admire you!
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eddy
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2006 15 January :: 9.22pm
Randomness
Clip
The wings that get you high
Just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself
You'll be the death of me
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