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holiday

:: 2006 9 January :: 10.09pm

I felt so much love from you tonight...

and so much hurt.

I love you.

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 9 January :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: deep thought
:: Music: free bird - lynard skynard

hmmm...
well i just got home from practice. it was a pretty good practice. theres a game tomorrow. game days make me nervous. our school is pretty critical. i wonder what they'll say when we do our dance that wes showed them at our first pep assembly...? hmm...makes me wonder. welp, basically everyone at school wants to do me right now so i guess thats cool i mean...come on...look at me...well you cant right now but picture it in your head. i even would do me...welp, like any of you care how self centered i am so i'm going now...later gaterz

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swimfan14

:: 2006 9 January :: 8.49pm

I'm in a really bad mood tonight and anyone who talks to me pretty much annoys me.

Tonight when my sister and I were on our way home from shopping she was trying to do something to my mirror and I wasn't paying attention since I was driving and she pushed the on*star button because she didn't know what it was and that was a bad idea lol. My radio all of the sudden turned off and then this weird music started playing and then a lady started talking to us and I didn't know what was going on and she was going to send help but then we said it was an acciden't and she said something to us and she turned it off, but it was pretty hilarious.

School is so stupid I just want it to be the weekend again. I always have fun on the weekends.

My sister Danielle dyed her hair dark brown so now we have the same hair color and now all I keep hearing is how we look like twins....

And Stacy was everyone being serious when they said were hanging out with Big Nasty this weekend? Haha I love Ben he's so cute!

I know this is hurting you but it's killing me.

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jennapie

:: 2006 9 January :: 8.04pm

well...how can one aspect of your life be perfect, and another part be so unperfect? I am in a very....sad mood I guess. I don't know what to do. It's hard to even fake being happy right now.

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 9 January :: 6.31pm

THIS WEEKEND IS GOING TO BE THE BEST EVER!

If Everything Works Out The Way I Want Lol.

Rachy, Sara, Katy, Kari, David, Chris, Jake, Ashley... and everyone else who i dont know whos going...WERE GUNNA HAVE SO MUCH FUN!



----

I don’t give a *BEEP*
Keep lookin’ at my *BEEP*
‘Cos it don’t mean a thing if you lookin’ at my *BEEP* (Haha)
I’m a do my thing, while you playin’ with ya *BEEP*
Hahahahahahaha



^^ Def. My New Favorite Song Lol. Im Obsessed With This Song.

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holiday

:: 2006 9 January :: 12.30pm

Eh. Whatever.
I just made a huge step, and even though it hurts, it feels great to know that I'm growing.
As for you, you're cryptic.
I actually care about this. I'm actually making an effort and learning how to fix it. You can jump on anytime now... Talk to me maybe?
Believe me, I'm sick of it too. But don't exaggerate. We have our really good times too. I can't imagine life without you. But we don't need to be like this. We can be fine.
This is all going to be great. :-)

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anachronism

:: 2006 8 January :: 9.37pm

It's all in good fun, kids.

Read more..

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holiday

:: 2006 8 January :: 8.24pm

ohhhhhhhh this week will be fun/interesting!!!
I'm really excited. I'll post more later...

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 8 January :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: Exhausted
:: Music: *Beep*- Pussycat Dolls

The Weekend!
Friday: I hung out with Rachael, Lee, Katie, Rodney, & Jimmy. We went to see “Grandma’s Boy” at like 12:00 at night lol, but we couldn’t get in because Rachael didn’t have her ID with her cuz it was R so we were waiting there for like 10 minutes trying to figure out what to do then finally Rachael was just like “fuck this I’m just gunna ask someone” so we went outside and she asked this guy to buy our tickets for us and he did lol. The movie turned out being the dumbest ever. After that we went to IHOP at like 2:30am lol. It was packed for being that late lol. Then on our way home, haha that’s another story. We were turning on 15 mile from Northland and there’s this horse in the road lol. So we were knocking on this persons door at like 3:30 in the morning but no one came to the door. Then Rachael remembered that Taylor’s horses were boarded there, so we went on knocked on Taylor’s door, and finally her dad woke up lol. I felt bad, but there horse was gunna like get hit or something. Then we went back to Lee's and i spent the night there.

Yesterday: I had to say goodbye to Kerri. :( I (h.a.t.e.d) it. I've gotten so use to her being here. I went over there at like 7:30 and then left at 9:00. I hate Valparaiso.

Today: I ran like 1 ½ miles. I’m so tired. I haven’t ran in forever. And I cleaned my room and that’s about it. Stupid school tomorrow, *sigh*.

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 8 January :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Fallout Boy - Pros and Cons of Breathing

jumping on the band wagon...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Wanna makeout?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you have a crush on me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
15. Am I loveable?
16. Describe me in 3 words.
17. What was your first impression?
18. Do you still think that way about me now?
19.Have we ever hung out?
20. What makes me happy?
21. What makes me sad?
22. What reminds you of me?
23. If you could give me anything what would it be?
24. How well do you know me?
25. Do you wish to get to know me more?
26. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
27. Do you think I could kill someone?
28. Whats the first thing that comes to mind when you hear my name?
29. What is your favorite thing about me?

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swimfan14

:: 2006 8 January :: 3.31pm

What did you say...that you only meant well and this is supposed to be for the best.

This isn't what we need..but you decided this.


Well last night..on the way to Stacys house I was in the front seat and Danielle was driving and Sam Foley and I were talking and she was saying what if a bloody guy just walked in the road and we hit them and all of the sudden something ran in the road and I wasn't paying attention and Danielle started swerving all over the road and I just seen this huge shadow and I don't even remember what happend after that but when it was done and over with Sam and Danielle said I was screaming bloody murder but I don't really remember because I was so scared we were going to crash and die. That would probably be unfortunate.

Somehow when I'm with Danielle, we almost always die. One of the days we probably will.

We went to tgi fridays again last night even though I was just there with Em, Logan, and Justin and I had to get the cheesecake again. It's sooo good.


Well I hope everyone had a good weekend but Em just called and wants to hang out tonight so were going to go out with Logan and Justin so I'll ttyl.

Ohh I'm so glad Devin finally skanked for me and Sam lol.

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 8 January :: 1.05pm
:: Music: the killers - change your mind

everyone should do all these! it would be awesome!
January's holidays

1 New Year's Day

2 Happy Mew Year for Cats Day, Run up the Flagpole and See if Anyone Salutes Day

3 Festival of Sleep Day, Fruitcake Toss Day, Humiliation Day

4 Trivia Day

5 National Bird Day

6 Bean Day, Cuddle Up Day

7 Old Rock Day

8 Bubble Bath Day, Male Watcher's Day

9 Play God Day

10 Peculiar People Day

11 Step in a Puddle and Splash Your Friend's Day

12 Feast of Fabulous Wild Men Day, National Pharmacist Day

13 Blame Someone Else Day , Make Your Dream Come True Day

14 Dress Up Your Pet Day

15 Martin Luther King Jr. Birthday, National Hat Day

16 National Nothing Day

17 Prohibition Remembrance Day

18 Thesaurus Day, Winnie the Pooh Day

19 National Popcorn Day

20 National Buttercrunch Day, Penguin Awareness Day

21 National Hugging Day, Squirrel Appreciation Day

22 Celebration of Life Day , National Blonde Brownie Day

23 Pie Day, National Handwriting Day

23 Measure Your Feet Day

24 Beer Can Appreciation Day, School Nurse Day, Compliment Day

25 Opposite Day

26 Spouse's Day

27 Punch the Clock Day

28 National Kazoo Day

29 National Puzzle Day, National Cornchip Day

30 Escape Day, National Inane Answering Message Day

31 Child Labor Day

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BigBen61

:: 2006 7 January :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: OZMA

this song is so beautiful
Ozma - Utsukushii Shibuya

i've been thrown the gaijin glare for so long
by now i take the scorn in stride
got no time for pride that only serves to divide
got no time for miscommunication
i've been trying to set this straight for so long
trying to hammer out what's bent
you trust in my intent
you must be heaven sent
and i've been trying to let you know that i love you so

i've been trying to find a girl for so long
that tears have often filled my eyes
under azure skies as we said our last goodbyes
i was trying to let you know that i love you so

i love you so
you'll never know
but i love you so

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jennapie

:: 2006 7 January :: 9.13pm

"All For You"

Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe 'cause I'm trying

There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away

It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you

I thought I'd seen it all
'Cause it's been a long, long time
But then we'll trip and fall
Wondering if I'm blind
[Pre-chorus]
[Chorus]

Rain comes pouring down
Falling from blue skies
Words without a sound
Coming from your eyes

Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe cause I'm trying
[Pre-chorus]
[Chorus-Chorus]

It's hard to say
It's hard to say
It's all for you

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paperheart

:: 2006 7 January :: 7.22pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Because of You- Kelly Clarkson

Survey.

Basics.
Time started: 7:22pm
Name: Rebecca
Nickname: Becky; Becca
Sex: Female
Birthday: August 13, 1988
Sign: Leo
Siblings: One brother
Eye color: Blue
Shoe size: 8-8 1/2
Height: 5'3"
What are you wearing right now: T-shirt & Pajama Pants
Where do you live: At home with my parents
Are you a righty or lefty: Righty
Relationships or no relationships: Relationships
Breakfast: I don't eat breakfast that often.
Favorite cartoon characters: Spongebob Squarepants & Jimmy Neutron

Have you ever?..
Given anyone a bath: Yes
Bungee Jumped: Yes
Parasailed: No, but I want to, and I will.
Made yourself throw-up: I tried, but I can't do it.
Gone skinny dipping: Yes
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: Yes
Eaten a dog biscuit: When I was little.
Got your tongue stuck to a pole: No
Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yes
Played truth or dare: Of course.
Been in a physical fight: Yeah.. lol.
Been in a police car: Nope
Been in a hot tub: Yes
Swam in the ocean: mhmm.
Fallen asleep in school: Just once when I was sick. But the teacher yelled at me, and I haven't been able to sleep since. I was so afraid of him.
Ran away: No
Broken someone's heart: I doubt it.
Flashed someone: Yes
Cried in school: Yes
Fell off your chair: Yes
Saved MSN / AOL / AIM conversations: Only the important ones.
Saved e-mails: Yes
Fallen for a close or best friend?: Yeah

First thing that comes to mind...
Red: Roses
Blue: Sky
Autumn: Leaves
Cow: Moo
Cat: Meow
Nickel: Silver
Elbow: Nothing came to mind.

What is?..
Your room like: Small, but clean.
The last thing you said: "I'm bored."
Beside you right now: Papers, & Water

Have you?..
Had Chicken pox: Yeah.
Had a Sore Throat: Yeah. I have one right now as a matter of fact.
Loved anyone: Of course. I still do.

Do you?..
Believe in love at first sight: No. That bothers me.
Like picnics: I've never been on a picnic.
Like school: Yeah, only because I like to learn.
Like filling these out: Obviously
Wear contacts or glasses: No
Like yourself: Just depends.
Get along with your family: Yeah, sometimes.
Have piercings below the waist?: No

Would you?..
Eat a live hamster: Hell no.
Go to a Hanson concert: No
Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollars: No, because I couldn't use the 15 billion dollars in jail.

Are you?..
Obsessive?: Yes; about alot of things.
Anorexic?: No.
Suicidal? No.

Who was the last person?..
You touched? My dog; if that counts.
You massaged: Jake
You Kissed: Jake
You yelled at: My dog
You had a crush on: Jake started out as a crush..
You were in love with: Jake; and I still am.
Who broke your heart: Kevin

Final questions...
How many people are you sending this to: None
What are you listening to right now: Football on TV
What did you do yesterday: Went to school && came home.
Last night: Nothing.
What is your favorite band: At the moment; The Academy Is.
Hated someone in your family: Yes
Got any awards: Yes.
Have you ever gone streaking? No
Want to get married someday: Yes
What is your favorite video game? Madden Football [any year]
Have a lava lamp?: Yes
How many remote controls are in your house: About 10
Are you double jointed: Not that I know of.
What do you dream about: Everything.
The last movie you saw in theatres? The Incredibles. It's been a while.
Scary or happy movies: Both
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: I don't drink pop.
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-O; haha.
Silver or Gold: Gold
Diamond or pearl: Diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunrise
Phone or in person: In person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: Youngest
End Time?: 7:42pm

Becky.

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