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2006 7 January :: 6.11pm
Since everyone else is posting it anyway, and im curious
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snowman
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2006 7 January :: 5.34pm
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Wanna makeout?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you have a crush on me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
15. Am I loveable?
16. Describe me in 3 words.
17. What was your first impression?
18. Do you still think that way about me now?
19.Have we ever hung out?
20. What makes me happy?
21. What makes me sad?
22. What reminds you of me?
23. If you could give me anything what would it be?
24. How well do you know me?
25. Do you wish to get to know me more?
26. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
27. Do you think I could kill someone?
28. Whats the first thing that comes to mind when you hear my name?
29. What is your favorite thing about me?
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swimfan14
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2006 7 January :: 5.07pm
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't.
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today.
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today
and I know I'm not ready,
maybe tomorrow
Tomorrow it may change
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chelthesmell
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2006 7 January :: 1.35pm
sorry i'm a day late...
happy birthday eddy!!!
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eddy
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2006 7 January :: 3.17am
Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
For dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no
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swimfan14
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2006 7 January :: 1.40am
Tonight was fun. I went to the basketball game at Forest Hills Central with Emily, Justin, and Logan. We definitely got lost on the way there. We even got directions and Logan is a moron and we were supposed to get off at exit 40B so what does he do? He gets off at exit 39 that takes us god knows where. We finally ended up at the game after like an hour of driving.
The game sucked. We lost.
After that we went to tgi fridays and we about died getting there. I'm not even going to get into that. When we were walking out Emily and I were reading something and I ran into a car. Emily said it was probably the funniest thing that shes ever seen. We just about died laughing.
Then we just went to Justins and watched Wedding Crashers or something. I don't even know. I just fell asleep anyways.
Logan said that Emily and I are exactly the same. Which come to realize after this whole past year after everything we pretty much are. We've been through alot together and somehow at the end, were even better friends than we were at the begining. We can't even listen to the same songs or it will make us cry. We pretty much should be twins.
Anyways after tonight I had tons of fun and I'm glad everything can just be back to normal for good.
Yes, each new day brings with it a new set of lies.
The worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep.
We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy.
Or, that he's happy.
That we can change.
Or, that he will change his mind.
We persuade ourselves saying we can live with our sins.
Or, that we can live without him.
Yes, each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves...in desperate, desperate hope, that come morning...
It will all be true.
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eddy
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2006 7 January :: 1.00am
Happy Birthday to me! =D (Yesterday)
Yay! =D It was my birthday only a few hours ago! I got a DVD player at my dads! I'm having a birthday at my grandma's tomorrow = ) I'm excited! Ummm......poop. My Playstation 2 is acting up again. It makes me angry cuz I can't play Dynasty Warriors 5. Its fricken retarted. So far I've beaten it with Lu Xun, Ma Chao, Cao Pi, Lu Bu, Sun Shiang Xiang, Xing Cai, Zhen Ji, and im on Diao Chan....or at least I was until my PS2 stopped reading the disc. Its fricken brand new too. Geeze! Anyway.....I was gonna go to skelletones tomorrow with mindy, jessica, and sydney, but now mindy's work is being gay and she has to work till 11 pm tomorrow. geh. A lot of people told me happy birthday in school today and it made me really happy =D cuz it was never like that before. like, of course my friends would say it, but I had people who I don't really talk to on a regular basis wish me a happy birthday, and it gave me a good feeling =D Thanks everyone! And I love your birtday cards Jessica and Sydney!
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jennapie
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2006 7 January :: 12.14am
hmmmmmmmmm...well....I got no punishment whatsoever.....maybe he DOES know I'm in college with a life..............
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2006 6 January :: 10.49pm
Tired.
I love this.
He's making me realize that I am not perfect and I have to get over myself. I mean.. like, I can't just dish things out and not take them back. He doesn't just let me say what I want and then be all sweet back. He's blunt. He's honest. He's militant. And I like it. I don't need some fake ass, lovey dovey attitude.
And it's not like he's an asshole to me. It's not that at all. He just isn't fake and doesn't let me get away with being a bitch without him being a dick back. It just works and I like it.
I don't care if I sound crazy. I am very lippy and I need someone to let me know it.
Goodnight.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
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2006 6 January :: 5.23pm
I almost didn't go to school today again. I couldn't fall asleep last night either and my alarm started going off this morning and I pushed snooze and then all of the sudden the buttons froze so I just turned it off and went back to bed and my mom came upstairs at like 7:10 yelling "Why isn't anyone up in this house yet?" so I pretty much was ready in like five minutes.
Today was a pretty boring day. I was just going to skip fifth hour because Brittani and Dani wanted me to go to Yesterdog with them but I figured I probably should make up all my missed work.
The Spring Hill meeting was today and I'm pretty excited for that. It's in a month.
And well I guess I don't really have anything to write about at the moment. Emily is almost here and we are going to Logans for a while and then going to Justins and then going to the game and then afterwards I was just going to come home but Emily wants me to hang out with her so we'll just go hang out with some people. I don't really know what else is going on this weekend but I should go.
<3 Ashley
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2006 6 January :: 3.45pm
:: Music: dashbourd confessional - hands down
i am soo planning on going to the fallout boy, hawthorne heights, and all american rejects concert on march 21st! who wants to join me?! its at the delta plex! YAY! i'm oober excited!!!
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2006 6 January :: 3.25pm
well, I need to prepare myself for tonight, it's not going to be a good thing. I'm actually pretty scared that all good things are gonna end for a while.
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2006 6 January :: 9.14am
i just about have the best most wonderfulest boyfriend in the entire world.
everyday he amazes me in a whole new way.
last night my sister was sick. (she's 5) and if you know me at all... im the same as my mom. we dont take to well to.... errmmm.. you know ( i dont even like to say it) i remember this because it was the same way when i was growing up. call it weak stomachs i guess...... but keegan stayed at our house last night and helped take care of shelby.
everytime she had to get sick he stood behind her stroking her little back and telling her that it would all be ok. then he cleaned her little face off and talked to her about random things to get her mind off it. just watching how good he is with her makes me want to melt. he could have just left, no one asked him to stay... but he cares about her so much that he wanted to help.. and he wanted to help my mom.
how many guys would do that? i really did get a good one and will by no means let him go.
and waking up this morning was so much nicer knowing i had someone by my side.
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swimfan14
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2006 5 January :: 11.38pm
I'm throwing all the hints..giving you all the signs..why can't you just see it?
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2006 5 January :: 9.42pm
Devin asked me out and...
I said no.
Now, don't get any ideas. It was handled well and I had my reasons. I told him we need to hang out a few more times and when he knows, and I mean really knows, he can ask me in person.
I want things to go right with all of this.
And I want to be entirely honest with him.
He completely understood and thought it was for the best.
He said he didn't even want to ask me this way, he just felt like he had to and couldn't wait.
I understand completely, because I feel like I want to be with him as well. But, I know it's not smart for either of us right now.
We'll see what happens.
He's so great and I want things to go perfectly and to last. I don't want some lame one month thing.
So, in the end handling it how I did was a very good idea.
I don't want to lose this kid and I won't. Whether we date or stay friends, I want him there. And he will be.
With all that said, goodnight.
I am so glad tomorrow is Friday.
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