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2005 29 December :: 12.56am
well! WHOOO! I'm excited! yesssssssss! I can hardly wait!
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2005 29 December :: 12.07am
I love my friends so much. You guys crack me the fuck up.
But, seriously..without friends like the ones I have I'd be a wreck all of the time.
Thanks for being there.
I can't wait to dance on our party bus! ;)
I really need sleep. Going on two days without it, but I've hit the point where I am so tired I have crazy energy. Eventually I just have to fall asleep. Right?
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2005 28 December :: 11.53pm
What the hell am I supposed to say to that? Seriously. I don't think I have ever been so shocked in my entire life. That is the nicest most weird thing ever.
Stacy: I have to tell you something and I know what you told me wasn't supposed to be anything exciting but my news is. It's actually pretty much top secret. No joke.
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2005 28 December :: 11.49pm
:: Music: Weezer - Freak Me Out
Awesome Song everyone
Read more..
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2005 28 December :: 10.56pm
Yay! I don't know, just felt like updating but don't know what to say. I fixed the link thingy for my sweatshirt, so you can go see it if you haven't already. Uhhh......Cookie to whoever can tell me who this smexy man is!! =D yes....I said smexy. Deal.
Read more..
A little overboard maybe......would you believe i have tons more? lol
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2005 28 December :: 8.21pm
Chillin' w/my boyyyyyyy. haha
I love Charlie
<3 hehe
I love CHARLIEEEEEE
<3 hehe
maybe i just wrote a song...
HEHE
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2005 28 December :: 8.21pm
Sararrrrr this is for you!
| Your French Name is: | 
Agnès Vaillant |
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2005 28 December :: 7.55pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Love Heals
Big Nasty rocks my world.
Well, I just got done hanging out with Devin. There's just something about that kid. He's really...I don't even know. Just interesting and different. And I like it. Don't get me wrong now kittens. We're just friends and nothing's going to be rushed. I just think he's cool and I'm glad I'm getting to know him.
I have still yet to sleep and I won't be sleeping until probably tomorrow 'cause I'm hanging out with Jess, Erika, Heather, and Brandi tonight. But, I don't mind.. I love those bitches.
Ashley: I need to talk to you! It's nothing important so don't get exctied. I just have to ask you a question. Ok, little spears? Hehe.
Anyway, life is good right now. Really good and I am so happy.
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2005 28 December :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: love is just a feeling- the darkness
*wants to cry but holds it in*
i feel like shit, i was fine earlier but now i just feel crappy. i dont know why. i just feel like crying all the sudden. i dont like it too much...=(
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2005 28 December :: 11.23am
Last night was so much fun. I love you Stacy, Mishy, Dani, and Brittani. Devin and Ben were also pretty awesome guys. Nate on the other hand, let's not go there. Stacy and I are sluts, we rocked their worlds, end of story. Kidding we aren't. We stayed out all night and we went to Morningstar, Vertigo, and Skelletones. It was so fun. We met Trisha, Natalie, and Brittani there too. Dani is the worst driver ever. I'm not kidding. We almost died a few times. She just drives downtown in GR and she doesn't even stop at red lights or stop signs. The worst part about it is that she doesn't even realize that she runs red lights and stop signs. So I figured that most of us didn't really want to die so I made sure to tell her where she needed to stop and go at. We went to Bens at around 1 and I was playing video games with Mishy and at first she was losing so she just quit and I didn't really realize this until afterwards but I got so into the stupid game. They have this video of me and I'm like freaking out while I'm playing it. It was hilarious. Anyways we didn't get home until like 4:30 and I slept probably about three hours so I'm sort of tired but I'll be okay. I had so much fun and we are going to do it again.
"Use my strong hand"
"105.4" lol
I didn't realize that if you wear a skirt in the middle of winter, it made you a slut but then again what do I know?
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2005 28 December :: 10.57am
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack
Last night was so much fun. I love you Ashley, Dani, Mishy, and Brittani. Oh, and Devin & Ben (BIG NASTY) as well, haha. We just stayed out all night driving around, going to coffee shops, and just hanging out. It was so great. I'm running on about an hour of sleep (or less), but I don't care. I'll be leaving to hang out downtown in about two hours anyway. I don't know why I'm talking about this. It's just.. I was really happy last night. Everything was just nice and we all had so much fun and got along instantly. I didn't really like Devin the first time I met him, well more of how he was online, but he's actually a really cool kid. And what Mishy and I talked about is true. He's a junior, give him a year and a lot of things will change.
I need to learn to give people a chance.
And I will.
We all need to hang out again, soon.
Now I'm sad that break will be over in like a week.. :(
Let's all just pretend we had no idea and never go back to school. Sound good? Hey, if we all do it, it could just work. Just gotta have faith!
Anyway, yeah.. shower..food..sleep.
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2005 27 December :: 9.58am
I think I'm actually happy. Honestly.
Of course I'm gonna have my bad moments where I feel lonely, but being single right now is good.
Highschool relationships are usually bullshit anyway. Even if people say they aren't, they are. I only know of two couples that I think are actually good.
I like that I can do what I want. I can go to a party if I want to. I can hang out with guys. I can ask for a guys numbers if I think he's cool. I can call guys and talk. I can just do what I want without asking if it's ok and that feels so good.
I want to date at the age when it will be a mature, adult relationship and the goal will be marriage, not getting laid. It seems pointless to me to date when the goal isn't being together forever. Sometimes it's just a time kill for people. Or just so they won't be alone. Maybe they're in love with someone else, so they trick themselves into thinking the new person is great, which he may be.. but, you're still thinking about the other guy. Whatever it is...it's bullshit.
And I can say right now I have not had one mature relationship in my life. In one we fought too much about stupid shit that didn't matter at all. The other he quit on me because I "couldn't see him enough" the other one.. he had no back bone, another one.. well he was just a moron. Etc. But, everything was just weak and no one tried to fix a problem that was barely even a problem at all.
Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not bashing people who date in highschool. I'm just saying for me, it's not right, right now. And it shouldn't be the focus of my life. I can be happy without a meaningless guy by my side.
I can't believe I begged for him to stay. What the hell? Right now, I've never felt so good to get rid of someone so bad.
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2005 26 December :: 8.49pm
:: Music: mxpx-punk rock show
bored...really bored...
TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Samantha
First Screen Name: uhh...i think like smeller1 or something like that...
First Pet: uhh...mickey and buckoe
First Piercing: when i was like 7 i got my ears peirced but they closed up
First Crush: Chris Arenson(sp?)
First CD: Brandy - never say never
First Word: bullshit
First Real Love: mike...
First Stuffed Animal: my teddy bear with the wedding dress i think
NINE LASTS
Last Alcoholic Beverage: uhh dang what are they called...shnops maybe, i dont remember what my sister let me drink with her last night...dangit...
Car Ride: coming home from Neta's today
Last Movie Seen: Chicago
Last Phone Call: Ashley
Last CD Played: the killers
Last Bubble Bath: like 2 weeks ago
Last Time You Cried: uhh i felt like crying when we were xmas shopping friday night if that counts
EIGHT 'HAVE YOU EVER...'S
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yeah, well sorta
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: nope
Have you ever been on TV: oh yes! i'm a star!
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: yup, indeed i have
Have you ever cheated: no
Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: yeah, cause i dont have a life or anything cool like that
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: yup, sucks..
SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. my baby ring neckless
2. underwear
3. shirt
4. zip up sweater
5. Socks
6. slippers
7. jeans
SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. came home
2. ate
3. did the dishes
4. burned a cd with a buncha fun songs to dance to
5. sang
6. watched some of my desperate housewives dvd =)
FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. friends
2. family
3. money.
4. Music
5. fun
FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. Ashley
2. Missy (my dog)
3. Mindy
4. my mom and any of my sibblings
THREE THINGS YOU HOPE TO HAVE IN THE FUTURE
1. money
2. Fame
3. happiness
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. feel the feeling of acomplishment
2. make my family proud
ONE SECRET
1. i dont like showing my emotions in public
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2005 26 December :: 8.05pm
I'm seriously the worst minesweeper player in history. Ever.
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2005 26 December :: 6.33pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Seasons of Love
Ya know what? I don't feel bad for Naomi Watts. I would gladly accept being chased by like 8 dinosaurs, having giant bugs on my face, and being swung in a gorillas hand for an hour if I could end up being with Adrien Brody. She's lucky. Stop crying, bitch.. you have Adrien. Who cares about the God damn gorilla?!
Juuust kidding. It was a really sad movie, but good. Very good actors/actresses in it.
Oh, and when I said, "Juuuust kidding." I didn't mean I wouldn't do anything to be with Adrien. I would. :)
I returned my Mp3 player, it sucked. But, it's all good because my mom just let me spend the money and she's going to buy me a nice one later on. :) I got the Rent Soundtrack, Blow [DVD], The Pianist [DVD], The Dukes of Hazzard [DVD], Bob Dylan Chronicles VI [Book], and a Bob Dylan 1956-1966 Scrapbook.
Today was good. How was your day?
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