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swimfan14

:: 2005 26 December :: 6.25pm

I don't know why but I just have a bad feeling that you lied to me and I hate being lied to more than anything.The worst part about being lied to is knowing that I wasn't worth the truth and if thats the case then we have some problems. I don't even know, maybe, just maybe I'm wrong but right now that seems highly doubtful.

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Chloe
First Screen Name: I don't remember the very first one but one from millions of years ago was cutiepie15032
First Pet: Jackson (Dog)
First Piercing: When I was like 11 months old
First Crush: Curtis, my little boyfriend when I was four
First CD: Like I remember
First Word: Probably Mommy or Daddy
First Real Love: I can't really say that I have been in love
First Stuffed Animal: An elephant named Ellie

NINE LASTS
Last Alcoholic Beverage: A sour apple martini and then today at Olive Garden my sister told me to drink some of my moms drink (I don't know what she was drinking) and I thought she meant drink the whole thing but apparently I was just supposed to take a sip of it and I drank the whole thing and wow that was a mistake ;)
Car Ride: Coming home from shopping today
Last Movie Seen: I don't remember but I watched Laguna Beach this morning if that counts
Last Phone Call: Jessica (were talking on the phone right this moment and it's not going well at all)
Last CD Played: Taking Back Sunday
Last Bubble Bath: Like last Saturday
Last Time You Cried: Last night AND the day before AND this morning..wow I sound like a basketcase but each time was for a differen't and good reason.

EIGHT 'HAVE YOU EVER...'S
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Yeah but it was just a summer fling
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: Yeah in California lol
Have you ever been on TV: Yeah on the news here but that doesn't count because here sucks but I was on National Tv when I was in LA
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: Oh quite a few times
Have you ever cheated: Thats just a sketchy question to ask
Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Oh yes
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yeah and it's not exactly fun

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Tank Top
2. Jeans
3. Earings
4. Sweatshirt
5. Socks
6. Necklace
7. Livestrong Bracelet

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Watched Laguna Beach
2. Bought 5 cds and lots of clothes and a purse
3. Ate at Olive Garden
4. Fought with someone
5. Drank
6. When we were walking out of Olive Garden this car almost hit us and he was supposed to stop for us but he didn't so I hit his car really hard with all my shopping bags haha

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. California
2. Modeling
3. The O.C.
4. Music
5. Clothes/Shoes/Purses

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. Chloe
2. Lisa
3. Mishy and Stacy
4. Veronica (well before her memory loss)
(that was five but I don't really care)

THREE THINGS YOU HOPE TO HAVE IN THE FUTURE
1. Love
2. Career (be famous)
3. Kids

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Go to where I'm from (ITALY!!) lol
2. Go on a road trip across America. Every state. ( I agree with Jordan on this whole little thing)

ONE SECRET
1. I'm scared to be in love.

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eddy

:: 2005 26 December :: 3.51pm

Today
Yep, went shopping with Mindy this morning. Got up at fricken 7 effing a.m. T_T she's crazy! Anyway, used my gift card from Victoria's secret and got the so sexy shampoo and conditioner, im excited!! XD lol. Gonna take a shower with it tonight and have smexy smelling hair!!! Yes!! Also went to Claire's and used the gift card from Sydney, got a new wallet, some eye shadow, and a wierd little utility knife thingy...don't really know what you call them. The ones with the scissors and the nail filer and all that all in one. Thanks Sydney!! :D sorry i didn't get you a christmas present :( i still can if you want one! Followed Mindy around to other stores. Bummed that the abercrombie models weren't there this time. oh well, maybe next time? lol. I really really really need a job....oh wait...i've had one...for like....3 months now, they've just never given me any time whatsoever. Jerks. I'm still technically working there too. Geezus!

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eddy

:: 2005 26 December :: 3.02pm

...............

ARRRRRRRR BITCH!!!!!!!!!

Remember that ^ , guys?! lol

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eddy

:: 2005 26 December :: 1.56pm
:: Music: HIM - This Fortress of Tears

???

Am I really that unloved? Am I really so unlikeable....? Please.....I really need to know what's so wrong about my personality, so I can change it. I don't want to be so alone anymore. I want to feel wanted and needed....like people actually enjoy my company. Please be completely honest, I will take no offense....

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anachronism

:: 2005 26 December :: 11.09am
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Burning Up

Q: What's better than seeing Adrien Brody?

A: Seeing Adrien Brody on a giant screen for three hours.


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swimfan14

:: 2005 26 December :: 12.13am

I seriously can't believe my friends sometimes. Okay let's just say one of my friends in particular. I thought we were supposed to be in this whole thing together but she just proved that it's now a competion to see who is better. Yeah well we'll see about that now wont we? Sounds like someones a little jealous to me. Whatever. I'm going to go cry now and be upset like I can be because this is our first fight over the dumbest thing ever.

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jennapie

:: 2005 25 December :: 10.44pm

My Christmas was......awesome!!! I got a bunch of wonderful things and talked to and seen a lot of wonderful people!! Jake even called me all the way from Florida!! I miss you and you need to come home in lightening fast speed! and I just got home from my grandmas where we ate food, and sang songs and laughed...a lot.. and played some games, they learned how to play Mafia!! ahah, my grandma and aunts should never play games with too many things going on at once, but I guess they made it a lot more entertaining to say the least!! ahah! Well, now my sister's are going to spend the night at my Aunt Becky's and I would be going to but I don't feel good. I'll be alright tho! Don't worry!!! ahah! I love you all!!!! night!

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fishyrere

:: 2005 25 December :: 9.28pm

Merry Christmas. i love you all. really, i do!

~Re~

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anachronism

:: 2005 25 December :: 7.41pm

Crash.
If you haven't seen the movie Crash see it. Now.

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I don't even want to let anyone borrow it. Buy it. You'll end up buying it if you rent/borrow it anyway. I promise. :)

Thanks for telling me about it Erika. I know I've all ready seen it, but this time it really sank in.

It's the sense of touch. Any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people. People bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much that we crash into each other just so we can feel something.


anachronism

:: 2005 25 December :: 4.27pm
:: Music: Kanye West - Hey Mama

I love Kanye.
Well, I got..
-Pink Floyd Hoodie (It's sweeet)
-2 Zip up sweaters
-2 Shirts
-Underwear
-Makeup, nail polish
-Lotion, bodywash, and junk like that
-Like 18 pairs of socks
-$100
-$50 Gift Card to Best Buy
-$15 Gift Card to Target
-Argyle purse (It's so cute!)
-Did I mention LOTS OF SOCKS?!
-Crash [DVD]
-Bewitched [DVD]
-Ashlee Simpson - I am me [CD]
-Mp3 Player
-Some jewerly
-Lucky perfume
-Adidas perfume
-Candy!

I think that's about it. It was cool, my mom put $20 bills in random presents. Those were kinda fun to find. (That's where the $100 came from). After I return some of the stuff I got that didn't fit I'll have more money, so that's cool. And I think I'll be returning my mp3 player to get one that will hold more songs. I don't know though.

Oh, look at that. I'm rambling on and on about presents. It's about Jesus, silly me! Go Jesus. Even though I'm Agnostic, yeah!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 25 December :: 3.05pm

ok christmas was better than i thought it would end up being.

this is what i got...

a betty boop purse that aunt venita made
some smelly good stuff
movie passes
DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES SEASON ONE!!! YAY!!!
a pink fuzzy blanket
a princess canapae
twister moves! {fucking right}
a desperate housewives bored game
an elvis movie
the sweetest thing{movie}
and these awesome sun glasses that are huge stars

i think thats it...but i love it!


yay! christmas is my favorite and at least i'm not sick agian like last year


ok, i hope everyone else is having a good christmas too! love you all! yay!

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eddy

:: 2005 25 December :: 2.37pm

Woohu is being extremely dumb and it wont let me stay logged in to do anything!! It's pissing me off!! ><

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eddy

:: 2005 25 December :: 2.35pm
:: Music: Black Eyed Peas - Pump It

My Kickass New Sweatshirt!!
Read more..


Oh yeah, Ill give you guys my gift list later! It's going great!!

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anachronism

:: 2005 25 December :: 11.53am
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Eyes Wide Open

Candy...mmm.
I thought and thought of ways to make Christmas better for the guys and this is all I came up with. I think she's pretty hot.

Read more..

Anyway..have a wonderful, delicious, magical Christmas everyone.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 December :: 10.21pm

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
HEY BABY!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
I MISS YOU!!!

I miss Danielle too. I feel so lost without seeing some of my friends.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
lol its ok...if anyone laughs ill be like "hey trailor bitches! thats one of my favorite people in the world over there face first in that snow drift with those little feet sticking straight up! so back the fuck off niggaaaaaaa!"

Haha, wow. She cracks me up.

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