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:: 2005 2 January :: 3.34 pm
:: Music: Shit Lets Go With Johnny Cash

well its sunday and i just realized we have to go to that fucking place tommorow i hate that place. anyway im not doing my chemistry thing till like 8 at night cause im fucking lazy. *high five for all the lazy people* anyway so other than that yeah i bought this comp game called NeverWinter Nights. It's pretty cool and i like it its kinda like an advance runescape that i pay for lol. but the sucko thing is nobody plays it online anymore cause its like a year old. so its fun alone but i cant kick anyones ass in a large group lol. other than that i wanted to talk about how i hate my job, so i hate my job. done, thats out of the way. whoever took brads money...give it back now you fucker. and the party was fun wish mishee coulda been there *shakes fist* stupid DEEEEETROIT.ok well im going now ive gotta go to that place i hate. no not school, no not home, no not the dentist, yes work. ~hugs for all

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:: 2005 1 January :: 11.36 pm
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: My Own Voice

Follow Up For Idiots
The Guards are the hosts of the party the shells are cans of beer and the cars and boats being prepared for the next... well just tell me what it makes you think of

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:: 2005 1 January :: 10.57 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Anything That Makes You Slit Your Wrists

Drunk
Tell Me Every Thought You Have On This. If You Think Its Shit Then Tear Me Apart I Need To Know If Its Good Or Bad. So Here Goes.
The Title Is
Warm Strings

I think that I'm drunk
My body feels warm
This must’ve been
What they tried to warn

These people aren’t here to be friendly
They are here to accompany me
On my way to
Inebriated dreamland

Empty shuttles of good feelings
They laced the floor
And I am begging to remember more
But the guards keep handing me bullets

The words slip out tired
Just like they did before
Begging for attentive ears
Your repetitive slurs are lost

The clattering
And the feeling
It’s great to stumble about
You hit the ground

You disappear without a sound
Everyone sees you
But there all abound
To hit it hard

The tears they flow faster
Then the dent in the plaster
That you made with your heart
Even though the words played their part

Now it’s cold once again
And you’ve lost all friends
Your bullets lay tattered
On the floor

Shell by shell you clean them
And reminisce on the pain
You hear in your head
All the stupid things that you said

Then you walk about
Feeling normal
Regretting the deed
You fall fast asleep

Until once more
Arises the need
To walk away
From all of this world

And the boats and the cars are all ready
To take you away, string by string
An incoherent puppet you've become
But it feels alright to be free

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:: 2005 1 January :: 9.57 pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Title And Registration

New Year
I guess this is the new year....feels the same. nothings really going to change i mean i made a new years resolution, but like everyone else in the fucking world i wont follow thru with it. I have been working all weekend and thinking of when ill start doing my chemistry project....not now. i think ill cram it into the 4 hours i have after work before i fall asleep from lack of sleep. so i guess until then ill see you all on monday. wait, sams party was fun *cries a little* i really miss hanging out with you sam....

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:: 2004 10 December :: 8.57 am
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie

In Econ
Hey so yeah im totally bored casue econ sucks. and i stole dani L.'s comp. and she is super cool and a total hottie so yeah what about that? well i guess ill just act like im working now cause i hate busen so hardcore. *big hugs* for all ~ Tails

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:: 2004 9 December :: 10.24 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Saves The Day

24 Hours
I've been back on this site for 24 hours and im already wrapped back up in the drama of it all. It's all just so wonderful don't you think? But anyway, Hi everyone and thanks for adding me again i love all you guys. Sorry i was gone for so long though. prolly should've paid my 2 dolla lol. but anyway gonna not do to great on my drama presentation, but i dont think i care to awful darn much now. well love you all and big super big hugs to all

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:: 2004 9 December :: 10.02 am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional

I'm Back
Hey, I'm finally back you guys i got my account back. Sadly i have to start all over again with my posts but dear god im so happy im finally back on. I love you andy you are a hard core kid lol. so anyway everyone add me to your friends again you guys. *hugs* love you all WOOHU ROCKS.....

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